Heartbreak

'Idontwanttobeyouanymore' plays over my earbuds, but I just zoned it out as I sobbed. Everything was about sex- that's all that seemed to come up now, sex, sex and sex. Nobody cares about me, they cared about getting inside of me- and I let them. That's the only thing they saw in me, all I was good for… I choke for air, my chest hurting so much as I clench my teeth and squeeze my eyes shut. I start hyperventilating, my body trembling as I feel the hot tears on my face. I was better off alone- alone- I would always be alone. Arthur would leave me, Nen would leave me, my family would leave me- I was alone. I was all alone. Nobody cares about me, not really. I was worthless, useless trash- I choked, my hand flying to my throat as I felt like I was suffocating. I felt so fucking sick, I felt so fucking broken- a pair of hot hands pry my hands away from my throat, wrapping me up in their embrace. I open my eyes, my vision blurry from tears as I gag for air. They were saying something to me, but I couldn't hear over the music. I furiously blink the tears away, seeing that it was Kuroo talking to me- he caressed my cheek, looking very concerned and hurt as he kept trying to talk to me.

Kuroo… he was my first, did he only care about sex when it came to me? When we first met he took advantage of me, my ignorance. When we first met, he left hickey's on me even when I begged him to stop- did he only love me for sex? Would he leave me alone if I didn't have sex with him? He proposed to me while we were having sex- all the times we've had sex… was that all I was to him? Was that all I'd ever be to him? My chest hurt, my chest hurt so bad- I can't catch my breath, my head spinning as my vision blurred. It all hurt so much, why? Why did it hurt so much? My body goes numb, falling limp as black dots cloud the corners of my vision. Pain, so much pain- I was suddenly yanked up, someone shaking me as I stopped breathing. A harsh slap to my face knocked my earbud out- "KIMIKO FUCKING SUZUKI, GET AHOLD OF YOURSELF! GET OUT OF YOUR HEAD! HE'S WRONG, OKAY?! YOU'RE NOT ONLY LOVED FOR SEX! YOU'RE JUST NOT! JUST FUCKING BREATH, FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!" Arthur screams at me as he shakes me, startling me out of my thoughts. "God fucking damn it-" Arthur growls as he slams me into the ground, knocking the air out of me.

"Breath!" Arthur yells and I suck in a breath, coughing and choking- shit that hurt. "Arthur! What the fuck!" Kuroo yells as he walks over, yanking Arthur off of me as I cough for air. "She was fucking suffocating herself! You obviously weren't helping!" Arthur yells, shoving Kuroo back as he makes a pained face. "But throwing her around like a ragdoll will?!" Kuroo yells, Kozu rushing over to my side and stroking my back, rolling me onto my side. "It worked, didn't it? God, I shouldn't have brought you guys here. This was all just a big fucking mistake." Arthur groans, though I try talking, still trying to catch my breath. "Guys-" I choke out, though Kuroo makes an angry face. "Just because it worked doesn't mean it was right! Look at her, you hurt her!" Kuroo yells, gesturing towards me. "She's a big girl, she can take a hit. It's not her first rodeo." Arthur says, though Kuroo's face goes dark. "Arthur, do you abuse her?" Kuroo asks, Kozu looking anxiously between the two. "What the fuck man?! She beats my ass on a daily basis, but the one time I do it to help her I'm abusive? No! Fuck you, man! I love and care for her, she's practically my sister!" Arthur says as he shoves Kuroo back again.

"Guys!" I choke out, coughing more as I try to sit up, Kozu helping me. "What kind of brother would body slam his sister when she's having a panic attack! She just needed to be held, not thrown around!" Kuroo says, shoving Arthur back as Arthur shakes his head. "Look what good that did for you! I got her back, didn't I? She's not mad at me, is she? No, she's fine. She would've kept choking if it was up to you!" Arthur says, pushing Kuroo right back as tension builds in the room. "Gu-" I try, failing as I choke halfway, coughing desperately for air as I wince. "Fine, huh? Fine?! She's not fucking fine!" Kuroo yells, gesturing to me as Arthur laughs. "Oh, she's fine!" Arthur says, though Kuroo's face darkens as he clenches his fists. "This isn't a fucking game, Arthur!" Kuroo says though Arthur throws his hands up, glaring at Kuroo. "Does it look like I'm playing?! No, I'm helping! Unlike you sorry asses who just came and made it worse! I can't believe I ever trusted you with her, especially you, Kuroo! You know damn well you fucked up with your little stunt! I mean, really?! Come on, man! You saw it, didn't you? She isn't ready!" Arthur says, Kuroo making a really pained face.

"Fuck you, Arthur! You don't get it, I love her too, okay? I love her more than you ever could!" Kuroo yells, though Arthur makes a dark face. "Fucking bullshit. That's fucking bullshit, I love her more than you ever could! I don't need sex or words to prove it, either! I saved her life!" Arthur yells and Kuroo shakes his head, though my heart hurts seeing the two of them fighting. "I've saved both of your lives! Or did you forget that? I've saved her life twice! That doesn't change the fact that you shouldn't body slam her when she's hurting emotionally!" Kuroo yells, though Arthur tackles Kuroo, the two of them beginning to roll around and fight. "St- sto- agh-" I choke, doubling over in a coughing fit as I squeeze my eyes shut. "What the fuck is- shit, hey! Stop!" Suna says as he dashes over, trying to pull the two apart, though I'm too busy choking for air. Suddenly Arthur yanks his arm back, hitting Suna in the cheek and making him stumble back, knocking him into the ladder. I watch with horror as the paint bucket on it sails through the air, splashing the whole bucket of dusty pink paint onto my mural. I fall silent, staring at the wall as I feel my heart shatter in my chest, watching the paint drip.

"Oh… no… no no no!" Kozu says, seeing exactly what had happened as I just sat in shock, not even breathing. Suna dashes back over, trying to pull Kuroo and Arthur apart. Hot tears gather in my eyes as I make an anguished face, slowly sliding onto my feet and walking over to the wall. "You guys… you… you fucked up… you really fucked up." Kozu says as I reach out to the wall, a sob escaping me- the tree was absolutely ruined, the paint soaking down into the carpet. It had taken me a month to paint that tree, with two fully functioning arms. "Oh… no… no..." Suna says, sounding just as horrified as I felt as I cover my mouth, choking out a sob. My blood suddenly boils- I would never be able to fix it in time. Everything was ruined, it was all ruined- I turn back to the boys, not even knowing what face to make. I was angry, hurt, betrayed, sad, broken, hopeless… "Leave." I croak, the boys all staring at me. "Hold on, Pudding… we can fix this." Kozu says though I shake my head, pointing to the door. "All of you… just leave." I say, my voice trembling and broken as Arthur pulls off of Kuroo. "Kiki, I can-" he says, slowly walking over to me though I give him the most hurt face of all.

