173 Chapter 105: My Reason

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It's just another boring day for Clarence as like the other days of his life ever since Rion left. He tried to district himself by going to clubs, parties and meeting other people but he couldn't get himself to sleep with them. It has been so long since he got laid and that was with Rion. Clarence reached out for the remote control, he just landed back to his home country after flying out of the country for his job but his uninterested gazed suddenly focused when the face of the Omega who has been showing up to his dreams shows up in the news.

(It has been reported the Mr. Rion Dunst has been a victim of such trafficking when he was still a child. Like the others he has been taken away from his family as payment for the debt his parents incurred.)

(What can our guests say to the sudden resurfacing of Mr. Dunst shortly after the Omega trafficking bust operation?)

(Well I think this is with an intent to bring down a company that has nothing to do with what was happening. His credibility is also questionable since he's known to work as an Omega prostitute for all his life, and the criminal records doesn't lie plus the fact that he's an Omega is also there.)

(Like you said he's a prostitute, but did it ever occur to you that perhaps the reason he was in that kind of business is because he has been forced to do it since he's also a victim? Since when did the second gender a basis that a person is lying? Just because he's an Omega it doesn't mean he's deliberately just using his body to seduce men.)

(Well our guests have different opinions for that matter...) Clarence mouth almost dropped, he quickly grabbed his phone and dialed the working number of Jules.

"Speak, you know what I want to know!" There's a hint of warning in Clarence voice. He can hear the other person on the line sighed.

(He's our key witness Clarence that's why he's very important.) Jules simply explained.

"He's attacking that fucking Firerise conglomerate! Do you know what he has to deal with?!" Clarence shout.

(You, do you know anything?) Jules suddenly asked. (You won't act that hysterically if you don't know something. Spill it now.) Jules said.

"I don't know but all I knew is that Robbie has been keeping an eye on them, the intelligence force got an information that ties them to the incident 5 years ago. Remember that fire that burnt down a whole facility? Where the former Vladimir died? There where bodies of children found in that area, the story behind how did Vladimir end up in that place doesn't tie up and plus the fact of the unknown Omega caught in the camera was still a mystery. This is the reason why 3 years ago they decided to send Robbie to watch over them and see if they have anything to do with that case. I should not be sharing this to you but those kids that were found are all the missing kids and what's shocking is that the man found beside Vladimir Witchburn was the child that has been missing for more than 25 years he's also the assassin who killed the General during the Presidential forum. Upon investigation they have found out that Vladimir and the General had a little conflict but weeks after that the General was assassinated." Clarence shake his head. He doesn't know why he's revealing it to Jules when he clearly knows that this is a top secret information from the intelligence force and Government Military. "They are dangerous Jules, they may look like docile and quiet but we don't know them. Robbie has been surveying them and yet he can't find anything."

(I'm sorry but he's the only one who can pull this off. It's his decision to help, please respect that.) Jules said.

"Let me be by his side."

(And then what? You'll play house and be his boyfriend only inside that house?) No one speak after that. (Clarence even if you admit that you love him I know you won't take him as yours. People will start to mock him, people will know about him and his past. You won't be able to handle that Clarence.)

"What do you mean people will know?" Clarence asked.

(Rion will request for a public trial, he wanted the public to know, he wanted to gained their sympathy and open their eyes.) Jules explained.

"By soiling himself." Clarence whispered.

(Yes, he's not the one for you and you are not the one for him.) Jules bare with him the truth he's been tryin to deny. He knew he won't be able to take responsibility but he just can't let Rion go. He keeps on thinking about him repeatedly.)

"How can you say that to me, do you honestly think that I'm that kind of a person?" Clarence said.

(Ok, if you tell me that you will take Rion from me with an intent in making him yours, starting out with a real relationship at least that then I'll let you see him but if you have no intention of starting a relationship with him a real one then don't waist your time you will only going to hurt him.) Clarence did not answer he just ended the call. He looked at Rion's face on the news. He opened his laptop and search for him, any articles about him, he read all the comments and the only things he saw in that posts are nasty comments of alphas who's drooling over him. Clarence shut it down and close his eyes. He knew that he just can't, he can't make Rion his, Rion's reputation is so soil that it will take great hit to his career that he build for the longest time.

