Dreams

"Hey, um… Nen told me something." I say and Kuroo hums softly, stroking my shoulder with his thumb. "You told him that sometimes you really hurt my feelings, that you don't mean to but we make up." I say simply and Kuroo slowly nods his head, shoving his other hand in his pocket. "I did say something along the lines of that, yes." Kuroo says and I glance up at him, not knowing if it was okay for me to pry. "It wasn't so long ago actually; Nen and I were talking after one of the games, while you were cheering for Fukurodani. He mentioned that he thought I would make a cool dad and I was honest with him. I told him that you used to think of me as a pest of sorts, that I've hurt your feelings and I wasn't sure if you'd want me as his dad or if he'd even want me to be his dad." Kuroo says quietly and I slowly nod, shoving my hands in my pockets. "Did it have something to do with your talk with him?" Kuroo says and I nod, though I can tell he's anxious about it. "He um… he… all three of you. He wants all three of you to be his dad. He thinks you're all cool, awesome and nice." I whisper and Kuroo's eyes widen as I pull my hand out of my pocket, itching the back of my neck shyly.

"I mean, we kind of talked about it. He said it was up to me, that it'd be really awesome if we could all be one big happy family. I know that's a lot to ask for- honestly it'd be impossible. He was a bit anxious, not knowing if you guys would want to be his dad even though…" I say, though Kuroo looks up at the ceiling, seeming lost in his own thoughts. "What'd you say?" Kuroo asks softly and I drop my gaze to the ground, taking a deep breath. "I told him it wasn't that easy, that we had to consider your feelings too; you might care for us, but that doesn't mean you want to be a family with us or be a dad. I told him I didn't think you'd want to be one big happy family because it could be really, really complicated." I say and Kuroo nods, looking ahead. "He asked me if it was okay to hope. I told him there's nothing wrong with hoping… that I want it too…" I say, feeling Kuroo's hot gaze turn to me as I avoid his gaze. "I told him that I had to make sure everything was okay, that I have to deal with the man first; then I could think about daddy's." I say, Kuroo turning away again and slowly nodding his head. I take a deep breath, shoving my hands in my pockets and tucking my chin in my hoodie.

"Talk about a serious conversation." Kuroo says and my lip twitches as I subtly nod my head. "I think you're right to wait for a better time, though. There's no rush on our behalf- I think we came to an agreement to go at your pace. Even if that means we have to wait after the man's dealt with, after the competition and maybe even longer than that." Kuroo says and I finally glance back at him, seeing him looking at Suna and Kozu. They were now discussing computer monitors, speaking more of their foreign tech language. "But… I think there's something to look forward to, no matter what you choose. Of course, I want you to choose me, it's something I'm sure we're all thinking; it's a desire from deep in our hearts. Kenma has been hoping that the longest, the most- by far he's the one that's been the most understanding when it comes to you." Kuroo says and I turn my gaze to Suna and Kozu, staying silent. "He's the one that convinced me it was okay not to fight for you. I mean, don't get me wrong, I will fight for you if it came down to it. If I was going to share you with anyone it'd be Pudding Head." Kuroo says and I slowly nod, dropping my gaze back down.

"I also know that Suna and you are really close, you two have something going for you, I won't deny that and I won't fight it. I won't lie, I feel a bit on the defense when it comes to him, but I think that's because I don't know him. I do see how you two are though- I can appreciate something good when I see it. In my opinion, as long as you're happy, I'm happy. I will always want you, that will never change; but if you chose Suna, I would understand. I'm starting to warm up to the guy myself; he seems really cool." Kuroo says and I feel a lump form in my throat, pressing my lips tightly together. "That being said… I might open up to the idea of sharing with him, too. I can't promise anything, I can't say it'll work- I can't say that we won't hit it off either. He could be the most badass guy ever and I wouldn't know any better. I do know that he loves you, truly loves you. He's not afraid to show it, he won't hide it and he'll freely express it. I can respect that; but he might not want to share you like me and Kozu would consider. Let alone I'm not sure Kozu would be open to the idea either, he doesn't get along with many people- though there might be hope." Kuroo says and I feel my chest lighten as I look up at him.

