ENDING IT ALL? Chapter 3

I rushed out the hospital i knew exactly who to go to

(I made it I dont even know if this place is still running) i enter the building in front of me

the place is dark as hell I cant see anything

"is anyone there?" I ask

"it's been too long old freind" says a voice from the dark

"I cant believe you are still alive" I say

(suddenly the whole place lit up the man in front of me was 6ft and old with a long ass beard)

I run up to him and hug him

"it's good to see you again" I said

"so what do you want?" he asks

"training" i respond

"I was hoping you would say that" he said

(I trained hard that day harder than I ever trained before even when I felt like my bones were cracking I was forced to do more (I was UNSTOPPABLE at least that's what I thought)

"I cant believe you actually came dont worry you will be only fighting me today" said the cat woman

"fine by me"i said

(she went in for the first kick it hit me directly on the nose it hurt like hell but I knew I couldn't show weakness so I stood strong and rushed at her she quickly dodged before going behind me at lightning speed at tripping me up)

"any last words" she said

"you shouldn't have been focusing on me" I said

at that moment the old man from before struck the cat woman from behind causing her to fall to the ground knocking her unconscious he lifted me up and said "you know what to do"

(i went over to the cat woman and lifted her mask)

"ARINAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????"

(I couldn't believe it it was arina m..my....CRUSH)

(I looked back at the man he had a knife in his hand)

"you know what you have to do to get away from this nightmare" he said

I took the knife I sat there looking at her for about a minute before i said "I cant do it"

(he didn't look surprised)

"look away" he said

(I dont remember anything after that it just goes blank)

(1 year later)

(I got a piece of mail through the mailbox in a army sealed envelope)

"dad?"

*bag pipes play*

(I cant believe it my dad is dead now I truly have no one)

"mr carman was a great man some said he didn't deserve to go to prison but that's not for me to say all we truly knew about him was his great time in the services" said the priest

(well that was a shit speech I just cant believe he's truly gone he was there for so long all he did was protect me all I still remember when I went to him after the hospital to ask for training he must've been so surpised) i haven't seen him since mom passed years ago "I'm so sorry dad I should've done better....for you" I said

after the funeral I went home and fell into my bed I cant believe this had happened

I fall asleep finally trusting it

(theres a dark corridor in front of me I walk ahead then I see 2 people emerge from the darkness IT WAS MY MOM AND DAD

"we are so proud of you...son" they said

(they fade away)

"AHHHHHHHHHHH" I screamed

(I immediately burst into tears just knowing that I have no one left to go to I couldn't get to sleep after that)

(5 hours later)

(it was finally time to go back to school they cancelled it from me once I started having the dreams)

"troy?" said the teacher

"here" I said

(everything feels weird I know no one with arina gone the school just feels empty like there's no.....purpose no meaning just nothingness like a void opened in my heart and sucked all the emotions out I mean I'm one if not the only person here who has been the cause of murder)

(ring ring ring)

"that's the bell everyoene so get out my class"

said the teacher jokingly

(I find a space in the corner and sit by myself)

"hey troy right?" said a girl

(I didn't reply I just sat there looking at the nothingness)

(she stood there for a moment before coming up to me to whisper in my ear)

"no wonder your dog died you were too shy to save it" she said before walking off

(I stood up and tapped her on the shoulder she turned around and saw my foot centimetres from her face I I didn't touch her I knew better than that)

"AHHHHHH YOU FREAK!!!!" she said before running off

(at this point everyone was staring so I left the room and went outside)

"why me?" I whisper

(I then heard a voice behind me)

"stand up and face me like a man" a voice from behind said

(I turned around and saw the girl from earlier but this time with a man I noticed him before people call him the school bully I stood there with no emotion as I couldn't feel any)

"what so you just gonna stand there fine then easier for me" he said

(he grabbed my shirt and pinned me on the ground I had no reason to fight back I will just get into more trouble he started pummeling me with his fists this continued for a while until his hands were bleeding)

(and after all that I still cant feel emotion not even feeling I dont even feel pain I guess I'm the definition of numb)

( he walked away laughing while I was still lying there with blood all over me)

(2 hours later)

( I made it back home i quickly dropped my stuff and went up to my room i realised there's no more meaning to life if you cant feel anything i unlock my window and climb onto the window still I looked at the sunset and thought what a shit world and then I saw it the thing what will change my life around how could I have not thought of it before I got off the window still and went to my laptop I knew exactly what to do I went online and searched it up immediately a plane ticket to scotland this is my last chance before my world comes crumbling down if this doesn't work then I might be at the point where I wont feel pain when I jump out that window I booked the plane for somewhere between March and May) THE END.

that time is also when the next chapter of Troy's favourite book is coming out and it's going to be so much longer over 2000 words maybe over 3000 let's just wait and see thanks for reading. sincerely brody