"Just fucking leave! Leave! Don't come back! I shouldn't have fucking told you anything! Look at what you fucking caused! Just fucking leave! All of you! Now! Get the fuck out! I can't- I can't even fucking look at you." I scream, Arthur's face falling as he pressed his lips together. He nods, turning back to the other guys. "Let's just go." He mumbles, the boys all standing up and making defeated looks. "Don't even fucking think about killing yourself, Arthur. Just get the fuck out and go home." I croak and he nods, walking out of the room with his head hanging. The boys all follow except Kozu, who lingers, giving me an anxious look. "I don't… I don't blame you… I know it's not your fault… but please… just leave… go home… I just want to be alone." I whisper and he pressed his lips tight, nodding his head. He walks over and gives me a light hug before following the others. I stay where I am, staring at the carpet as I wait for the front door to shut. I slowly turn around, looking at the destroyed mural- and I break down. I let out a broken wail, a sound of pure anguish and defeat as I crumble to the ground, sobbing hysterically. I don't know how long I cry for, but I cry myself to sleep.

The boys walk out the door, Kozu closing the door behind them. They all stop outside, not even knowing what to do- they all wanted to go back in there, to comfort her and make it right. Her wail breaks out a moment later, all of their hearts breaking at the sound of the broken girl. Tears gather in all of their eyes, lumps in their throats as they all feel like suffocating. "You guys… are fucking idiots. Not you, Kozume-kun…" Suna mumbles, shoving his hands into his pockets as he stares at the ground. "I was just trying to tell this asshole that body slamming her was a bad thing when he started the fight!" Kuroo says, gesturing to Arthur and making him scowl. "Oh, so now it's my fault?! You obviously weren't fucking helping her, now look where we are! But yeah, I guess it's my fault for trusting you guys with her in the first place! I might as well have gotten her out of Japan as soon as the man came back, at least then half of this shit wouldn't have happened! I can't believe I didn't cart her out right then and there. I just had to listen to her little sob story about how she met such wonderful guys who saved her. Bullshit, now she's even more broken." Arthur grumbles, though Kuroo moves to punch Arthur.

"Both of you stop! Can't you see that's hurting her? Seeing her loved ones fight? The whole time she's sitting there choking, begging you to stop with tears in her eyes! I can't believe you actually have the audacity to keep fighting like that knowing how much it'd hurt her! You're both at fault, we can't change anything now! The least you can fucking do is apologize and make up for her sake! Fucking hell, you just had to get me caught up in it to! At least you could've taken your fight outside in the first place! God fucking damn it, you're both fucking idiots! Just how stupid can you be, the girl was hurting right in front of you and you're fighting?! No wonder why she's so fucking hurt right now!" Kozu yells, shocking all of them as they stare at the heaving boy with clenched fist, a dark and angry look on his face. "Well?! Apologize! Now!" Kozu yells, pointing at Kuroo and Arthur and giving them a stern glare. "Uh… sorry…" Kuroo says, lowering his arm as Arthur presses his lips together. "Sorry… I'm upset about what Yuki said. I took it out on you because she's really hurt and I can't do anything about it." Arthur mumbles, sighing as he sits down on the porch, running a hand through his hair.

Arthur drops his head down, burying it into his arms as he squeezes his eyes shut. He felt like shit- it was always him who was hurt and the girl who came to his rescue. Now she was hurt and he only managed to hurt her more by fighting someone she loved. He was such a fucking idiot, it only broke his heart because she felt the most betrayed by him. Kuroo sits down next to Arthur, awkwardly wrapping an arm around him and patting his shoulder. Arthur presses his lips together, tears sliding down his cheeks as he slowly lifts his head, staring out at the street. "There… there has to be a way to fix this." Arthur whispers, sliding his hand over his mouth as Kozu comes to sit next to them. Suna was still sitting, leaning against the terrace pillar and staring blankly out at the street. "What did Yuki even say?" Kozu asks and Arthur grimaces, shaking his head- the last thing he wanted was to betray Kimiko right now. If they knew what Yuki said, they would either riot and storm in there, or they'd hunt down the man in question and murder him. He wasn't going to deny them that either- but he was sure that she would be really upset with him if he told them and something happened.

"I can't. I can't tell you, no matter how much I want to… it's her words to tell, but… it's really, super, super fucked up. I want to tear the guys fucking throat out, fucked up." Arthur grumbles, the boys all grimacing at the thought. "Not sure if I even want to think about it then, cause if it makes you want to tear a throat out… I'm sure I'd be climbing fucking walls." Kuroo says, Arthur unable to help a snort that escapes him at the thought. "You'd be breaking into jail to bury someone alive if you knew." Arthur mumbles, Kuroo's lips twitching lightly as he nods. Arthur sighs, covering his face as he grinds his teeth together. "I don't even know what to do… I just… I just want her to be happy, go lucky Kiki again… she… she was so fucking happy before he said that shit, man… but now she's just so… so fucking broken." Arthur mumbles, slowly dragging his hands down his face as he looks up at the sky. "I think there's hope for that… first we should fix the paint problem." Suna says, Arthur looking over at Suna and raising an eyebrow. "You got art friends? Cause I'm no fucking painter- okay, no expert painter." Arthur grumbles, shaking his head. "No… but I do have an idea." Suna says, beginning to explain.

It took three days to clean up the paint and scrape all of my hard work off- it took a heavy heart and lots of tears to drag that scraper along the wall, but after it was done I moved on to paint the polkadots on the other walls and finish the flowers in the canopy area. I couldn't even look at the empty wall, knowing what it could have been and how happy Aima would have been. I didn't even listen to music, working in silence and tears with a tired and heavy heart. The tears never really stopped- they would come and go, but it felt like I was constantly crying. I had opened the windows and door, hoping that it would help keep the negativity out for the baby. Silly, I know but… I didn't want to chance it. I still had to go paint the rest of the house, but I at least wanted to get the baby room right… well, as right as I could consider it. The party was in a week, so I was hard pressed for time and still had a lot of painting to do all by myself. I hadn't texted anyone I was so busy, but I was also keeping myself busy so I didn't have to think. I was stressed, tired, living off sandwiches and sleeping on carpet, waking up and getting back to work until I was too tired, stopping only to shower and use the bathroom.

I finally finished the other walls of the room, slowly turning to the last wall that was supposed to be a mural. I press my lips tightly together, sliding down and just staring- it was supposed to be so beautiful, my first gift to the baby. That wall was supposed to encourage an imagination, to give sense of an untouchable beyond straight from a fairy tale. Aima would have absolutely loved it, I just know it- it was all she had talked about, having a fairy forest mural. I could only see what it could have been, the sad blank slate it was now because of a paint spill. I shouldn't have left the bucket of paint on the ladder, if I hadn't done that… then at least there would have been the tree. If I could at least have that tree, I could paint the rest black or something, make it into a night sky… it's silly how I used to just worry if I should put a cave or not, when now I couldn't even bear the thought of putting a paintbrush to it. "Hey, Sunshine." Suna says and I drag my eyes over to the doorway, seeing him standing there with his hands in his pockets. I dragged my eyes back to the wall, a single tear sliding down my face- I couldn't bring myself to tell him to go away, I was too broken to speak; I hadn't spoken a word since that day.