"It's okay to hope too, Kitten. I know you don't want to pick, I can understand that it hurts you to even consider when we all mean so much to you. I mean, I can't say to what extent your feelings go… for all I know I could be your least favorite, the one hanging on a string-" Kuroo says, seeming a bit insecure- I reach up, stroking his cheek softly. "You're all very dear to me- of course it's different for each of you, but… you all are equal in my eyes. It's hard to explain… I can't imagine a life without you guys in it. Even if you hurt me, even if shit goes down, I just… I want you all to be happy in the end, even if that means I have to let you all go. I know that this isn't easy for any of us, that it's all really complicated… it means so much to me that you're all putting me first, considering me and waiting for me to be ready. I mean… really. I don't deserve it at all, but it makes me really happy knowing that you all care for me that much. You're all just so different but as equal in value to me- regardless of time, you've all become a vital piece of my life. You… you started it all. Kozu was always here and Suna just awoke it in me." I say and Kuroo nods, leaning down and kissing my forehead.

"If Suna is a cool guy like I think he is, then… I wouldn't mind seeing if it would work. Of course, I'll always have to consider Kenma and you in the equation, but sometimes things work and sometimes they won't. It all depends on the elements; it could explode, it could burn, it could be nothing… There's really no telling. Of course I can do tests, I can put out feelers- I can handle a test or two, but Kenma and him are unpredictable variables when it comes to the situation at hand. Seeing as they're not being toxic to each other, that they're actually finding mutual ground right now- that's a good thing. It might not be the same when it comes to love, however. There's a lot to consider, other variables- timing is key, too. Time could be in our favor, though. The more time, the more we can get used to each other and maybe we can make it work. You never know, really; it's just hard because we don't know him, he's from far away- by far you're the closest to him." Kuroo says and I nod, knowing that he was making really good points. "I guess we'll just have to wait and see; there's no real rush, right?" I say, glancing up at Kuroo as he smiles, nodding and gently kissing my forehead.

I smile, slowly looking over the aisle we were on- one side was computer monitors, the other keyboards and mouses. I noticed a strange looking mousepad thing in the mouse section- I walked over to it, seeing that it had keys on the top. "What? Did this thing catch your eye?" Kuroo asks, walking over and picking up a pen beside it. "What is it?" I ask and Kuroo waves me over, offering me the pen. "It's a digital drawing tablet. You draw stuff on the tablet and it comes up on your laptop. People use it to make art with their PCs and stuff." Kuroo says and I fiddle with the pen- it was lightweight, easy to handle with a nice grip cushion. I look at the tip- no ink, just a little piece of plastic. "Wait, so I use this on this and it can make art?" I ask, pointing at the pen and then the strange mousepad as Kuroo nods. "Yupp, like on paint or something. They have special apps and programs for these kinds of things too, the keys at the top are shortcuts." Kuroo says and my eyes widen as I look at the mousepad. "Wahh, no way! That's so cool!" I gush, Kuroo smiling as I gently touch the mousepad. It was firm and sturdy- Kuroo said it was a tablet, so maybe there was more to it then I thought.

"I'm getting you one." Arthur whispers and I practically jump out of my skin, grabbing onto Kuroo as I shriek. "Holy cow Arthur! You gave me a heart attack!" I cry, holding my chest as he lets out a maniacal laugh. Kuroo chuckles as he hugs me, gently stroking my back and helping calm my racing heart. "Gosh, you always drop your guard when you're with me. I mean, I'm flattered, but really Kiki? I always catch you off guard and scare the shit out of you. I'm surprised you don't just punch me like you used to." Arthur says, looking over the mousepad/tablet thing we had been looking at. "Contrary to popular belief, I don't enjoy hitting you Arthur!" I protest and he snorts, reading over the description. "I enjoy it when you hit me. It reminds me of old times- you're the only one that can kick my ass without breaking a sweat." Arthur says and I kick his shin, making him hiss. "Ow-" he says and I giggle, offering him a smile. "Payback for scaring me. Didn't you say you liked it?" I tease, making Arthur laugh as he rubs his shin. "I didn't say it didn't hurt- it hurts like a bitch, but it brings back nostalgia and that makes me happy." Arthur says and I roll my eyes, smiling at his antics.

