he take care about me as my brother.

my school life became normally back after P'Bar being my friend. P'Bar said I must add words 'phi' because he was older than me. actually it same meaning as ' oppa' but it was in Thai language. for the 5 years in high school I feel I am the most happy one.

P'Bar always protect me, until one time I feel that Kazuma is here with me. I feel it.

have one day, Daddy go outstation for two weeks,and Aunt Marie can't accompany me because she attended her son wedding. So, I was lonely. But P'Bar invited me to stay with his family while waiting Daddy back. At the first I actually shy, but P'Bar mum- Aunt Yiwaa was really supporting and cheerful. in two weeks, I felt comfortable and felt that I have in the one happy family. I consider P'Bar family as my own family. P'Bar always make my name short, from Elizabeth he changed to Beth. he makes it really short!! it's make my blood pressure up, but it became normal later because he always used it as my nickname.,🙄🙄🙄

Tonight had a end years party, so I woke up at the morning to buy a new dress. I called P'Bar to accompany me. The great idea was P'Bar also want to buy something too. I quickly dress up and go to shopping complex as we agreed.

"P'Bar is this dress match with me?"

" yeah..." he answered my question without see my eyes.

" P'Bar.... choice one dress for me."

" seriously?? if I do, can you take it as a last choice??? last time you said like that, when you wanna buy a bracelet. end the up you still looking for another design. and you buy both of it. And why not, you just buy the both of them.??" after Bar finished his word Elizabeth face turned darkened.

" I .....I want too but Daddy cut my pocket money because I don't raised the target. I don't get the gred as Daddy wish." sob...sob.. I starting to crying.

" Beth, you got excellent mark, right??"

" no..... I not. Daddy target to me that 9.4 gred,but I just got 9.0 gred. I failed....." I gave back all the dress to the shop worker and ran out of the shop. I entered wash room. I cried as I want to.

...,.....................

"P'Bar, I wanna back home.my Daddy called me and he said he would flight to Japan now.my Aunt just passed away.

"sure..." P'Bar start the engine and drove me to home.when I arrived, Aunt Marie pass a letter from Daddy. I opened it, and that was disappointed me....

" it's okay,if you want go Japan I can accompany you.it was summer holidays."

"P'Bar...." I hugged him."I love you... thanks P'Bar, I so appreciate your help"

The letter from Daddy:

*** dear sweetie,

I was rushing, I already transferred some money in your account, You can use it.maybe I will have in Japan for 1or 2 weeks.if you wanna go Japan let me know. I will send my worker to pick you up at Tokyo International Airport.