He slowly walked over, sitting beside me and brushing the hair from my ear. "No music?" He asks as I just stare at the wall, a lump lodged in my throat. "Mm… don't feel like talking, huh? Well… I guess you'll just have to listen to my proposition." Suna says and I finally turn my tired gaze back to him as he drapes an arm over his knee. He looked tired- bags under his eyes and bloodshot eyes; for all I knew he could be blitzed out if his mind, coming to proposition me for sex- the thought of it hurt. "What if I could fix this wall? Everything you wanted, all on the wall." Suna says as he gestures to the mural wall, confusing me- he must be high as a fucking kite. "In one day." Suna says, though now I knew he was fucking with me. "Is that a fucking joke?" I croak, my voice broken and scratchy since I hadn't used it in a while. "No, it's not." Suna says, looking at me with a dead serious, sober face. "I could fix that wall into what you wanted today, and I'll do it too; for one thing." Suna says and I search his eyes as he just stares at me dead on- what did he want? Could he really do that? Was he going to ask for… sex? Was that all this was about? Tricking me into having sex with him?

"I'll fix that wall if you tell me what Yuki said to you, what's been bothering you so much." Suna says and I blink at him, furrowing my eyebrows- you gotta be shitting me, right? I hadn't started hallucinating from the paint, right? I reached over and poke him- he was very real, so… I reach over and pinch myself- yupp, that hurt; I was fully awake. "You gotta be fucking with me, right?" I ask in complete disbelief and he shrugs, looking at the wall. "I'm as serious as a heart attack, Sunshine. I mean, I can't say it'll be everything you wanted and more but… you can fix it how you like if you wanted, then we can put it up; be done by the end of the day." Suna says and I can't help but laugh. I cover my face, laughing more- okay, he honestly sounded insane right now, there's no way he could put an entire mural up by the end of the day. Even if he had 100 hands, the detail it would take would be forever. "We got a deal?" He asks, offering out his hand as I slowly look at it. I snort, running a hand through my hair as I look at the wall. "I'll tell you what, you put a full mural up in 24 hours, yeah, I'll tell you what you want to know. You don't… then… well…" I say as I look up at the wall, pressing my lips together.

"Then you break my heart, cause you got my hopes up; even though I think you're bat shit crazy and I don't believe it." I say, taking his hand and giving it a firm handshake. He leans over, cupping my chin and pulling me into a soft chaste kiss. He pulls away, tugging me into his lap and wrapping his arms around me. "It's not gonna be exactly what you want, but I did my best. You can go back and fix it if that's the case, then we can put yours up." Suna says and I shrug, curling into a ball in his hot embrace. "If it's even close to what I had I'll be surprised… considering you aren't even grabbing a paintbrush, I'm starting to think you're really fucking with me. But… if it's anything like what I had, I… I'd be really happy…" I croak, looking at the wall as he squeezes his arms around my ribs. "Don't you trust me, Sunshine?" Suna asks softly and I can't help but snort as I point at the wall. "If you're telling me that you can put a full mural on that wall in one day by sitting here, holding me… I'm going to have my doubts. If you actually pull it off by some miracle- like, super powers, cause that is all I can think of that would work… I'll never doubt you again." I say and Suna laughs as he kisses the top of my head.

"You heard her, 'super powers'. Come and put it up." Suna says, cradling me in his arms as Kuroo, Kozu and Arthur all walk in- Arthur is carrying a bucket and tools, Kuroo and Kozu carrying a bunch of big rolls of- was that paper? I watch, confused as they start getting to work, popping open the bucket of clear liquid. "It's a good thing you cleaned up the wall, or else it would've taken longer." Suna says as the boys all take rollers, pouring the clear liquid into rolling trays and getting to work slathering the wall with the stuff. "Uh… what?" I mumble, watching confused- I had the wall lined since I had planned on painting it the same color as the rest of the wall, though Arthur was cutting the ceiling, Kozu cutting the floor and outlets as Kuroo paints the wall. "You'll see, just watch." Sun says and I hesitantly nod, watching as they paint the wall with the clear liquid. Suna hums softly in my ear as the boys work, rocking me side to side and nuzzling his nose into my hair. The boys finally finish with the coat of paint before they take one of the rolls of paper, lining the edge up- I suddenly realize what they were doing, what Suna had done. I watch with wide eyes as they carefully roll the paper out on the wall.

They started with the far left, piece by piece lining up and carefully rolling the paper on the wall. When they finished a piece, they rolled more of the clear liquid on top, sealing it in and making it glossy. I watched as the picture slowly formed- it was beautiful. The cave to the left, the waterfall, the tree- completely with the light orbs falling down. To the right was the moss covered wall, light casting down on two boulders and a calm river, fairy lights hovering above. The background was foggy, tall birch trees blended in and the silhouettes of rock formations, a strange kind of flower and some shrubs decorating the area. It was really enchanting, absolutely beautiful- I cover my face as tears of happiness gather in my eyes, unable to hold back a soft sob. Suna leans down and gently kisses my neck, dragging his lips up to my ear as he cups my chin. "So… what do you think about it? Is it worthy?" Suna asks, pulling my chin to look at him and giving me a soft kiss. I twist in his arms, leaning up and deepening the kiss as I slide my arm from his waist to his shoulder. "Thank you… thank you!" I say, letting out a bubbly laugh as he smiles at me, gently stroking my cheek with his thumb as he wraps his arm around me.

"No problem, Sunshine." He whispers and I dive into him, knocking us both over as our lips crash together. I wrap my arms around his neck, letting my eyes fall closed as we fall to the ground- I kiss him, showing how grateful and happy I was with what he had done for me- had he worked the whole three days to make that? Is that why he looked so tired? The thought of it only made me feel more grateful, almost as if he had painted the whole damn mural by himself. I don't know why the thought hadn't crossed my mind before, but it had felt really good putting a paintbrush to the wall. It had hurt a whole bunch scraping it off, too. To think he found a solution, worked for it- the tree looked like the one I had done, had he done that himself? Suna pulls away from the kiss first, standing us up and guiding me over to the wall. "You can't touch it cause it's drying but… I figured this would be easier than paint. We can seal it all in and get some kind of paint that's kid proof, put it on top. If it comes down to it or you know, the kid does stuff, we can print out another sheet and replace it." Suna says as I look over the work, just holding my breath- it was absolutely beautiful, the tree was almost exact- no, it was better.

