1 Anamoly
"Fuck" I yelled, looking at my half transparent hand after arriving in what I assumed was the land of the dead. The last thing I remember is falling backwards after some kids ran around me while I was walking up my apartment stairs with bags of groceries.
I looked around and saw myself in the back of a long line of shuffling half transparent people walking towards a giant open golden gate. Golden clouds and green plains spread far out into the distance. As I stare in wonder, the people in front og me continued to shuffle forward. "I guess those are the gates of heaven or something" I say to the person in front of me. The only response I receive is silence and him continuing forward with a blank look on his face.
As I look behind me at the recently arrived ghosts, I see the same blank expression on all of their faces. There are about 20 of them and the blank expressions and silence from everyone is starting to creep me out.
Suddenly I hear a voice in my head. A voice can only be described as heavy. It was not masculine or feminine but also strangely not robotic. Just heavy. "An anomaly" I heard before black filled my vision. The darkest black that I have ever had the misfortune of seeing. "Interesting"
I look around blindly feeling like I'm in water but not going in any direction. I can no longer tell what direction I'm facing. The feeling of panic is slowly starting to take over me. Besides the voice in my head, I can feel absolutely nothing else. The total lack of sensory input is only increasing the feeling of panic steadily growing inside me. I don't know how long I waited for the voice to continue but it felt like an eternity. "Who are you?" I screamed to what can only be described as the void around me.
In response to my question a copy of myself before I died appears in front of me. I say before I died because he doesn't share my half transparency. He stood at 6'2 with lean muscle from military service for most of my youth and camping in the forest that surrounds my old city. He had dark brown skin that I inherited from my African mother and brown eyes and black hair that inherited from my Arabic father. He wore a white t-shirt, basketball shorts, and Jordan 1's which were the clothes that I died in. "I am called many names. The Ferryman, Death, Lucifer, Hades, and many more" The being wearing my skin replied while smiling at me. "You can just call me the Manager."
Now that there was something besides the infinite blackness around me I started to calm down. I never realized how terrifying seeing, tasting, hearing, smelling, and feeling nothing was. "Why am I here Manager?" I spoke to the being in front of me.
"You are not supposed to be capable of thought Malik." The Manager replied with the same smile. "All beings that die and move on from their world souls are damaged critically by the process of traveling the void, getting to the gates of Reincarnation. Their souls crack and they lose all the experiences that made them a unique individual and the gates of Reincarnation heals their souls, deletes the final traces of whatever form they had previously, and provides a layer of protection around them so they can arrive safely to their next life."
The Manager pauses and looks at me with inquisitive eyes, "Since I came into being and started managing this process nobody has ever deviated from the process. Except for you. Your soul is regular in almost every way. So that just begs the question why?" The Manager gestures to the blackness around him. "Even now when we sit in one of the farthest reaches of the voids, you are completely okay? It's like your soul is a part of the void but that is unheard of. Not even I can change the void to do something like become a part of a soul."
"You are an exceptional mortal but a mortal all the same. I can tell from watching your life from your memories that you don't show any supernatural characteristics so what are you? A mortal whose only characteristic is to survive the void or something more?" The Manager's smile slowly grows to inhuman proportions as he continues his speech. "How truly magnificent. Something that is unknown to me." The Manager's face quickly goes back to normal and he looks at me with a small smile like that episode never happened.
After pausing again for a moment the Manager continues "If you agree to a deal that I can observe the characteristics of your soul as you journey through your next life I will provide you three wishes. They can only be things that change race, appearance or something similar. I am the manager of death and reincarnation so I can only change what is random for everybody else. You also have to be a female and can't be human so I can see if that causes any changes to your soul."
Throughout the Manager's entire monologue my shock only continues to grow. Knowing what happens after death which everyone on Earth could only make assumptions about is mind jarring. The fact that there is something special about my soul also comes as a shocker. The final nail in the proverbial coffin was this powerful being that apparently manages death and reincarnation wants to make a deal with me just so it can monitor my soul.
In my 23 years of living I have lived a pretty average life so suddenly being told I'm special is weird to me . I am not proud to admit that it took me a few seconds to calm down and catch my bearings after it finished speaking. The Manager seems fine with staring at me waiting for my response. "Before I answer I have a few questions"
"Ask away" is all the Manager says.
"Will you be watching me 24/7 while I'm in this world, why are you making a deal instead of just doing what you want, why didn't you just read my mind to see my questions, why do I need to change my race and gender, and what will happen if I say no?" I asked
"The answers to your questions in order is, no, I already tried to touch your soul after I paused the second time. It seems to be resistance to an unknown degree to outside sources that try to tamper with it without your consent and I can tell if I continue to mess with your soul then it will destroy itself, the deal will specifically be to make a live copy of your soul to leave here that will reflect and change after you reincarnate. To do something that specific with your soul requires a special deal that can only be made between equals which requires me to leave your mind and body outside my influence. Your gender and race will change so I can see if it changes your soul at all. Lastly you will go through reincarnation normally, remembering your past life, and I will hopefully see your soul when you come back here." Replied the Manager with the same small smile like he didn't just admit to the fact that he just admitted to trying to tamper without my soul without my permission.
