Chapter 1

Hi, I'm Bob, Bob uchiwa I know the name is fucking weird no need to tell me, I'm an orphan and currently 18 with many part-time jobs, living alone in an old apartment. I usually eat out or eat instant noodles and watch anime or read manga, novels or fanfic while I'm not working and now I'm going home after my shift is over.

While walking home I saw a little girl running on the road trying to cross it then a truck driving fast toward the girl seeing that the girl is going to be in danger I ran toward the girl to save her while running something came between my leg and had fallen to the ground and the truck smashed into me with heavy impact but before falling to the ground I had barely managed to push the girl at least she will be safe.

It hurts that's the only thing I could think of and I had flown five meters away and dropped to the ground.

"Kyaaaaa"

"Hey somebody calls the police"

"Shit, call the ambulance"

My eyes are getting fuzzy and I feel the pain all over my body I couldn't even move a finger then I looked in the direction I pushed the girl and what I saw terrified me 'fuck bob, why can't you do one thing properly' i feel like crying but I couldn't the truck has crushed the little girl from the stomach and her organ were everywhere on the road then my eyes fell on the man that was standing near the girl body even though I couldn't see his face clearly but he was looking at me when he feels my gaze on him he started smirking.

Guilt and confusion was the only thing I was feeling before everything went black.

<The man's POV>

I was going for a drink with my friend when I saw a kid running to her death well kids are annoying anyway so I didn't think much and continued walking when suddenly someone started running toward the kid trying to save it I don't know why someone could put them in danger for other especially someone you don't even know annoyed I put my leg forward when he ran from the front of me his leg collide with mine and because of that he had fallen to the ground but he still managed to push the kid albeit barely but he still did and give her more gruesome death then she was going to get.

I thought I could feel guilty or bad because I killed someone well indirectly but I had my hand in their death well, in this case, my leg but I didn't feel anything it was like when crushing an ant you don't feel anything it was like that but at least they don't leave a mess like this.

Now I can say that human life is overrated as I was musing to myself my friend woke me from my thoughts.

"Kai, I don't think I could drink anymore after seeing this" my friend said he was pale and was looking like he could puke any moment, and well he did.

"Yeah, I think you should go home and rest, James" the man now known as kai said.

"I am going to call a cab, kai what about you? should I also call a cab for you" James said after he was done puking his guts out.

"No need, I'll go home by walking" well not before getting a drink for myself.

"Alright, but I am getting a cab for myself. Man, now I'm going to get nightmares in my sleep."

James had walked to the side not wanting to stand near the accident but I keep looking indifferently at the mess I had indirectly created the road looked like a butcher shop blood and gore of the kid were everywhere after that I look at the guy who was five meters away from the bloody mess of a kid barely alive, unlike the kid who died on the spot he surrounded by people some were trying to save while others were recording the whole accident.

he was looking at the kid with guilt and despair but when I look at his eyes filled with guilt and despair my heart started beating faster for a second I don't know what it was, was it guilt or something else I don't know but I will think about that later I keep looking at him and people wasting their time trying to save him as he already lost too much blood I think he feels my gaze on him as he looks at me when I look at his eye the feeling from the earlier return and a smirk appeared on my face when he looks at the smirk on my face his eye was filled with confusion and guilt and he died without even knowing it was not his fault that the kid died but it not like he is ever going to know that.

I also understand what the feeling from earlier was it was not guilt as I had first thought but it was more like a feeling you get when you experience it yourself it was indescribable but not the one I hate.

It has been a few hours since the accident. The police and ambulance came after some time but by the time they had come both the victims had already died and they had taken their bodies to the hospital and the police had asked questions to the people present at that time and the truck driver they had arrested the truck driver because he was driving while being drunk and the crowd had gradually disappeared when the official had come.

I was also released after answering some of the questions and I was glad that there was no CCTV camera after all I don't want to go to prison after finding something interesting in this monotonous life. James has already gone home after the police have done asking him questions and I'm going to get myself a drink after all that was the original plan even if James had gone home.

It was already midnight and the previously bustling street was now dead silent I was going home after buying myself a beer. As I was walking when suddenly I heard a loud womanly shriek in a dark alley close to where I was walking, hearing that my head instinctively turned toward where the voice had come from, and I saw three drunk men raping a girl.

Surveying the situation I was determined to do what every sane guy could do and that was to act like nothing happened and go home after all the situation was bad and I can't fight three guys at once and I'm not a good guy that put his life in danger to save other people like the guy from earlier and you already know what happened to him. As I was going on my way the girl saw me and screamed "Please help me"

Surprised by the sudden appearance of another party that was disturbing their fun one of them shouted "fuck off"

"It's not like I want to stay here"

"Please don't, don't go it hurts" I looked at the girl's face begging me to save her even after seeing that pitiful face I don't feel sympathy or anything 'have I always been like this, no I don't think so before the incident I used to feel sympathy and one incident won't change this much. No, I think I know why I don't feel sympathy for her it was like I never felt sympathy or bad for anyone or anything it was just the mask I don't even know I used to wear but the incident from the earlier has lifted that mask' i turn around to leave thinking about my true nature ignoring the girl screaming for help.

"hey Charlie, I don't think letting that guy go is a good idea what if he calls the police or someone for help" one of them whispered to the guy who had previously shouted at kai.

"What do you think we do, harry?" charlie questioned while looking at kai's back who looked like he was in deep thought.

"I don't know, we will think about that later but first we have to capture him" harry said.

"Hey Ted, you will kill that bitch if you keep choking her and also you fucked her enough go and catch that bastard" harry said to the third guy who was fucking the girl.

"Heh, who?" Ted said as he looked at the entrance of the alley but no one was there.

"fuck, ted the guy from earlier go and bring him here" Charlie said.

"But, why me?" Ted was annoyed because they were interrupting his fun.

"Because you fucked her enough and it's now our turn so you go and bring him here" ted stood up while grumbling.

"Alright, but it will be my turn when I come back"

"Finally that fucker is gone and it's our turn" they said as they unbuckled their pants.

"Please no more" the girl said in a hoarse voice seeing that her nightmare still hasn't ended.

"shut up bitch, we haven't even started yet" the girl despaired to hear that.

"fuck, now it's raining" harry grumbled as he rammed his dick in the girl's cunt and the girl just groan in pain.

<five minutes later>

"Fuck, she is super tight" charlie groaned as rammed his dick on the now silent girl and harry was standing waiting for ted to come back.

"Fucker, you finally decided to show up I thought you got cold feet and ran away" harry said to ted who was standing near the entrance of the alley even though he couldn't see their face because of the dark but he saw that ted was dragging that guy.

" " ted didn't say anything but just threw the body at harry.

"what the hell ted did you kill that guy fuck I told you to bring that guy not kill him" harry cursed at ted while getting away from the body that was thrown his way, charlie also stop fucking and look at the body.

"Hey, I think we shou...." charlie's word was stuck in his mouth as look at the body once more but this time he could see the face of the body because of the moonlight, and what they saw was not what they were expecting they thinking that the body was of that guy but what the saw bloody face of ted instead of that guy, they were so shocked seeing the horrified eyes of their now died friend, they looked up when they heard someone running toward them and what they saw terrified them as they saw the bloody face of their friend's killer running toward them with a crazy smile on his face and a bloody half-broken bottle of beer.