"I love it." I whisper, a genuine smile spreading over my face as my heart sails- Aima would love it, too. I just knew she would go absolutely bonkers for it, she'd want to put the crib anywhere but. The thought of it made me giggle, but I couldn't help but admire Suna's hard work and dedication. I mean, the tree really popped out- it looked like bark and moss was flowing out of the wall, begging to be touched. I was halfway convinced that if I reached out it'd feel like it too. The waterfall was the most amazing, it felt like if I stuck my hand underneath, I'd pull it back with a wet palm. "It's amazing." I whisper breathlessly as I slowly turn back to him, burying my head in his chest as I wrap my arms around him and squeeze him tight. "Thank you… so, so much." I croak, clinging desperately to him as he wraps his arms around me and gently strokes my back. "So, what did Yuki say?" Suna says and I tense, my heart dropping in my chest as I suck in a sharp breath- I forgot that I agreed to tell him, but I honestly believed it wasn't possible. "A deals a deal." Suna says, holding me close as I press my lips together and squeeze my eyes shut. Why did he have to ask about that one thing?

"You gonna tell me?" Suna asks and I squeeze him tighter, pressing my head into his chest. Why, why that one thing? Why the one person that I was most scared of it being true for? "It's okay, Kiki. Just tell them." Arthur says and I slowly pry myself off of Suna, hanging my head as I cover my face. Why? Why did it have to be him? Suna watches me, shoving his hands into his pockets as I bury my head in my hands. "I'll tell them if you want." Arthur says and I take a deep breath, running a hand through my hair as I finally lift my head. "There's no 'them', I only agreed to tell Suna… so..." I say, Arthur slapping his hand over his face. "God damn it, Suna." Arthur groans, dragging his hand down his face as Suna shrugs. "I didn't say I was going to help you guys, you should earn it. I'm not going to tell you what it is, either." Suna says, Kuroo groaning and Kozu making a sour face as Arthur rolls his eyes. "Well… he did do all the artwork… all we did was stick it up…" Arthur grumbles as he crosses his arms, scrunching up his nose. "And I hate to say it but… you guys should earn the right to hear it. It's not something you just say… so… let's go." Arthur says, gesturing to the door as Kuroo reluctantly turns.

"Don't forget you can always come talk to me, Kitten… I'll listen, no matter what." Kuroo says, though Kozu reaches over and gently squeezes my hand. "Please… tell me what he said soon. I want to help." Kozu says before he follows Kuroo out the door. Kozu was the one who had done it the least with me… he had been my friend for a long time and had always comforted me. While I would tell him what Yuki said, I didn't want him to get in a conflict with Kuroo over it. Honestly, I feared telling Suna the most because he was the one that it was probably true with. "We're gonna go pick up some food I guess, you should really eat." Arthur says and I nod as he heads out the door. I hear the front door shut, waiting till I hear Arthur's car doors open. Suna just stares at me as I keep my gaze to the ground, my heart heavy in my chest. I fiddle anxiously with my fingers, opening my mouth to speak though nothing comes out. I press my lips together, grimacing as I turn my gaze away. "I know it has to do with sex." Suna says and I look up at him, swallowing thickly as he shrugs his shoulders. "I don't know the details but… I know it has to do with sex." Suna says and I sigh, running a hand through my hair.

"Yuki… he… he um… he made me realize something." I admit, taking a deep breath and closing my eyes. I might as well get it off my chest, if it's true then it's true. If Suna only loves and wants me for sex then… What can I really do? "He um… he told me I was only good for sex. I didn't think much of it at first… he said something that I can't deny. Before the competition, before everything went down and before I ever met you or anyone other than a few of my friends… I was alone. Not 'alone', but… I wasn't me, who I am today… I felt alone. I was closed off, trapped in my fear and insecurities, not wanting to open up in case I got hurt… nobody sought me out, I was always the loner and just staying home in a quiet house, just… alone." I say as I slowly open my eyes, feeling a lump form in my throat. "Yuki knew that… and he knew I was lonely, that I secretly wanted more friends… he told me 'You're the one that was alone for how long? It's amazing how as soon as your legs opened the guys started flooding in, isn't it? I mean, really- did you honestly think they cared? Your head is fucking useless, it got you nowhere. Opening your legs did, didn't it?'" I say, tears gathering in my eyes as I sob softly.

"And… it hurt… cause he was right… it just… is that all I am? Is that all I am to you? Is that the only reason you love me? It's- it's killing me." I sob as I scrub desperately at my eyes, trying to get the tears to stop. Suna is quiet as he stares down at me, a blank look on his face- I crumble down, Suna just staring at me. This was it- he was going to say yes, that all I was good for was sex. He was going to leave me broken just like Yuki had, he was just going to prove Yuki right- I was worthless, useless- I was only good for one thing and even then I sucked at that. Suna just stares at me as I cry, waiting and preparing for my heart to be shattered all over again. I had no idea what to expect but I couldn't help but think of the worst possible outcome. Suna didn't know what to say, what to do- What Yuki said was fucked up, Arthur was right. He wanted to tear the guy's throat out as soon as he heard the words. But… he felt worse because Kimiko was right to question his love- he had fallen in love with her because of sex and he loved having sex with her. At one point that's all she was to him- someone who was amazing at sex, someone he couldn't get enough of, like an addiction.

Looking at her now, seeing how hurt she was because of those words, knowing how hurt she would be if he told her that he loved her because of sex… he didn't know what to say or do. It felt like no matter what he did, no matter what path he took he would hurt her- but he didn't want to lie to her. He loved her for a lot more than that now- oh, he did. He loved her for so much more now- he just loved her for her, he found more reasons to love her everyday. He never cared for anyone before, his life just feeling drab, boring before she came. When she had arrived, he found himself questioning a lot- she was always, always on his mind. She was all he could think about, all he could dream about and all he craved every moment of every day. He was a fiend, an addict for a taste; she had ruined his old life, he could never go back to the boring sex with girls who only cared about one thing. They were all just so… boring. He never really cared for sex before, it was just a pastime that got him off. He never cared for girls before either- Kimiko was his first love and he fell in love with her, fast and hard. He fell in love with her because of sex- he honestly wasn't sure if it was possible for him to get sick of her.

It hurt knowing she was so hurt by the thought of his love coming from something so simple, but… that day was an eye opener for him, a brutal awakening of what sex could be. It turned his life upside down, sent him flying and had him aching for more. He was even aching now- if he could live in her heaven, he would. He was also happy just being by her side, too- I mean, it wasn't sex with her by a long shot. Suna himself had to question if that was the only reason he loved her for a second; he had never been in love before, but he felt most alive when he was connected to her. It was bittersweet, seeing her so hurt, knowing she could potentially be right. He also felt a little thrill- she was so in love with him that the thought of it brought her to her knees in tears. Suna slowly looks up at the ceiling, taking a deep breath and dragging his hands over his face. What should he do? He couldn't just leave her hurting, he couldn't just walk away like this and expect her to accept that he just loved her. She had asked him if that's all he loved about her- how could he really tell? He didn't know, but… if he only loved her for sex, then… Why did he hurt so much for her right now? If it was just sex…

Then why did he want to see her with kids again? Why did he want to see that sparkle in her eyes as she looked at children? Why did he want to see her tender love for any child she came across? Why did he want her to have his children? Why did he want to hold her? Why did he want to be by her side and see her smile so much more? Why did he want to see that beautiful smile? Why was he branded down to his very soul by this girl? Why was she all he could think of every second of every day? Why would he do anything to prove his love to her? Why would he do anything to make her feel safe, protect her and give her a free and happy life? Why did he want to crush anyone who had ever hurt her? Why did he want to see her decorating a baby room for her own child? Why was he so obsessed with her? Why? He asked himself it all everyday, she was the ultimate question in his head- why did he love Kimiko Suzuki? But he found the answers everyday; she was just so pure, so beautiful, so… alive, so passionate. She was just Kimiko Suzuki and he loved all of her. There was no question of his love for her, that was the honest truth. But why did he want to make love to her now?