"Okay! Mousey doodad, keyboard, monitor- PCs being built. Is that all I'm spoiling you with?" Arthur says and I offer him a sheepish smile as I twiddle my fingers lightly. "Actually, I had two other things in mind if it's okay. They're a bit pricey, too…" I say and Arthur slaps his hand to his chest, acting feint. "I can't believe it- you're actually letting me spoil you. Like, spoil you spoil you; I mean, of course it's these guys too, but this is a lot for you. You're even asking nicely, my heart can't take it- but my wallet definitely can. Speak girl, what else am I indulging you with this fine day?" Arthur says, putting on the heir of an aristocrat and making me snort. "God, Arthur. I hope you know I'm actually cashing in favors for this- I'm not just having you go all willy nilly for me. It's a personal investment that I had in mind." I say and Arthur groans, dropping his hands to his side. "Favors shmavors, I've been practically begging for an opportunity to spoil you for how long?" Arthur says and I roll my eyes, shaking my head at his antics. "You spoiled me by giving me a car Arthur; you're lucky I even asked today." I say, Arthur opening his mouth to protest before shutting it and nodding his head.

"Yeah, yeah you're right. What are the other two things?" Arthur asks and I shove my hands in my pockets as Arthur takes one of the boxes for the fancy mouse pad-tablet- whatever that thing was, putting it in the cart. I notice Suna eyeing it so I grab another, putting it in. "Next is VR." I say and Arthur claps his hands excitedly, bouncing on the balls of his feet. "Another expensive thing! Hurry, before she changes her mind!" Arthur says, dashing to another aisle as we all trail behind. "What's up with all this, Pudding? Don't get me wrong, I appreciate the gifts but… isn't this a lot?" Kozu asks shyly, lingering at my side as Suna and Kuroo push the carts with all the accessories inside. "You said you wanted to stream together, right? I mean, the VRs are fun and they're really popular on youtube right now. I figured we could make our debut riding their hype." I say and Kozu's eyes widen as he pauses, turning to look at me. "Wait- this is all so we can start a channel together?" Kozu asks and I pause, turning back to him. "Well yeah, you said you wanted to. Did you change your mind? We can still get all this stuff." I say, gesturing to the carts though he quickly shakes his head, taking my hand.

"No, no! Not at all, I'm just… I'm surprised. I didn't think you would remember or want to… I'm happy, excited even. I didn't expect it." Kozu says, a faint smile on his face as I give him my own smile. "Well of course, silly. Didn't I say I wanted to? Why would I lie, it would be really fun starting a channel together and making content. All of this is so we can get it started, of course you're free to get your own things and accessories too. I remembered you saying your laptop was starting to malfunction, so I decided to get you a PC. A new PC means more, better games and quality- plus we can upload our videos, live stream and do other fun stuff." I say, Kozu's face lighting up with excitement- well, the most it can. Mostly his eyes twinkle as his lips make a faint trace of a smile, making me smile- I was glad he wasn't stressed like before. "Hold up, you guys are starting youtube channels? I want in on this action!" Kuroo chuckles, coming up beside us with a shopping cart. "I don't mind, but it's up to Kenma. It's his dream." I say, Kuroo grinning over at Kozu and raising an eyebrow. "Come on, it's our trio- one more and we've got a squad." Kuroo chimes, though Suna shifts lightly at this-

