Chapter 188 Torturing each other

People who don t utter a word are more timid than when they are noisy.

 "Let go, Shen ... ah!" Less than finished words, completely drowned in the throat, there is no need to say it.

 He was as crazy as he was, throwing her on the bed, attacking again and again, as if embracing her tightly was the only way to be able to feel this woman's temperature, to be able to feel from this woman's temperature that she is still by his side and has not left.

 A love play, who is not sound, she is like a broken doll, limbs without strength limp on the bed, and he, a big mouth gasping, beast-like heavy gasping sound, from his throat with a bang overflowed.

 She wouldn't look at him, she just stared at the ceiling in disbelief.

 The man on top of her body moved, braced his arms, stood up from her body, significantly, her body a light, and then, the bed underneath, also a light, he got out of bed, always decent man, even neglected to drop his shoes, bare feet, stepped on the floor, stride to the dresser, pull open the drawer, take out the bottle of medicine.

 Another big stride rushed to the bedside, and stretched out his arm, "No medicine?"

 "You ..." she shakily panicked.

 He immediately sneered, "Vitamin tablets, right?" Thin lips slowly hooked up an arc, without any trace of human temperature, the other empty hand, unscrewed the bottle cap, dark pupils straight locked the woman in front of him, the palm of his hand turned, poured out a large handful of tablets, thin lips curved arc, more and more large, and coldness, more and more even.

 Tilted his head, the palm of his hand a large number of pills, all stuffed into the mouth, he was in front of her, swallowed dozens of pills.

 Jane Tong pupils suddenly contracted, too late to take into account other, too late to think carefully, almost pounced on his arm hooked: "Do not! You can't eat!"

 "Why can't I eat it? Aren't they vitamin tablets?" He laughed, a smile that didn't reach his eyes, "You can take them all, can't you?"

 "I, I ..." 'I' what? What could she say? That it wasn't a vitamin pill?

 He chewed the pills in his mouth, while looking at this woman with downcast eyes, the pills in his mouth, a piece is extremely bitter, not to mention that a large handful of them, he seems to be unable to feel the bitterness of the medicinal flavor that fills his lip cavities, it seems that what he eats is not a very, very bitter pill, he's just chewing gum like that, with no feelings at all.

 Jane Tong opened her mouth, every time she wanted to say something, but realized, she was not able to say anything.

 She stared at his throat, watched his throat every time he swallowed, he was still chewing the pills, she chest a little stuffy pain, can not say, why. Tilting her head up, she looked into his eyes, "Spit it out."

 "Why spit it out? Kisses so cheap? You can't even share this vitamin tablet with me? I'll buy you some more when you're done eating." He still want to intimate spoiled her words, but the eyes of the astringent pain, the mouth of the heart seems to be a pair of hands torn raw, issued a "stabbing stabbing" shredding sound, he tried his best to ignore. He thought, at least this woman, still can't let go of him, otherwise he even if he ate down is poison, why should she care? ... The funny thing is, he realized that this is the last bargaining chip he has left!

 Just because of this!

 Just because of this ...

 She said, "It's not good to take too many vitamin tablets, spit them out, OK?"

 Just because of this!

 Just because of this ...

 He said, "Good." The original words that flopped were all hidden in the heart, and continued to pretend not to know.

 Spitting out the dregs of the pill in his mouth, he frowned and pretended to smack his taste, "This vitamin pill isn't good. Next time, you shouldn't take it either. I'll get you a new one."

 Her face suddenly changed drastically, almost snatching the pill bottle from his hands, then blushing unnaturally, she explained to him, "I like the texture, wait until this one is finished."

 He suddenly touched her back waist, and she, her whole body instantly stiffened, her face even more unnatural: "Don't touch!"

 Almost with a yell. And her eyes were even harder to hide the pain and embarrassment.

 "You say, will it be just so coincidental that my kidney can fit into your here?"

 Jane Tong's face changed drastically, cowering backward, "What do you mean?" Incredibly defensively, she stared at the man in front of her.

 "If in this world, there is a thing for a thing, then you say, if I give you my kidney, can you give me another thing?"

 He looked at her with soft eyes.

 And Jane Tong, chilled all over, "Don't play ... don't play, okay? Not that, we live well? We live well, live well. You don't make this kind of joke anymore, and don't think about this kind of thing anymore."

 She thought he had come up with a new way to toss her around. And she ... was afraid.

 Shen Xiu Jin listened to Jane Tong's words, listening to her say "let's live well", he wanted to laugh, and he wanted to cry ... Heaven have mercy, the incomparable Shen Xiu Jin, also has such contradictory human feelings at times.

 "Good, if you say let's live well, let's live well." He pressed her head into his shoulder, where she could not see, his left hand, tightly clenched into a fist ...

 "Little child ... why don't you ask, if I give you my kidney, I want you to give me another thing, why don't you ask, what is this thing I want?" He whispered softly in her ear.

 Clearly feeling the stiffness of the woman in his arms.

 "Stop making a scene, will you? This joke isn't funny."

 He listened to her Gu Gu left and right to deliberately avoid the question, laughed lightly, the bottom of his eyes became softer and softer, and in the softness there seemed to be a painful color flashed, and said softly, "Okay, don't make this unfunny joke anymore."