Suna glanced around, grabbing my phone before scrolling through- why? The bluetooth hooked up, confusing me even more- he was going to play music? But why? 'call out my name' started playing over the speaker, though Suna put my phone down. He crouched down in front of me, not saying anything as he looked me straight in the eyes. He reached out, gently brushing the hair behind my ear as he slowly looked over me. We were both wearing black shirts, jeans and sneakers- I found it kind of ironic that we were matching, but my jeans were high waisted. He reached out, hooking his fingers in the belt loops- he tugged me to him, surprising me as I fell against him. We fall back on the carpet, Suna wrapping his arm tightly around my waist as his other hand slides into my hair. He pulls me into a kiss, tilting his head and leaning in as I cling to his chest- he starts slow, kissing me soft and sweet. The kiss grows into more- hot and passionate as he pours himself into it, tangling his fingers in my hair. I kiss him back as I slide my fingers into his hair- my tears slide down my nose, dropping onto his cheek; he was crying too, tears in his eyes as his tongue forces its way into my mouth.

I don't know how long we kiss, our lips moving together as I soak up his heat and passion. He just holds me as close as possible, our eyes closed as our tongues tangle. I'm the first to pull away, panting for air- he captures my lips again, pulling me right back. He kisses me until I'm dizzy before he pulls away, pulling my hair and tilting my head back. I whimper softly, though he starts kissing along my jawline, sliding towards my neck. He was panting heavily through his nose, his face curled in anguish as he gently sucks on the end of my jaw. "Suna…" I pant softly, though he just growls as he squeezes me tighter, beginning to attack my neck. He licks, kisses, sucks, nips and bites, pulling my hair so I tilt my head and give him more access. I whimper helplessly, making my own anguished face as he harshly bites into my neck. I cry out, though he gently traces his hot and soft tongue over the teeth marks, gently kissing the spot. I gasp desperately for air, heat gathering between my legs- something about being bit… something about him marking me… something about him was making me feel like I was on fire. I cried out in pleasure as he bit me again, my body trembling as I felt his canines buried in my neck.

His teeth pry out of my skin, his lips gently caressing over the marks as his breath brushes over my neck. His tongue darts out to taste as he groans, a low and throaty sound. I shiver as his hot and soft tongue brushes over the tender bite mark. "Suna!" I whimper, though he rolls us over so I'm pinned under him. He leans down, kissing along my collarbone and exposed chest area. I moan softly, my body trembling under him as his hot body nestles between my legs. He tugs my shirt off and I suck in a sharp breath, my eyes widening as he cups my bra. It was a black bra this time, just simple with nothing special. He presses his nose into my chest, sucking in a sharp breath as he drags his tongue over the swell of my breast. I moan heatedly and shyly cover my face as he gropes my breasts, sucking on them gently. "Rin…" I whisper, my face burning as I cover my head with my arms- why? Why was he doing this now? "Yes, Sunshine?" Suna hums, sliding his hand under my back and unclipping my bra. Suna tugs off my bra, tossing it to the side with my shirt as he wraps his arms under and around my body. "Why… why are you doing this?" I ask as he traces kisses over my breasts, making me shudder.

"Mm… I dunno… I just feel like it." Suna says and I press my lips tightly together- 'just feel like it'? He captures my nipple in his mouth and I suck in a sharp breath, a bolt of heat shooting through me. He gently sucks, milking it with his tongue as I drape my arm over my mouth, muffling my moans. Suna grabs my arms, pulling them over his shoulders and holding them there as he nips my nipple. I cry out, arching my back as he lazily rolls his tongue around my nipple. I tangle my fingers into his hair, gently tugging as I whimper helplessly- he groans, his hands sliding down to my hips. He moves on to my other nipple, giving it the same treatment- I pant heavily, my head falling back on the carpet as my body trembles. I felt so hot, between my legs aching and dripping as I squeezed my eyes shut. Why? Why was he doing this? Suna's hands slid to my pants, unbuttoning and unzipping them- "Rin!" I protest though he nips my nipple, making me cry out as he moves down, beginning to lick and suck along my rib cage. I whine softly as he slowly slides along my sides, pulling down my jeans as he goes along- he bites my hip harshly, making me cry out in a mix of pain, pleasure and arousal.

He gently kisses the bite and I pant heavily as he sits up, tugging my jeans off and tossing them to the side. "Rin…" I whimper helplessly though he slides his fingers under my black panties, sliding them off as well- I had finished my period a while back. "Yes, Sunshine?" Suna asks as he slides down, pulling my legs over his shoulders. "I don't- ah! Ahn~" I moan sweetly as he slides his tongue between my lips, a soft groan escaping him. One of his hands slid down to my pelvis, spreading my lips open for him as I bit my bottom lip. Suna's tongue rapidly flicks over my aching bud, my head soaring as I suck in a deep breath. I cry out in bliss and arch my back as I bury my hands in his hair, trying to push him away. Suna doesn't budge, wrapping his lips around my aching bud and gently suckling on it. I wail in bliss as my body trembles, feeling weak as my fingers go limp in his hair. Suna groans as he buries his head between my legs, holding my hips firmly in place with his arms wrapped around my thighs and hips. Suna bites and sucks on my inner thighs as he continues his torment, my vision blurring as I writhe and whimper helplessly. All sorts of wet sucking noises sound from him between my legs.

I'm a panting, throbbing wet mess by the time he finally pulls away, my head up in cloud nine as I desperately try catching my breath. He lifts his shirt to his mouth, wiping away the wetness before stripping it off. I can't even focus, my whole body feeling like goo as he tosses his shirt to the side and unbuttons/unzips his pants. He gets onto his knees, grabbing my hips and standing up- I cry out in surprise, planting my hands on the ground as he hooks his elbows under my knees, stepping to meet my stance. "Rin!" I protest, my heart aching- is this what this was about? Sex? Just sex? "Yes, Sunshine?" Suna asks as he holds my hips firm and secure, sliding one of his hands between my legs and lazily dragging his thick tip between my swollen lips and hot mess of a core. "W-Why? I-I… I can't, I… I don't… Rin…" I whimper as he continues stroking himself between my lips, humming softly. "What? You don't want me? You can't handle me? Do I need a reason to want you? Because I do. I want you all day, everyday, for the rest of our lives. Yeah, I want sex too; it's the purest form of love and passion, isn't it?" Suna says and I furrow my eyebrows, not knowing what to say.

