248 Tears of gold

"I hope sprout roots grow on me and still me in this spot… better yet, if I slowly just become a flower, that's better." I chuckled at my own remarks as I closed my eyes, feeling the pattering of rain on me.

'Was the sky crying in my stead?' I wondered as I felt like crying out of exhaustion, but couldn't. 

Never in my life, I imagined myself caught up in this silent power strife. Or rather, if Stefan didn't erase my memories and just straight up left me, finding revenge would probably tire me out somehow and I would live in seclusion. Who knows? I might wander to other countries if that was what happened.

'But Lexx is selfish." My jaw tightened as I gritted my teeth. 'And so were my husband and my clan.' 

A shallow breath slipped past my lips as mulling about everything was frying every bit of my brain cells. I didn't even know which was the dominant emotion I had in my heart right now.