"How about Rin?" I say, everyone looking over at me as I smile at Suna. "Kuroo mostly plays sucky yucky fortnite, so when we play other games like Apex you can join me and Kenma. Of course we'll find other games to play too- lots of games have four players, we can have lots of fun together!" I chime, Suna offering me an easy smile as his eyes soften. "If it's alright with you guys, I'd like that." Suna says simply, though Kuroo hums as he looks back at Suna. "Do you play fortnite?" Kuroo asks, raising his eyebrow as Suna shrugs. "I dabble in it. I mostly play solo squad for shits and giggles." Suna says, Kuroo snapping his fingers and pointing at Suna. "You're hired- well, I approve, but I haven't even been accepted yet. You got a formal invitation- lucky." Kuroo says, taking on a light and playful tone as I look over at Kozu. "It's really up to you, it's your dream. It's not my place to take over and do what I want." I say as Kozu hums softly, squeezing my fingers and seeming to think it over. "It… could be fun… playing with all four of us… it could help us gain popularity, too. We can dabble in other things than gaming, too." Kozu says, though Arthur peeks out of an aisle way ahead.

"Found them! Come on guys, I know nothing about these fancy things! I need the tech wiz to pick them out!" Arthur calls and we all start walking over, Kozu fiddling with my fingers. "You don't have to if you don't want to. I'm sure they can make their own channels and we can just do collabs with them here and there when we want." I say, though Kozu seems to think it over even more. "How about we each make our own channels- it seems like it'd be hard to get multiple live streams on one channel, but with four separate channels we can each gain our own following and fan base. We can also dabble in our own hobbies and interests, then we can do like a monthly vlog together. We can play with each other and set up schedules and stuff to do collabs." Kuroo says, Kozu seeming to open up to the idea as I hum softly. "I can make a post on my tiktok saying I'm starting a youtube channel- I'm still fairly popular on there, that could give us a boost and cred. People might check out your channels too- if we start playing four players right off the bat, we can see how things go for us. We can play different games and stuff, too." I say, Kuroo humming as he nods softly.

"That would give us a good head start, plus we can live stream it and see how well we work together." Kozu mumbles to himself, seeming to genuinely consider it. "You could have one main channel- do all the collabs and vlogs on that channel." Suna says and Kozu nods, squeezing my hand lightly. "Yeah. We should do that- all of it. It sounds like it could be fun and gain us a big fan base." Kozu says and Kuroo whoops as we slide into the aisle with all of the VRs. "Okay, them- um, we need a face cam- whatever that is, microphones… I don't know, all that technology stuff that makes a good youtuber." I say, though Kuroo raises an eyebrow at me. "Face cam? You're going to do a face cam?" Kuroo says and I shrug as we start browsing through the VRs, though Kozu and Suna aren't talking specs. "I mentioned starting a youtube channel to a guy earlier, he said I would be a big hit if I had a face cam. I figure we're going to be streaming and stuff, I see a lot of youtubers doing the face cam stuff- they get lots of appreciation for it. You guys don't have to, but I don't mind doing it if it means giving you guys more followers." I say, Kuroo humming as he twines his fingers behind his head.

"I'll do it too, maybe my good looks will get me followers." Kuroo chimes, making me giggle as I smile at the other two. "You hear this guy? I bet I'll get more followers in a week then you do." I say, Kuroo letting out a laugh as he grins down at me. "Oh yeah? Bet, starting from our first live stream we'll count how many followers we get." Kuroo chimes and I grin at him, nodding my head. "Sounds like fun. How about we all see who gets the most followers in a week?" Suna says and I grin back at him, feeling excited. "Ohh, we can have a prize for whoever wins!" I chime and Kozu seems to perk up at this, smiling at me. "Whoever wins gets to go on a date with you." Kozu chimes and I laugh, shaking my head. "Silly goose, then it's like I'm winning either way! Plus if I win, I just get a date with myself." I chime and Kozu chuckles softly, nodding his head. "Yeah, you're right… hm." Kozu hums, though Arthur comes over with a big smile. "Person to wins gets a favor from me, how about that?" Arthur says and I raise an eyebrow at him, crossing my arms. "Okay, what's the catch? You don't just toss out favors, they're earned." I say and Arthur cackles, shrugging his shoulders.