Yuki's words ring in my ears- was that all I would ever be? Was that- "Sunshine, I asked you a question; focus on me." Suna says and I suck in a shuddering breath as tears gather in my eyes. I was battling myself, stuck between pain and pleasure- Suna had gotten me blissed out, but Yuki had hurt me so much. My head was spinning but Yuki's words were all I could think of as Suna dragged his tip up, flicking it over my sensitive clit and making me shudder before he dragged it back down to my entrance at a steady pace. "Sunshine… focus on me. If you don't I'm going to do what I want… Can you take it or not? This isn't about me, this is about you. If you don't answer, I'm taking it as a yes." Suna says and I lift my head to look at him- his eyes held a lazy heat, a straight face as he stared down at me. I was so hurt, so aroused- I didn't even know what to say, as bad as I wanted him… I wanted to know that it wasn't only sex for him. I wanted to know that I meant more to him than that, that he loved me for me, not what was between my legs. "Times up." Suna says, dragging his tip down between my legs. "W-wait! Rin-" I protest but he slowly slides into my sensitive sopping wet mess.

I cry out in bliss, feeling myself throb erratically on him as he shudders. "Fuck…" he croaks throatily, sucking in a sharp breath and slowly exhaling. I drop my head back down, my arms trembling as I moan helplessly. My head hangs between my arms as Suna hooks his arms on my knees, grabbing onto my thighs and holding me up as he slowly slides into me. I feel every inch of his big throbbing blistering hot cock as he glides into my molten wet heat, moving teasingly slow and taking steady deep breaths. My whole whole body trembling as he pressed fully into me- holy shit, he was so big and deep, stretching me so much. Suna felt like he was dying as he fit every last inch of his cock into her molten core- she was hot as lava, already trembling and ready to burst on him. He was about ready to burst, too- his head was spinning he was trying so hard not to cum. He completely pulls out in one swift move, the feeling of her slick wetness burning on his cock keeping him right where he was before- okay, so, she was heaven. Even when he wasn't inside her, he felt like he was gonna give her a nice spray on her stomach. He slid right back inside her, moving slow- if he didn't, he'd cum instantly.

"No!" I whimper softly and Suna lets out a disappointed groan, gently stroking my thighs. "No?" He asks, beginning to slowly pull back out of me- "No!" I whine sweetly, Suna humming as he starts pressing back in. "No." Suna hums and I let out a frustrated moan, lifting my head to look up at him- his eyes were full of bliss, his lips slightly parted as he pants lightly for air. He looked like he was barely hanging on, staring intently at where we were connected with a look like he just found the sweetest piece of heaven life had to offer. "No~" I whine and his eyes slowly drag up to mine, a molten heat held within his eyes. "You're being really confusing, Sunshine. Do you want me in, or out?" Suna asks as he slides fully into me, lifting his head as he sucks in a sharp breath. His eyes flutter closed as he digs his fingers into my thighs, pulling me tighter to him as he makes a face of pure bliss. "No!" I whine, Suna groaning as he lays his head back, looking at the ceiling. "No isn't an answer, Sunshine. In? Or out? In, out. In, out. In, out... In… out… in… Mm… out…" Suna says as he lightly sways his hips back and forth, eliciting sweet bliss filled moans from me as he stirs my guts up deep inside.

"I think you want me in… you're sucking my cock in and moaning so sweetly, after all." Suna chuckles throatily as he sways his hips forward, brushing something inside of me that makes my head go blank as I fall completely silent. "Oh… you like that, huh?" Suna purrs, steadily rocking back and forth into that spot, barely pulling out of me. I moan helplessly, practically mewling as my head spins and my body feels like it's as light as a feather, pure bliss floating through me with his gentle strokes. "Yeah, you don't want me to stop there, do you Sunshine? Look at you, you're so fucking beautiful when you're cumming on my cock." Suna purrs as his hand slides between my legs, beginning to roll his thumb over my slick and sensitive bud. Pure ecstasy shoots through my body, my body breaking out in goosebumps as I curl my toes and suck in a sharp breath. "Wah- ah ah ah ah ah ah Mm~ Fuck, Rin~ Fuckk, ah ah ah ah ah ah fuckk, why~" I moan sickly sweet, my voice sounding sweeter than a piece of hard candy as Suna pants heavily, his head fully hanging back as he tenses all of his thick and gorgeous muscles, furrowing his eyebrows as he lets out a pained groan.

"Because… I love you, Sunshine." Suna breaths, suddenly completely pulling out of me as he shudders violently. "Mm that was close… fuck…" Suna gasps softly, panting for air as he takes a step back. "But… Rin… you didn't-" I say as he sets me down, running a hand through his hair as he makes a pained face. "I know… I said it was for you, didn't I?" Suna says, confusing me as he closes up his jeans and lays down beside me. "But… why?" I ask as he pulls me to his side, wrapping his arm around me. "To show you that I love you; I'm denying myself the pleasure of cumming. By doing that, I'm refusing the ultimate bliss of being inside you- to prove my love for you." Suna says, though that confuses me the most of all. "That doesn't seem fair… or reasonable." I mumble, Suna snorting as he gently kisses my forehead. "Well… if you only meant sex to me, than I would have just finished off, wouldn't I have?" Suna says and I pause, slowly blinking as I look up at him. "I can't say you're wrong to question my love. I really can't, because… that's what I used to think of you as, before the underpass, before we really knew each other; it was just sex." Suna says as he holds me close, just stroking my hip.

"Because that's all it ever was for me; just sex. Plain old boring sex, with plain old boring girls and plain old boring cunts that just got me by. I figured you were the same, that I would get sick after one time just like all the other girls. Something was different, though. Before I even stepped foot inside that underpass… I knew you were going to be different." Suna says, sliding his other arm under his head as I listen quietly. "And it was. It really was different- it was so mind-blowing I completely forgot to wear a condom. I never forget to wear a condom because I didn't want to have kids with someone I was just having sex with; that'd be bad for my kid. But I did forget, because you were just that good; I couldn't help but think later that even if you did get pregnant, at least I'd have the chance to have you again. I've never experienced anyone like you, there's no other girl that could compare to you; I wasn't going to admit it, I had my pride as a guy who had girls falling to their knees left and right begging for a taste. That's why I mentioned you had my number; you practically shot me down by telling me I had your number too… which I did." Suna chuckles softly as I watch him curiously.