 "Vitamin tablets ... we don t eat, OK?" Shen Xiujin saw out of the corner of his eye, even though he was held into his arms, but still dead grip on the bottle, he thought, if this time she can compromise, he immediately donated half of his personal assets to society. The other half would be enough to support her in raising her children.

 Time seemed to stand still, a few seconds, but it seemed like a century, he waited his heart anxious.

 He realized that he already cared about this woman to the point of insanity.

 "Eat this bottle ... without wasting it."

 Boom!

 The wall in his heart, collapsed!

 She still wants to eat the damn "vitamin tablets"!

 She doesn't want to take vitamin pills! She just doesn't want to have his baby! She just couldn't love him anymore! She just doesn't want to love him anymore! She just wants to make a clean break with him!

 Shen Xiujin gently pushed the woman in his arms away, gently took the bottle of pills from her hands, she was very anxious, he smiled soothingly at her, and then, poured out a new pill, pinched the pill, put it into his own thin lips, in her stagnant gaze, ringed the back of her head, his thin lips, blocked her.

 Bitterness, from his lips, ferrying into her lip cavity.

 At this moment, Jane Tong dead cover their left chest cavity, dead hold down, like doing so, can relieve the pain that is about to diffuse out of the chest cavity.

 There was a moment, she was confused, is it, she did wrong?

 But just for a moment, her eyes firm and incomparable ... He is her robbery, should not be involved! She is right!

 This kiss, bitter long astringent, there is a trace of unspeakable heart, just both sides who did not put this minuscule trace of heart, look into the eyes, note the heart.

 He gently let go of her, gently ripple up smile, really, he smiled very good-looking, just long a handsome face, usually indifferent to people.

 Big palm rubbed her head of hair mess: "Good, listen to you, this bottle does not waste, but after eating, we do not eat this brand of 'vitamin tablets', okay?"

 In the night

 On the double bed, a man and a woman.

 Jane Tong looked at the man beside him ... He knows, right?

 Knew it wasn't a vitamin tablet.

 So angry that he dragged her and ran upstairs.

 But if he knew, why did he end up compromising?

 She thought left and right, she couldn't figure it out, shook her head, not to think about it.

 It was just the people around her that made her more and more upset.

 More and more she didn't understand him, more and more she didn't understand.

 He makes her irritable, makes her hate and ... pain! She would never admit that hate starts from love. Otherwise, how should she face him, how to face herself again?

 But this person, but more and more become her heart demon ...

 Slowly stretched out his hand, reached the fruit knife on the bedside, stabbing sound, a slight sound of shrapnel, in the dark night, the tip of the knife flashed with a cold aura, gradually close to his neck ... but her hand, trembling badly.

 In the wide open eyes, tears in the eye sockets, but still trembling grip on the fruit knife, leaning toward the sleeping man.

 Her hand, uncontrollably and violently trembling, the closer she got, the more she trembled.

 Jane Tong, stab it, stab it, it's all over!

 Jane Tong, what are you still hesitating for!

 Jane Tong, have you forgotten who gave you suffering? Who made you worse than a dog? Who humiliated you?

 Jane Tong, come on, stab! Stab! Stab!

 Jane Tong! You useless thing!

 Snap!

 The knife fell and she panicked and immediately put it away. Looking at the sleeping man again, she didn't wake him up.

 Closing her eyes, her right hand still gripped the handle of the fruit knife tightly, as if she wanted to break this knife!

 Large teardrops, from the closed eyes, "popping" down.

 She couldn't control her tear ducts, just as she couldn't control the hand holding the knife trembling desperately.... What's so scary about it?

 You're already carrying one life on your back anyway. Still afraid of one more?

 Why can't the stab go down!

 It's useless! Useless! Useless!!!

 With a flash of fortitude in her eyes, she looked around her again, resigned to the fact that it wasn't like she didn't. Much less ... cared!

 The knife re-hangs over the sleeping man's head, Jane Tong takes a deep breath, she says she doesn't care, she says she can relax when he dies, but she still can't get down. Trembling hands, hating her own incompetence, the knife in her hand is like a hot potato, panicked and threw the knife far away!

 She covered her face and muffled her sobs. She hated, hated her own incompetence, hated her own reluctance.

 She hated herself for not being able to do it!

 The sound of the knife hitting the ground woke up the man beside her.

 "What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Shen Xiujin hurriedly sat up and reached over to hug Jane Tong, who reflexively swatted away his hand.

 After waving it away, he felt that something was wrong and explained, "I had a nightmare."

 The man let out a sigh of relief, "Not afraid, not afraid, I'm here." He held her, and tucked her into the sheet, coaxing a child like coaxing Jane Tong, and the woman underneath, surprisingly in this coaxing to sleep, issued a slight snoring sound.

 Perhaps really tired, this is her and this man in the same bed, the first time really fall asleep.

 The man's dark eyes, accurately fell in the corner corner of the wall on the fruit knife, black eyes flickered, lowered his eyelids, turned off the lights, lay down, hand will be embraced by the woman more tight.