"It just sounds like fun, I'm not opposed to giving these guys a favor. Of course it'll be a small one." Arthur says and my lip twitches as I smile at Kozu. "Hey, if you win you can get the next console or whatever! Arthur will definitely let you go all out shopping for it." I say, Kozu's eyes twinkling as Kuroo leans forward. "Lemme get this straight, if we win we get a favor from Arthur- which basically means we can go on a shopping spree?" Kuroo asks, raising an eyebrow as I shrug my shoulders. "You can ask him for anything really, like if you want to meet a celebrity he can try to arrange it or if you want something money can buy he can get it." I say, Kuroo opening his mouth in an 'o' and humming softly. "Hmm, I wonder if we could get famous youtubers or something to give us tips and stuff. That'd be a good use of the favor." Suna says and I laugh softly, shaking my head. "I have plenty of favors wracked up, I can do that with mine. I'm sure Arthur will be more than happy for me to start actually cashing in his favors; the favor you guys get is for you and you alone. That's only if you win, though." I say, Arthur nodding his head and bumping me with his shoulder.

"Looks like I'll be spoiling you some more in due time. It's like Christmas all over again." Arthur chimes, his eyes twinkling with excitement as I laugh. "We're going to start youtube channels- that's what this is all about." I say as I gesture to the two carts with accessories within. "Ooh, I can be your manager! Arthur Pendragon, manager of Daddy's little girl!" Arthur says and I raise an eyebrow at him. "Daddy's little girl? What the heck arthur?" I say and he cackles, stretching out his arms and cracking his knuckles. "That's going to be the name of your youtube channel, right?" Arthur chimes though I quickly shake my head, scrunching up my nose. "Yeah, no. I actually didn't think of a name yet." I say, crossing my arms as Arthur lets out a giddy laugh. "What's wrong with daddy's little girl?" Arthur says and I kick him in the shin, making him gasp in pain. "I don't like it either, kind of sexualizes her doesn't it? I'd think of something else." Suna says, Kozu and Kuroo nodding in agreement as Arthur rubs his shin. "I'm not letting you pick my channel name Arthur- I know your ass would do something crazy." I say, Arthur chuckling and rubbing the back of his neck.

"Yeah, you're right… but then you'd spend forever thinking about a channel name for yourself." Arthur says and I hum, stuffing my hands into my pockets. "Um…" I hum, looking down at my feet and thinking. "How about little fox? We can do code names." Suna says and my eyes widen as I smile. "Wahh, I love it! It's cute!" I chime, flashing him a big smile as he smiles back. "You can make your own logo of a fox, plus an intro animation." Suna says and I smile, clapping my hands excitedly. "Yes! Oh, oh- I can use my new art thingy! I need to start sketching asap. What about you guys?" I ask, Kuroo shoving his hands in his pockets as Kozu pauses, checking out a VR. "I could be black cat." Kuroo says and I hum in delight, offering him a big smile. "That's cute- even though you're a rooster." I chime and Kuroo scoffs, bumping me lightly with his hip. "Oh come on, you can make my logo. Doing a cat would be funner than a rooster." Kuroo says and I giggle, bumping him with my hip. "Sure, but you'll always be a rooster to me." I say, my eyes twinkling with mischief as he chuckles. "What about you, Pudding Head? What's your channel's name?" Kuroo asks and Kozu hums, pointing at the VR.