"I couldn't help but wonder… if you were like me, in a way. I never call people back- they always call me and I decide if I want to. I already decided I wanted you again; but you didn't call or text me. So I did what I usually did- I hadn't been able to get you out of my mind, I was horny and I needed a distraction. I went to my usual pick up spot and found a girl to itch my scratch- but I couldn't. As soon as I got to that part, with a condom… I couldn't. It sucked. I mean, it really sucked- I even thought that before I got inside her. So I just left, didn't even bother finishing her off or anything. I just scrapped the whole idea, went home and… I drew you, for the first time." Suna says, gently rubbing the back of his head as he stares at the ceiling. "At that point I thought of you as the best sex I could get, but I still didn't want to call you; to me, that was like admitting that you caught my attention. No one ever caught my attention, any other girl would've turned into a prideful piece of shit, gotten too cocky and tried to make me catch feelings. So… I went to the underpass and just hoped you were there. And you were- you were kicking ass." Suna says, laughing softly to himself as he grins.

"I thought it was the funniest thing ever, seeing you kick the ass of three guys who always gave me trouble; they were double your size and you managed to make them run with their tail between their legs. That- that's when I fell in love with you, I think. I mean, you had my attention with the sex- but when you just caught my attention in general, I knew that I wanted to be with you, I wanted to be around you because you were entertaining. You were very, very entertaining to be around. The skinny dipping, the chase in the park, seeing you drive the twins absolutely wild and even have Kita on his toes- it was all just… I wanted you. I wanted to find you first, to have you first, to make you mine and have them all know it. Then I saw you army crawling down the slide… and I felt a thrill. I could've let you go, I could've called the others over and let them have their way with you… but I wanted you. I wanted you to be pumped full of my cum, for them to see me pump you full of my cum without knowing if you were on birth control. So I did- and then you rode me and I swear to god it felt like I had been swept up in a hurricane of bliss, swept up in you." Suna says, lifting his hand up to my hair and stroking it.

"That's when I knew I couldn't let you go; I swallowed my pride and I called first- but you didn't get cocky, you didn't straight out deny me, you entertained the idea. You were responsible, checked if it was okay first… I wanted you to go crazy like any other girl would. I wanted to rile you up and get you excited for me- I was getting Kita's classwork while dirty talking to you, people were listening, staring, girls were whispering- I never dirty talk over the phone, let alone initiate it or actually call. It was you who was getting me riled up and you weren't even trying. Oh, but you did say that one line- 'wanna fuck it out?' I knocked over a desk, totally scared everyone as I dashed out the door and up to the roof. I really couldn't fucking wait for you to get there, I was fiendish for you. First thing we did was fuck- oh, I was so riled up I couldn't do anything but pound into that sweet pussy of yours. I mean, I didn't even bother with a condom that time. I could give less of a shit if it meant I could cum inside you, you didn't seem to care. The second time you drove me insane, you rode me… I was just lost in your hurricane again, I didn't want to let go." Suna says, sliding his fingers into my hair.

"Then you were kissing me, touching me, setting me on fire all over… and I knew then that I was in love. The third time was just that- love. My heart was racing, my head in the clouds, it felt- it felt absolutely amazing. It was so sweet and tender, so… you. I loved every second of it, I never wanted to stop… I never let girls mark me, but I let you; I showed them off proudly for the rest of the day. It stirred up a lot of rumors and whispers, I mean… people were shocked. But uh… seeing you so professional in the principal's office, knowing you were stuffed full of my cum… hot damn, it was arousing. When I found out you were a billionaire's daughter… it was surprising, but… I loved you before that, so I accepted it. I wanted to be by your side if you let me… it made me really happy when you told me that you wanted to be close to me, that you were scared… so I did the only thing I could think of. I hugged you, I gave you words of comfort… I never really cared for other people's drama or problems, but I care for you so I cared about stuff that bothers you. I care about you, a lot. You're… you're my first love." Suna admits, my heart fluttering in my chest as my face burns.

"And then we babysat Sakura together… and I fell more in love with you. I found out you had a son… I wanted to meet him, to see how you were with him. Then we hung out, we went to that party… you saved that girl, you caught the culprit… and I fell even more in love with you. At that point I just found more and more reasons to love you, everyday. I just couldn't get you out of my mind, you're constantly in my head and I just find more reasons to love you. Then you saved my sister, you almost died in the process and… I almost lost you. I couldn't bear the thought of losing you, it killed me inside- I needed to be with you. When you told me that I should quit the competition, to leave your life… I just… I couldn't. I understood why you said it, what you intended and why… but I couldn't do it. I couldn't leave your side and I couldn't hide it anymore; I wouldn't tell you I love you if I wasn't sure that I didn't plan on spending the rest of my life with you. I want to spend the rest of my life by your side, the thought of having to say goodbye… I can't. I love you too much- so yeah, I might have loved you for sex at one point…" Suna says as he gently cups my cheek, stroking it with his thumb.

I look up at him as my breath catches, my heart pounding in my chest as I stare into his eyes- he was looking at me with love, passion, affection… "But I love you for so much more than that now. I find more and more reasons to love you every single second of every day that I spend with you, Sunshine. I love you with all of my heart, I want to be a father to your son, I want you to bare my children, I want you to be by my side till the end of time, I want you to cheer me on at all my games and yeah, I want to have lots and lots of great sex with you. What's wrong with that? Do I need any other reason than love? I ask myself a million questions a thousand times a day, wondering how and why I love you; but everytime I look at you, every second I spend with you, I find all of the answers and more. I just love you. I love you with all of my fucking heart and soul." Suna says and tears gather in my eyes as I press my lips together, my heart soaring in my chest. I bury my head into his chest and sob happily, clinging to him as he gently strokes me. "You're right to question the origin of my love, but you're not right to question my love in general." Suna whispers, pulling me up and kissing me soft and sweet.

"Because I love you more than you'll ever know. Yuki can say all he fucking wants, but he's a shithead that will never know or see how amazing you are like I do. You'll always be in my heart and no matter what anyone says, or what you do… you'll always be my first love. So you can forget about it; it's not all you are, you're so much more than sex. I love you for you, I love you for sex and I love you for a billion other reasons and more." Suna whispers against my lips, though I just feel so happy as I crash my lips into his. I climb onto him, straddling him as I bury my hands into his hair, holding him tight as I press my body into his. I tilt my head, kissing him deeper, pouring in all my passion, joy and love as he wraps his arm around my waist. He groans softly, our eyes falling closed as he kisses me back, pouring in his own tender affection, love and happiness. Our tongues tangle together, joining in an intense dance as I finally let Yuki's words go- at least, I don't let them bother me with Suna. I slide my hand down to his jeans but he grabs my hand, stopping me. "Mm-mm." He hums into the kiss and I pull back, whimpering softly as he starts kissing and licking along my neck.