Weeks pass the trial for the Omega trafficking has been opened people are against Rion calling him names, telling him that he's just a gold digging whore who only wanted to milk big companies like Firerise and others who has been directly linked to the incidents. He watched in the news how Rion got out of the court room, out of the court house after the hearing, how people throw things at him and the worst one is when Rion suddenly dropped on the floor. People start screaming in fear, no one approached Rion except for Terrence the lawyer of the later. He carried Rion fast and drive him to the hospital. "Fuck!" Clarence heart almost stopped. He quickly grabbed his jacket and keys, he dialed Jules number as he drive himself he doesn't know where hospital to go, he's deducing all the possible hospital they can get Rion that is the nearest one in that area while waiting for the other person to answer the call.

(Not now Clarence!) Jules said shouting.

"If anything bad happens to Rion I will fucking Kill you Jules!" Clarence dropped the call. He went to the nearest hospital and just like his prediction all the media people who didn't even helped Rion are all there trying to get inside the hospital. Clarence force his way till he reached the reception.

"Rion Dunst." Clarence said, the nurse is looking at him with fear and confusion whether to answer his question or not.

"I'm sorry ambassador but we can only tell his information to his family member or any legal aid." The head nurse answered.

"I'm his boyfriend, no erase that I'm his fiance." Clarence showed her a red ring box and opened it infront of her. The woman is very much amazed on the discovery and also the ring. Convinced with his explaination the woman gave him the details on where Rion is.

"What are you doing here?" Jules asked.

"I want to see him." Clarence said.

"He wasn't hurt that much it was just a graze, good thing Nigel found the sniper and shot him before he could fire which is why The bullet missed his vitals." Terrence explained.

"The lawyer, do you have any idea what kind of danger you're putting Rion in?" Clarence pulled Terrence collar but things turned upside down when someone tuck and throw him on the floor.

"Are you alright Terry? I just saw this man pulled you." Clarence with a sore hips from the throw looked at the person who throw him and was kind of surprised to see it was just a petite Omega.

"I'm alrighr Kitten." Terrence assured his wife.

"Who is he?" Chester ask.

"Who's Mr. Dunst family?" No one answered.

"I'm his lawyer you can tell me anything." Terrence raised his hand.

"Husband or boyfriend perhaps?" The doctor asked again.

"He doesn't have a boyfriend much more of a husband." Jules answered while looking at Clarence who didn't say anything.

"Ok then, Sir can you follow me." Terrence came inside the Doctor's office minutes later he came back with a very surprised and problematic look.

"Why is there any problems?" Jules asked.

"Does Rion seeing someone?" Terrence turned to Jules.

"Of course he's seeing no one, why are you asking the same as the doctor?" Jules asked.

"We need to look for a new witness." Terrence said.

"Hey we can't just change the plan T, we have prepared this for a very long time, what happened tell us." Jules demanded.

"He's pregnant, the baby is still in it's early age about 6weeks I don't know the doctor says they still need to check to determine how old the baby is. I can't risk a child's life. Rion can't be out witness." Terrence walk pass them.

Jules looked at Clarence and punched him. "Why didn't you use protection, of all times not to be careful why with him!" Jules keeps on punching Clarence. "You're the only person he's with so I know it's yours." Terrence and Cheated tried to stop Jules.

Clarence sit up with a broken nose dripping with blood on his white shirt. "Say something you mother fucker!" Jules shouted. "Don't tell me you will deny it?" Jules stop and whispered but the only response he got from Clarence is a loud laugh.

"I'm going to be a father, did you hear that Jules I'm going to be a father. I should be worrying and sad because this will take a big hit to my career but for some reason I can't, I'm just too happy." Clarence said with a smile on his face but that happiness was short live when they heard Rion's voice

"I'll be aborting the child." Rion said, they didn't even noticed him. "I can ask for a long rest since I was hit by a bullet, also they still need to arrange additional security for me. I think that will be enough time to recuperate after the abortion is done."

"What are you saying?" Clarence tried to get up, he's still a little hazy because Jules punches are strong. "You can't decide on your own that's also my child."

Rion smiled at him. "Thank you Mister but how can you be so sure that it's yours? It can be anybody's baby. It can be Nigel's."