"Applepi, same as my gamer name." Kozu says, Suna checking out the VR that Kozu had pointed out. "Okay, what about you Suna?" Kuroo asks and Suna shrugs, reading the description of the VR. "I dunno. Come up with something for me." Suna says and I cross my arms, looking up at the ceiling. "Uh… I have no clue." Kuroo says as I tilt my head, thinking over the day. "I know! Sloth boy, or something to do with sloths." I say and Suna glances over at me, his lip twitching. "Super Sloth!" Arthur says and I can't help the bubbling laugh that escapes me. "Oh, it'd be so cute if your logo was a sloth with a cape! Wahh, I wanna draw it so bad!" I giggle, imagining the possibilities for all of the art designs. "How about me and you draw all the channel art then? I can do the landscape and you can draw the characters- a little fox, a black cat, a sloth and a slice of pie. We can do separate animations and intros for everyone." Suna says and I can't help the smile that spreads over my face as I bounce on the balls of my feet. "Oh, oh yes! Oh my gosh, it's going to be so fun!" I say, though I'm already imagining an intro for the main channel and individual logos for each separate channel.

I spent the rest of the shopping trip brainstorming, keeping my mind on top as I think of intros and Logos, as well as wallpapers. Suna was going to do the landscaping, which I was grateful for because I wasn't good with backgrounds. It would be my first time using a computer, though I knew I would still be doing rough sketches on paper. I imagined my logo as a cute little fox- my wallpaper would be a fox hidden in foliage, a butterfly on the forehead. My intro would be a fox frolicking in a field, dashing over the screen before pouncing, landing under my logo. Kuroo's logo would be a black cat eating a mackerel or some other kind of fish- his wallpaper would be a cat sitting and staring to the side, the moon and clouds as his background. His intro would be a cat strutting onto the screen, sitting under his logo and wrapping his tail around his paws before grooming himself. Kozu would be simple, his logo would be a juicy slice of apple pie with a scoop of ice cream on top. His wallpaper would be a whole apple pie, with a glossy apple to the side. Suna would be a sloth laying down- his wallpaper would be a sloth flying like superman with some kind of pun about being super lazy.

Those two were hard to think of an intro for, but I did have an idea for the main channels intro. The setting would be a forest with a picnic set up in a small clearing, a slice of pie sitting out. My fox would be frolicking around, Kuroo's cat dashing in as we tumble and play together. Suna's sloth would be hanging from above, slowly looking down and reaching a hand out. It'd end with the sloth reaching for the pie, the fox and cat charging from either side. Oh, maybe I could do a baking scene for Kozu's intro? An oven timer going off and someone pulling out a pie, putting it on a rack to cool. I could put the logo on top- but then what would Suna's be? Oh, maybe I could have him lying in a windowsill, lazing in the sun. Then he could get a call- he'd laze into a gaming chair before rolling over to his setup, his logo on top? We could do his room as a background maybe, that'd be really cool- "Shit." I groan softly, catching everyone's attention as they were looking through cameras and microphones for our setups. "What?" Arthur asks and I rub the back of my neck, closing my eyes. "I don't have anywhere to put this computer." I groan, making Arthur laugh as he realized what I meant.

My room was pretty empty- just a bed, dresser, closet, bathroom and two nightstands. While Kuroo, Kozu and Suna had desks and their own setups, my room was pretty full with all of my bed and stuff. I couldn't put it in the living room, there was no place to set it up and people would be doing their own thing there. I couldn't put it in their rooms either, even if they were bigger. "I would say set up in my house, but my last computer was ruined when my sister accidentally knocked apple juice on it. I'm not sure if I'm keen to have that happen again with our PCs." Suna mumbles, itching the back of his neck and making a sour face. "Rest in peace, precious computer. I wouldn't want my computer anywhere close to her ever again." Kozu mumbles, making Suna smile as he crosses his arms. "Oh, she's not allowed to bring food or drink into my room anymore. That computer was my baby, I had to get a junky laptop after that." Suna says, making me giggle as I think about Suna lecturing Hana. "Ah… I already have my laptop set up, I'm not sure it'll be easy getting it organized with a new computer…" Kozu says, scrunching up his nose- he didn't want to mess up his set up.