I feel a mix of anger and hopelessness from that admission and the fact that I can't do anything about it. But I realize I'm powerless before the being in front of me and try to move past it. 'The only thing I would have a problem with is becoming a woman. i have lived my entire life as a man and changing that is not something I have even considered.' I contemplate on if changing genders was a deal breaker and I soon come to the decision that it wasn't. I get to have some degree of control over my starting point of my next life just for being a woman. Plus, changing into a woman can be interesting and new. 'There seems to be no downside to this deal. I just have to make sure of one thing'
"What can you do with the copy of my soul?" I asked wearily. The trust I have in this being going into the negatives after the admission of trying to tamper with my soul. The feeling of hopelessness and anger is still firmly embedded in my chest.
"Nothing. It will be like looking at a globe of Earth that updates itself if anything happens to the Earth." replied the Manager
"Then I agree to the deal." I replied quite happy with the deal.
The Manager's grin grew to inhuman proportions again and a constricting feeling appeared throughout my body. The next second a black and gray orb appears in the beings hands. The Manager stares at the orb in utter fascination. I wait awhile then clear my throat. "I'm ready for my wishes now." The Manager turns towards me. The inhuman grin was a permanent feature on its face now.
"Oh. I apologize. What will they be."
"I wish for my mind to no longer be able to be read by others, to be able to customize everything I can about myself, and for me to be able to see the status to my body and changes to that status like in a gaming screen" I list off my wishes that I been thinking of ever since I finished asking my questions about the terms of the deal.
"Done" the Manager's replies. "I will make it to where your body does not have a brain to read. The reason that I can read your mind now is because the body before you died had a brain and you haven't been reincarnated. Whatever body you choose will send the signals straight to your soul. Usually mortal souls aren't built to handle this for this but since this is part of the deal, and your soul is basically indestructible except to beings like myself, I can make those changes. You will a have to pick a magical race though, so that your body won't have any underlying issues."
"Magic?" I ask in disbelief.
"Yes magic." The Manager addressed my next wish."Here is everything that you can choose from."
Blue screens fill my vision. Different screens hold different options. One lets me choose my race, another lets me choose my height and so on. I browse the races until I see the vampire race. In every anime and novel I've ever read the one that always stands out the most to me is the vampire and dragon races. I've never had a real phobia of blood and I don't see a dragon option so I quickly choose the vampire one.
The rest of the options aren't as interesting as the rave option and I quickly pass through them. For height I choose 6'0 even. For face and body I choose to keep them default. While choosing the options I take one more browse through the race bar. The succubus option for some reason catches my eye as I scroll past it. I will admit I had a high libido and the idea of getting stronger through sex appeals to me.
I ask the Manager if I can choose a hybrid race. He looks away from the orb to say, "To be a true hybrid would be impossible. To be a true hybrid would mean both races having the child would have to be perfectly in sync and have to be the perfect amount of bloodline of both in the child which will be impossible. One race will overpower the other so the child will only get the full power of the dominating bloodline. The child will also only get the bastardized racial traits of the other race and most of the time fail to get even the bastardized version of the strongest racial traits. Even if by some miracle the perfect combination is made, the baby will be the beginning of a species and die from the weight of its existence."
He pauses to think for what I think is a couple minutes. "I can make it happen but you will have to go through a test. Every progenitor of a race has to pass a milestone. It may be a hybrid race but it will be the first true hybrid race which means that you will become a progenitor. You will have to do a trial almost immediately after reincarnating or you will be torn apart by your own existence. No mortal soul, not even yours will survive that. I will also be adding my power so that the impossibility of these two races becoming one will become possible but that will shorten your trial time because of me interfering to much in mortal matters. The only reason that I can do this much is because the uniqueness of your soul and the deal we made."
He looks me in the eye for the first time without a smile on his face. "If you choose this option I will put you next to a dungeon on one of the most powerful worlds and you will have to beat the dungeon in 60 days. That's how long you have before you will be torn apart."
I don't hesitate before pressing the succubus option after the Manager finishes. Bigger risks equal bigger rewards. There is no way that I will miss this chance. After I press the succubus option, the screen closes. The Manager put the orb away for the first time since getting it and looked at me once again. "That is all. It is time for you to go on your next great adventure."
Before I can respond I find myself in front of the gates once again but this time I'm right in front of it. Someone from behind shuffles into me and I fall straight through the gates. "FUUUUCK!" was the last thing I screamed before losing consciousness.
