chapter 17 a reminder of The past

"Hey Hey Joe wake up it time for work!!"said his boss.

"Huh!!"

What Wasn't I in The body of Alucard ?and I was living in The world of [The journey of Leon].

I guess That all a dream huh!! I thought I can finally start over and live a better live , but I guess how can God give someone who kill They parents a chance.

If God was actually real Then what I did to my parents would should not be a crime.

As I was contemplating about my life I look up to see my boss with a bullet in his head.

"BOSS ARE YOU OKEY?"

"I'm fi—"before he can finish his sentence his body turn into blood.

"BOSS BOSS , WHY WHY MUST I ALWAY SUFFER WHAT DID I DO THAT IS SO WRONG THAT I HAVE SUFFER SO MUCH haa!"I said as I was crying trying to put back my boss body back.

As I said That The entire room turn into blood as Victim my killing start appearing before.

"Why diD yOu kiLl me JOe I was juSt tryinG to mAke a liVing!"

"Joe why why I just want to live , why did you kill me!!"

"You YOU kill me and my entire family ,WHY WHY I just want to have a happy life!!"

As Victim of my killing keep appearing around me haunting me about my regret , blood keep flowing from my hand as more Victim apear.

"I have no regret, it That I have a choice do you think that a homeless kid can do anything? , I been treated it as Trash for how I was born , it was not my decision to be like this it's all happen because I have no choice." I said as with Vein popping out of my head.

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"Ahhhh!" I woke up with me drowning sweat.

"Uhhh a dream like That again It been a while."

I guess after yesterday They want to remind me of my past sin.

I got up from my bed and prepared for Today They want me to kill a demon.

I Gusse I could use This opportunity to kill The lake demon it not That far from here.

In The novel when Leon and The main cast came here to defeat Victor and his family There came across The lake demon.

A demon of illusion , it feed of The memory of people past.

The only reason The main cast got troubled by This demon because They didn't know The demon location.

But I do so it going to easy , and when I defeated The demon I will take it artifact.

It a another ring it will provide me with The ability to store mana.

It a really good artifact for me because I use a lot of mana.

In The novel They didn't use The ring at all because it was useless for Them , There already have stupid amount of mana .

I prepare my gear And set off to kill The lake demon .

The lake is call "The lake of Nimueh"

As some of you may know Nimueh is The lady of The lake in The story of king Arthur , she is a fairy who apear in The king Arthur lore as lancelot mother.

But in This world she is a mother who is desperately take care of a infant That is already dead.

She is a corrupted fairy who haven't move on from The past.

Someone who is desperately trying to cling on To anything she can.

But she become a demon because of her dark emotion as a fairy , her illusion is from her trauma.

She is not trying to hurt anyone but because of her negative emotion The fog is spread thicker everyday.

I walk out of The mansion and transform into a bird and fly toward the forest.

The lake where she is located it is near The mountain.

Woosh!!

"So This is where The fog is."

In The data book it say That The lady is located at The north side of The mountain, There should be a lake There where The lady will reside.

Woosh!!

"*cough**cough*"why The hell I'm I cough— .

Before and end my thought I got airborne by something.

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"What why I'm I standing a room of nothing Ness again."

I look down at my hand and saw That it was transparent.

"Dammit I got caught in her illusion!!"

As I look behind me I noticed a scene from my past life playing before my eye , a kid with black hair is sat in The slum sitting and waving his hand out for donations , in a street densely pack with people.

As I saw This scene a sensation of angered rush through my vein.

I unknowingly start crying as tear of red start Dripping from my eyes.

"Why did you listen to Them?They just using you." I remarked.

The kid from The scene finally get a donation he Said "Thank you kind sir."

"Maybe Today I can finally have bowl of rice" The boy thought to himself , he run back into The depth of The slum as he crossed dead rotten body and The side , as he step over The gut and liver That The mafia left behind.

"Mom I'm home."

he said as he entered The make swift home.

"You damm shit go and make something for me to eat."

"Yes mother where father?"

"He probably out gambling again."