"Did you slept with him?" Clarence expression became dark his grips on Rion's shoulders are getting tighter and tighter.

Rion looked down, when he woke up and the Doctor told him that he was pregnant, he was very happy. He was convinced that maybe he can keep the baby this time, he just needs to hide it from Clarence. The baby would only going to hinder him away from his dreams so he must not know, that's what Rion decided. For quite a while now he has been hearing voices so Rion decided to get up and maybe talked to his friends, he consider them as his friends as they have been really good to him but to his surprised he saw Jules hitting on Clarence. When he heard Clarence laugh and happy about the baby Rion saw hope but it was short live when Clarence mentioned about his career. Rion thought that they don't deserve them both.

"I-I did." Rion stutter as he said those things.

"Hey what is happening?" They all looked behind. Jules is signaling the person who just arrived to go away. When Clarence looked at him he just found himself at the floor being punched by Clarence.

"This is for sleeping with my Rion!!!" Clarence shouted.

"Fuck I didn't slept with him!" Nigel shouted back, that's the only time that Clarence stopped punching then he laughed like a mad man. He got up and grabbed Rion by the wrist and because Rion is pulling Clarence lifted and carried Rion to his arms.

"Everyone listen to me." Clarence shouted.

"This Omega here."

"Hey what are you doing?" Rion whispered. Clarence with his bloody nose and mouth kissed Rion to his nose and lips before looking back at the people passing by the lobby

"Is going to be the mother of my CHILD!" Everyone who heard was silent for a while, they can't process anything. They can't understand anything. Some people gaped their mouth when they realized who was talking

"What are you doing?!" Rion tried to get down but Clarence won't let him.

"I love you, I only realized it now, no I have realized it a long time ago I just couldn't bring myself to admit it. But when I saw you got shot I thought my heart stopped and then I realized I can't live without you in my life. Rion please say you love me too, please build a family with me?"

Rion looked at Clarence and for a moment there he felt like it was just him and Clarence. "I have loved you for a long time also, but you deserve better."

"You're the only one who I deserve, please be mine Rion, I will take good care of you. Please say yes and make me the happiest man in the world."

Rion Shaked his head no. "I'm sorry Clarence. I-I can't. I love you yes but in a different way. In a way you wouldn't understand. I'm contented that way." Rion pulled his hands from Clarence grip.

"What the fuck are you pulling Clarence?! Confessing in the lobby what the fuck is that?" Jules said. He keeps on pacing back and forth.

"You always tells me that I can't bring Rion out in the public, you always say I can't take responsibility of him so now I'm doing all those things."

"Ok, ok, I get it but please next time no more of the public stunts." Jules said. "It's not good that he's pregnant right now and it won't be good if they found out about it."

"Terrence, please don't pull me out of the case." Rion looked at Terrence.

"It will be very dangerous to you and your kid." Terrence simply say.

"You won't be aborting our child would you?" Clarence asked immidiately after Rion begged Terrence not to pull him out of the case.

"I'm sorry Clarence but but this child is born out of mistake, when you say you love me that was just an impulse confession. I have heard so many men who told me they loved me but they only love me when the things are good and happy. I have finally found hope in Alphas when I met you. I don't want to tarnish that." Rion reach out his hands to caress his face. "You deserve someone better, someone who can give you the perfect family that you want."

"You can't abort the baby, I'm also his father I have the right." Clarence says.

"No, it's my body, my own decision." Rion yelled, he doesn't want to let go of the baby but he also doesn't want to destroy Clarence reputation.

Clarence eyes became cold thqt instant after he yelled like that. "If you don't want to raise the kid then carry him to your body till he's born. I'll take care of my own child. You don't have to be responsible for the child after you give birth." Clarence say. "For those months I will be by your side as the father of the child. Do this for those children you aborted, let at least one of them live. In return I'll make sure that you will make a stand as the key witness of this whatever case you are dealing with. I will provide security to you to make sure that you and my child are both safe." Clarence eyes is not the only thing that is cold but also his voice, it was like he's a completely different person.

"Jules, Terrence you heard me you won't be pulling him out of the case." Clarence said sending then with a death glare.

Terrence sigh "Ok, but we need to place more security on him." Terrence said.