"But… Rin…" I whimper and he groans softly, shaking his head. "I would give you more, Sunshine, but I'd cum in an instant. I've got major blue balls right now." Suna says- what the heck are blue balls? Did it hurt because he didn't cum? "Why not?" I ask and Suna groans, burying his head into my neck. "Because I'm denying myself, remember? To show I love you." Suna says and I can't help but giggle as I lift my lips to his ear. "But… that's unreasonable. I don't question your love… not anymore, at least. You may deny yourself but… I won't deny you." I whisper and he shivers, slowly letting go of my hand. "Well, by all means… use me to your pleasure, Sunshine." Suna says and I scoff as I undo his jeans. "Use you? No, I'd never use you… I just want you. Is there something wrong with that?" I ask and Suna chuckles, sliding his hands to my hips as I pull his hot and hard cock from his jeans. "Mm… no, not at all Sunshine. Take me… take all of me in that sweet heaven of yours…" Suna breaths as I slide him to my entrance, kissing him softly. He groans throatily as he kisses me back, though I slowly slide myself onto him. His head falls back and he gasps desperately for air, his body tensing.

"F-Fuck…" He croaks, digging his nails into my hips as he trembles, sending a thrill through me- he was sensitive. I drop my lips down to his neck, beginning to kiss, lick and suck all over, leaving plenty of small marks on his neck as he heaves for air. "Cum, Papi… I want you to cum inside of me." I whisper sweetly in his ear and he shudders violently, spraying his seed deep inside of me, his gaze clouding as he sucks in a sharp breath. I tingle all over at the sight of his blissed face, my core throbbing as I memorize the look of him in pure ecstasy. His lips slightly parted as he gasps desperately for air, his eyes barely open and glazed over with sheer bliss, his cheeks flushed as he just relaxes under me. It was beautiful, absolutely beautiful- and I want that sight all to myself. I want the world to know that only I can make Rintaro Suna feel this way, that no other girl can have him because he loves me and me alone; I love him, I want to claim him and I want the world to know that nobody can take him from me. So I do the only thing I can think of- I lean down to his neck and bury my teeth in. He cries out, writhing under me and digging his nails as I deftly bounce my hips on him in arching circles.

"Fuck! S-Sunshine… Kimi… Ko…" Suna pants as I drag my tongue over the bite mark, tingling deliciously as I see my teeth etched into his skin. I moan sweetly, tracing my lips higher up his neck and biting him again. He cries out again, shuddering violently as his head falls back against the carpet. "Oh fuck, ohh fuck…" Suna groans as I lick his neck where I bit, sliding my fingers into his hair as I feel a thrill shoot through me. I bounce my hips faster, harder, rolling my hips into him before I jerk back and slam right back into him. Suna falls completely silent, his face curling into one of pure ecstasy as he opens his mouth in a silent scream. I let out a soft shuddered breath as I pulled back, watching with hooded eyes and panting softly. Suna clenches his teeth, whimpering softly as he stares right back into my eyes- fuck, that whimper. I shudder, moaning sweetly as I sit up and slide my fingers into my hair. I lift it off the back of my neck as I bounce up and down, letting my eyes fall closed as I feel him throbbing erratically inside of me, stretching my swollen wet core. Suna suddenly sits up, capturing my lips in a soft and gentle kiss, contrasting the rapid and harsh pace of my body bouncing on him.

I wrap my arms around his neck, tangling my fingers in his hair as he wraps his arms around my waist holding me close. I kiss him back, tilting my head as he pants through his nose, his body trembling against me. He slides one of his hands into my hair, tangling his fingers in and holding me tighter against him. "Fuck… oh, baby… bounce on my cock… claim me… show the world that I belong to you… show the world that you're all that I can think about; every time I look at you I'll think of this exact moment." Suna whispers as he pulls my head back by tugging my hair, sending a thrill through me as he licks up the crevice of my neck. I cry out in bliss, tensing my pelvis as he sucks in a sharp breath, his fingers loosening- I take advantage of his moment of weakness, pulling his head back and to the side using his hair. I drop my head down, leaning into his ear and nipping his earlobe. "Cum in your pussy like it's been begging you to, Papi…" I whisper, Suna blowing out a breath as a full body shudder shoots through him. I bite harshly onto his jugular, not enough to hurt him, but enough to thrill him. Suna explodes, crying out desperately as he convulses under me, filling me with his hot seed.

I ride him through his orgasm as he cusses, moans and groans loudly, tears of ecstasy filling his eyes. I suck, kiss and lick his neck, grinding myself down onto his erratically throbbing and twitching cock. He holds me as close as he can, burying his head into my neck as he chokes for air- I could tell he was about to pass out. I lift my lips to his ear, sliding my arms around his neck and pulling him close as I ground myself into him. "I love you, Rin." I whisper ever so softly into his ear after he falls limp, his body slumping into me. I stay like that for a while, just holding him as I feel his pounding heart and shuddering breath on my neck. His breathing slowly turns shallow as he relaxes, my face burning as I bury it into his neck. I wonder if he heard me say it? I slowly lay him down, pulling back and looking at him- he had a really peaceful happy look on his face. I clean myself up and get dressed, doing my best to clean him up and get him dressed before I lay down beside him. I curl into his side, my face burning as I stare up at his sleeping face. I can't help but smile, draping my arm over his chest, my leg over his waist and nuzzling my face into his chest before I fall into a peaceful happy sleep.

"We're back!" Arthur calls as he walks into the house, the other two in tow. The only sound was Kimiko's music- he took his time coming back, hoping that Suna would make progress. He walked to the kitchen, setting down the food and drinks he had gotten for the two. "Hello?" He calls as he peeks into the babies room- the two were laying on the carpet, facing each other. Suna has his arm under her head, his head perched on her head. His other arm was wrapped around her torso, holding her tightly to his chest. Her arm was wrapped around him, her head buried into his neck and taking shallow breaths. Her thigh was draped over his hip, his leg draped over her other thigh- he had a really happy peaceful smile on his face. Arthur can't help but smile, leaning in the doorway and crossing his arms as he stares at the sight. Suna peeks one eye open, looking up at Arthur. "She'll be just fine." Suna mumbles softly, Arthur nodding lightly as he watches the boy close his eyes and bury his head into her hair. Arthur can't help but wonder what happened while they were gone- he could see all the hickeys and bite marks on Suna's neck; if he looked under Kimiko's hair, would she be the same?

Suna suddenly lifted his head, looking slightly disappointed as the girl rolled over, curling up- he scooted forward, curling around her and wrapping his arms tightly around her. She nestled herself back into his embrace, Suna's happy face returning as he buried his head into her hair. Arthur's question was answered- Kimiko's neck was covered in bites and hickeys from what he could see, though Suna had a particularly harsh looking bite on his jugular. She didn't look upset- in fact, she looked plenty happy, a sweet and happy smile on her face as she slept. Arthur chuckles, pulling the door shut as he heads back to the kitchen, humming happily. He takes the food and drink, putting it into the fridge as he smiles. "So…" Kuroo asks, leaning on the bar with an anxious look on his face. "She'll be just fine." Arthur hums, leaning on the bar and smiling at Kuroo. "Though… her neck looks pretty marked up. If it wasn't for her smile I would've been worried. I think Suna worked out what Yuki said with her though so I can't really complain." Arthur says, Kozu sparing a look at the door as he seems to debate something. "She's asleep right now." Arthur says and Kozu slowly nods, turning back to Arthur.