"Mother!! Why didn't you stopped him? Now we have no money left."

"How I'm I suppose to stopped him, and you dare you talk back at me like That!!" She exclaimed loudly.

"I'm sorry mother, I got some money Today , I will use a that to buy and make us something."The kid said with a smile in a voice of self depression.

"I have only 2 dollar what I'm going to make That can enough food for all of us."As The kid thought to himself.

"Uhhhh!! What do we have to eat Today."Said a drunken man with his face all red.

"Don't know Joe is making The food."

"You mean JOE MAMA."

"AHHAAH"2x

"Honey you were so smart about adopting a child so it can make us money and do all The chore."

"Thank you, Joe Mama is The food ready?"

"No father!!"

"You better be fast or else your be seeing That wipe again."

"YEE–S fathers"The kid said nervously.

The kid thought

((I have The food fast but I have only enough for 2 bowl of rice, what should I do?

If I don't eat again I don't know how long I can live for))

((I guess I have no choice Today I can't eat again, arggh!!))

"Father The food is ready."

"What we have only rice again, do you really want me To eat The same Thing again?" Said The father.

"I'm sorry father but That all I can afford."

"So are you trying to say it my fault? YOU COME HERE YOU LITTLE SHIT"

slap!!

"Arggh FATHER PLEASE IT HURT sob!"

Thurd!!

"ARRGH *cough**cough*" The kid start coughing blood.

"Honey I Think you should stop , he coughing blood if you hit him more I'm afraid That he will die and we need to get a new orphan."

"YOU ARE LUCKY THIS TIME , be grateful That you even have a name."

As he grab The kid hair and throw him out of The wooden Shack.

"GET me something better to eat."

As he closed The door rain droplet start falling down.

"*cough*I guess it raining*cough*"

The kid thought

((Why I'm I even still alive? Is There a point In my existence? I'm I just a toy That meant to be used a slave of Society.))

As The kid weakly walk in The slum while heavy rain fall onto him.

He came across a paper lying on the ground it have picture on it.

I can read it because I been studying English by watching The billboard.

It said The [The journey of Leon] There was a picture of A golden hair boy holding a sword on The paper.

And The back it said [be what you want to be don't get forced by other, try to live a better life]

"Haha—*cough* I wish I can do That."

Boom!!

And explosion happening in the background.

Bang!! Bang!!

I ran behind a box and hide.

I guess The mafia is at it again , i waited There for over 1 hour as gunshot was fired and bomb was exploding.

I guess in a third world country like mine There a lot of gang like This , There just trying to live a better life , There don't have any choice but to either stave like me or become a criminal to have better opportunity.

Better opportunity huh if I can escape my family Then I can join a gang and have better opportunity.

I got out of hiding behind The box and saw a dead man with a bullet in his eye laying in front of The box , but most of all I saw a gun with 2 bullet in it.

As The kid stare contemplating about his future.

He pick up The gun and return home.

Knock!!

"Who dare?"said a man with only his underwear.

"Ohh it Joe mam—"

Bang!!

"Honey who is at The do—arrgh Joe what did you d—"

Bang!!

"Did is my revenge for all that you did to me mother and father."

"Police The police is arrivi—kid what you doing run and hide in your home and lock The door if you don't want to get arrested."

"But I don't have a home can you take me in your gang"

"Kid your so young, it fine even if The police arrive You will not send to prison because your That young even thos it same like you kill your parent you should not join us, your young you will have more opportunity later on."

"But I did this to escape my family and join you."

"Kid That not important right now the police is arriving let's go."

And That how I got to meet my future boss.

I look at all The scene That played before my eye as I was speechless and crying inside.

And That was The end of The illusion and I saw The demon.

Woosh!!

<1 month punch>

Boom!!

As I speed my leg till broken and use my fist to end it instantly.

"Thank you for showing That I should not make The same mistakes again, and becoming a ruthless killer."

"I am truly Thankful of reminding me of my past mistakes fairy Nimueh"

As I said That The demon fade away with a smile.

"I swear from now on I will not kill without a reason."

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