Chapter 1: Restarting

Conor O'Riordan opened his eyes, looking at his now-twin sister, who's sleeping beside him because he was sick, and recalling his past life. He left a self-defeating smile because in his past life he was an actor, although he was not a superstar, but he did a good job and wasn't that bad for money, and in order to pass time, he is either looking at movies or listening to songs. He was sleeping, but when he opened, he was reborn in the body of a five-year-old child named Conor O'Riordan, the twin brother of Dolores O'Riordan, the future superstar and lead singer of the cranberries who sang the title Zombie.

In this life, his father is disabled, and it's his mother who's working hard and taking care of him and her ten other children.

As he was the twin brother of Dolores, they have always been together since they were born, so after he was sick, she's the one who's accompanying him.

After Dolores woke up, she saw her brother looking at her and asked a little concernedly, "How do you feel, brother?"

Looking at his now-sister, Conor felt a little strange, but he still replied, "I think I am fine."

Dolores, after all, was just five years old; she didn't notice anything strange.

Two years have passed since that day, and Dolores and Conor are now seven-year-old children, and it's 1978 now.

During this time, Conor remarked that he remembered everything about his past life, from songs to movies to everything he inadvertently heard, and that in this life he also had a photographic memory.

Today, looking at the burned house, he knew that an important event that changed the life of his sister was about to happen.

That's right His sister accidentally burned the house, and he remembers that after this, the house will be demenaged in an animated quarter.

And things really happened, like he taught; they really did demenage, and so he knew that from this moment on he would have the most difficult time in this life since reincarnating. It's not about how difficult life will become because of the new environment, but because when he was searching about memories related to his sister in his past life, he remembered that she encountered the most difficult moment of her life, that's since she was sexually assaulted by a family friend for four years, from the age of 7 until she turned 11 years old, and that's something he will never let happen, even if it will delay his plan of making money.

So for this, he wants to play the role of a bad boy so that he will scare everyone who has some ideas about his family.

In his past life, his sister did not explicitly tell who aggressed her, so he was always cautious as long as someone was approaching Dolores. Dolores also noted that his brother is always a little strange, but she didn't think much about it, and so time passed just like this.

Today Conor and Dolores are already eight years old, and on this day, Connor was punished by the teacher because he beat another child. That's right, it's not the first time he beat someone, so he asked his sister to wait for him and not go home, as he is always cautious. When he came out, he looked for his sister but did not see her. He was so scared that he nearly had a heart attack.

He quickly returned home, searching for his sister, but his mother told him that his sister had already returned. He was relieved, but when he heard her say, "Oh yeah, I nearly forgot she just left the house, Finn," He did not think for two seconds before picking up a fuit knife and running to the house of Finn, who always invited him and his sister to go home, but he always refused. His mother didn't think much about this; she thinks that her child was looking for Dolores after all; they are always together.

After running with all his might to the house of Finn as it's near, he didn't knock on the door but picked a rock and defonced the door of the house as he would rather apologize later if it's a mistake, and when he entered the house, he saw Finn who was naked, he almost stabbed him, but looking at his sister who did no have anything, he knew that Finn was beginning to do it but fortunately he come a little earlier, seeing his sister, he spoke with the little sanity that belongs to him asking his sister to come to him asking his sister to come, and she run behind him and looking at Finn he looked at Finn and the the more he look at him the angry he became and then he roared:" fuck, I swear I Am going to kill you." With the attention of killing Finn, his sister, although scared and trembling, hugged as if it were in her instinct, even though she didn't know much about what's happening now.

And Finn, who was scared, also quickly ran, seeing that Connor was really going to stab him; after all, he knew that Connor was a little notorious on the horizon because he was always fighting. So he locked himself in one of the rooms of his house.

After Connor calmed down, he returned home with his sister. His mother immediately saw something was not right, as her Dolores was trembling and Connor had a knife in his arms, looking like he would kill someone the next second. 

She immediately ran to Dolores and asked, "What's happening, Dolores? Why are you trembling?" Then she looked at Connor. Although people say he's a bad boy because he is always fighting, she knew that her child was the most gentle among the family.

After hearing the question from her mother, the confused Dolores, who didn't know why she was really scared, started to cry. Then Connor recounted everything that happened.