"He will live with me again." Clarence said

"It will be a big controversy Clarence." Jules says.

"Only if people will find out about that. Remember I have a fortress that is hidden away from the eyes of the public." Clarence fixed his coat and left the room. Clarence didn't mean when he mentioned the abortions, yes he made a background check on him. He sure knows that what he says hurt Rion the most but if he won't do it, if he won't throw the guilty card Rion will abort the child. He doesn't want that. He may be a bastard and a man whore but he won't let his child even those born out of wedlock die just because he was irresponsible. The moment Clarence step out of the Hospital entrance the thong of reporters crowded on him.

"Ambassador did you see the witness?"

"Why did you go to the hospital?"

"Is this about the controversial that the Firerise is dealing with?"

Clarence faced them and looked at all those reporters. "I had a gastro intestinal issue a moment ago that's why I drive myself here to see a doctor." Clarence lied.

"Then how do you explain what happened to your face?"

"I bumped into someone because I was in a hurry, the man punched me for pushing down his wife. So did that answered your question?" Clarence asked, he's obviously pissed that it made all the reporters silent. Clarence is not the type to lashed out on anyone. He's infact the goody two shoes kind of guy that every media and reporters like. He has a very good image and reputation to them all so it really came a surprise when the Alpha acted that way.

Rion felt all the energy from his legs vanished he just sit down on the floor. He was hurt really hurt by the fact that it was Clarence who said those words. He knows he long knows that he's a horrible parent, he didn't even let his children live pass 2 months that's how horrible he is and now he's also planning in killing another one. Rion curve like a child as he sob all the sorrow he felt instantly when those words left Clarence mouth.

"Hey, hey don't feel bad about yourself. It's not your fault, you don't have a choice back then." Chester is trying to calm Rion down.

Rion shaked his head no. "No I'm a horrible person, he's right I'm a coward. I have a choice Chest, I do I'm just wasn't brave enough to raise them. I'm too afraid."

"That's not true. You are brave enough to do what you think is right and what would be best for them." Chester hugged the Omega.

"If only I have been half brave as you, then maybe, maybe." Rion cried and cry.

"No you were in a much tighter spot compare to where I was back then. I have some sort of connections, a little." Chester's tears starts to fall when flashes of his memories came back. He saw himself selling his body but there was this one man, the reason why the underlings who's looking out for him is much lenient to him compare to others if that's what you can call as lenient but looking at Rion he knew what Rion went through is much worse. He knew he couldn't give birth to them, he doesn't have much choice. "You don't have much choice I know that."

"I did what I thought was right but still I killed them, my children I killed them." They were only able to calm Rion down when he fell asleep.

"Hey are you alright?" Terrence asked, Chester has been awfully quiet after Rion had an episode.

"I remembered back when I was working as one." Chester's eyes reddened, it's as if he's suppressing his tears. "Raven, raven was the son's boss and I was his favorite so, so they treat me with a little leniency and also because of that I was able to bargain our child's life in exchange of paying off the same money to pay off my debt." Chester looked at Terrence the tears he was suppressing falls down one by one. "I I I was lucky, Terry if if if it weren't for Raven picking me up as his favorite toy before he left then, then perhaps my boys Uno and Dos. I I probably wouldn't be a mother to them. I won't survive if I lost another children that's why I begged them to let me keep them. I was at the brink of my sanity after I lost my first child Terry so even though I don't know who you are I kept them." Terrence hugged Chester, he knew his wife is breaking little by little of the memories he just recollected.

"And I'm proud that you did, I'm so proud that he kept our children." Terrence blinked his eyes a couple of times. He doesn't want to cry, he doesn't want to show his wife that he's hurting seeing him this way.

"I can't imagine how hard it is for him to experience that more than once. Children conceived with the job we have are often, sold off to, raised to be part of the syndicate or sometimes have the same fate as their mothers. I know, I know he's only trying to protect them. It is not his fault." Chester continued.

"I know Kitten, I know. That's why we are going to protect him. That's why we are going to show the truth so that no Omega will experience what you both had experienced." Terrence kissed the top of his wife's head. "Don't worry about Rion I'll have Nigel look after him in Clarence house. I agree when Clarence offered that protection. We don't have much man power to do the job but with Clarence influence I know Rion will be much safer."