S1E7: The War is Begin (Part 3)

We're late. It's because of my nanny hungry, and she wants a McDonald's. I don't know the queue was long enough to make us late. "Next time, don't be late!" My editor is my hero! He knows how to handle time so fucking well. He deserved a rise.

Rose waiting inside the trailer with both of my kittens. Speaking about that devil, I don't know why she's hiding something. Whenever I saw through her eyes, something block me to get more to know her.

Why I care about her?! I don't know.

It's not a good time to get to thinking about why I care so much about her. Haaa... "Lobak, are you listening me?!" No, it's not time to worried about her. I'm tapping his shoulder, then walked to the stage.

I picked the microphone, while the MC still stalling the time. "Oh, here it is, our star!" I'm giggling and the crowd cheers. I gave them my friendly smile, waving my hand to them.

What I achieve today, it's for her. Not for me. "What took you so long? Are you tired?" Tired? What is tired? Maybe I exhausted.

I'm chuckling. Why she likes flirting with me? "I've... got traffic today. I'm sorry." I don't want journalist troubled me. It's not time to think about her. It's illegal for me, anyway.

I walked to the podium, and I saw the cover. Oh, they want to me reading this book.

I hope I'm not crying at the ending of the story.

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Last segment was done. I can enjoy my dinner with my kittens. I opened my trailer door.

I saw Jane and Rose stared to each other. Jane looking at the door, approached me. "Lobak!" She greets as keep stared at her. "It's that true that she's your fiancée? S-she's joking, right?"

It took a deep breath. "Well, you already know it." I put my hand around her waist, then pulled her closer. "She's my fiancée, Jane. She's beautiful, doesn't she?" God please kill me now! Did I just... said she's beautiful?! This is can't be true, right?

Rose let go of my hand as Jane stormed out of the trailer, then looked at me. "Does she obsessed with you?"

I nodded. "You can call her whatever... you want. FYI, I already burned the bridges with her, but still didn't work." She hummed.

I picked a Styrofoam in front of me, then open the lid. I sniffed my dinner. Ah... it's smells delicious.

I took a bite of this boiled chicken and sambal. Shit, the fat and the oil from sambal melting in my tongue. My Goddess! Why I can't criticize her? The perfect combination with warm fluffier rice, boiled chicken and sambal. "Do you like it?" She asked.

I'm nodding my head. I... can't say a word because of it. Shit. This is too delicious! I should admit that her cooking skill astonished me. Ugh... fuck me!

She smiled at as me as she picked her phone, "glad to hear that," and again, my heart wants to jump out of my chest. This is what I call food! Not just pale white meat and green fresh bitter taste. I was thinking to make her my wife. I mean... chef!

Where's my kitten anyway? "Where's..." I can hear McGee and Ed meowing from the outside?!

I stood up and rashly opened the trailer's door, then I saw Jane holding them. What the fuck is happening?! "What do you do to them!?"

Jane's face turned to pale. "I... j-just..." this is unbelievable! I snatched them and looked at McGee. He's weak, cold, and shivering.

I wrapped McGee's body and handing it to Rose. "Heat him with hairdryer, please... I want to talked to our guest."

I clenched my fist. Thanks to the official, who parked this trailer out of range. I pinned her to my trailer wall, stared to her.

"I need you to fuck off, understand? I don't have any interest on you anymore! Why wouldn't you understand!"

I punched the trailer wall next to her head. Jane's body trembling, her face getting white. "If... you showed in front of me ever again... I will kill you with the most painful death you can imagine."

I pushed her to the side and left her alone. I opened the door and looked in terror on Ed's body.

"Everything will be alright, okay?" She hugged me as I cried on her shoulder. I swear to God, you'll not forgiven, Jane! "Do you want to burred him in your backyard?"

"He hates me, Rose." She rubbed my back. Why did you this again?! I don't care if God wants to kill me tomorrow. I don't care if he wants it. Why do you choose my kitten instead me!? Why do people in heaven want my kittens!?

I love them! Please, stop. "Cry as long as you want. I'm here," I'm crying over her hugged. Why live it's not fair tome. I only have them! Where the fuck are you, God!? She let go of her hugged and wiped my tears.

"Hey, listen to me." I sobbed. "I know how it's like to losing someone, Lobak. It's none of our fault. She holds my hand. Her skin was warm. "Please stop blaming yourself," she said.

And again, I can feel something behind that innocent eye. I want to break that barrier. She wipes my tears.

"I want to go home." I'm looking at McGee. He licked my tears, then sit on my lap. I'm sorry for not being able to protect you. I also sorry for not to become a good owner, but I tried to give my best to all of you.

It's that wrong that I want to be with them forever? I fall on my knees.

I can't breath. My eyelid grows heavily as my head spinning. "Hey! Hey!" I can still heard her voice calling my name. "Take a deep breath and stay calm!"

I can hold my eyelid any longer. All I remembered only Rose left me, hurried get outside as she calling for help.

The rest of what happened to me, I don't know. It all pitch black. I can't recall what happened to me, but...

I don't know.