94 Fulfillment's Purpose (Diary Entry ~ #5)

Dear Dear Journal (To All Who Are Reading),

Drainage forms a hole. A very, deeply sucking hole. Money. Cars. Food. Human family. Friends. Success. It feels more hollow the more that it is given. Smiles are easier to drop because there is nothing behind it. Even if used correctly, even if you have the right people in life surrounding you with love. It is not enough. It is not ever going to be enough.

There is no fault with true, loved ones. There is no fully with striving for greatness. But...what is truly great does not exist without really knowing what is great. Without standards. Without societal pressure. There is more than meets our eyes. There is more that can be obtained and shown. Appreciation shall be had for what we are provided. But, that is what it is. Provision. Temporary provision.

Beyond this world lies a home greater than anything one human can imagine alone. Beyond ourselves, there is Someone who knows of what we're truly capable of. What we are meant to do. Fulfillment is what completes us. He is the One to complete us. Jesus Christ is the bridge who allows for us to be redeemed, and discover the truth. Behind life. Behind ourselves. Behind everything.

Dear, dear journal. I stand grateful for the life that is here. I stand thankful for all that has been done. But, now? Now...I need more. I crave for more. There. Is. More.