"My house is pretty big and empty, but… there's not room for three setups." Kuroo says, itching the back of his head though Arthur claps his hands, a big grin on his face. "Oh, but this is why you should have me as a manager! If you choose me, I'll buy a house for you guys to set up however you like! 4 bedrooms, including furniture and set ups of your choices, a game room with other things. A big living room, all the works that you could possibly need!" Arthur chimes excitedly though I slowly turn to him, putting my hand on his shoulder. "Arthur… I know what you're doing. You're trying to get me to agree so you have an excuse to buy me a mansion- you're going to make me sign the lease and agree to everything… That's why you're so excited about it." I say and Arthur gives me a guilty smile, his eyes sparkling. "Come on, think of it as me endorsing you, sponsoring you and acting as your manager. You guys have potential in the youtube industry, I know it!" Arthur chimes and I cross my arms, making my own sour face- it would be convenient and helpful, but then again I hated asking Arthur for things. Having him do this was big- even for me, this was a house/mansion and furniture.

"It would be really convenient, we wouldn't have to worry about people interrupting our recordings or messing with our setups." Suna says- he had his family and sister to think about. "I would be able to make my own full set up." Kozu says, his eyes twinkling with excitement and in a daze as if imagining it. "It could be a really cool hang out for us all." Kuroo says, seeming pretty excited himself- it was his opportunity to get out of his lonely house. For me it was big- I mean, I knew Arthur was going to have me on the title. It also meant that he was paying for everything that went into it- it was a big deal to me. But it would be very convenient for us all- I place with no interruptions or disturbances, just us five. I itch the back of my neck, dropping my gaze down as I think about it- it would be a second home for us all. We'd play games, record and stream- if Arthur was our manager he could edit videos as well. It was all handy and the boys wanted it, but it was a lot to ask. I sigh, crossing my arms and looking up at the ceiling. "This isn't coming from nowhere- you're using my favors to get it all set up." I grumble, Arthur pumping his fist excitedly and whooping- the boys were excited too.

Arthur got everything shipped back to his house- just while he was finding a good place and getting it set up. I went back to the hotel and started sketching out ideas on paper for our art. I was excited too- I would get to play with the boys, I could go to the house and one of them could be there any time of day. I would have a second home in a sense- the boys would need food, I could cook and leave snacks in the fridge for them. I could also bake pies for Kozu whenever he'd want it- he'd be really happy about that. It was all so exciting, especially since I knew they were excited and happy in their own ways. It was almost like we would be living together in a weird way, even though we had our own homes and life's. It would just be a place for us to come together and be happy- I was really happy to give them that. It relieved me even more that Kozu wasn't so stressed about tomorrow's game- I would be acting as their temporary manager after all. Kuroo had convinced Daichi into it and Daichi told the boys about it- he left coach Ukai out of it per my request, getting his own little kick out of giving the coach a hard time. I was really happy and excited- when had things changed so much?

"Little bean!" I squeal happily, Nen dashing into my arms with a big smile. "Mommy!" Nen says and I scoop him up, making him giggle in excitement. "Are you excited for the game? Today's the big day! Karasuno versus Nekoma!" I chime and Nen nods his head excitedly, pumping his fists. "Today Kuroo-san, Kozu-kun, Yama-kun and Hina-kun play together! It's gonna be so cool!" Nen says, making me smile as I nod my head. "Yupp! They're going against each other- mommy's gonna be on the court too!" I chime, Nen gasping in excitement as his eyes twinkle. "You're gonna be on the court? Coool! I wanna be on the court!" Nen says and I laugh, kissing his cheek lightly. "Sorry baby, mommy's on duty. I'm going to be their manager- I'll be giving them water, towels and helping them out!" I chime and Nen hums, crossing his arms. "Mommy's gonna be taking care of everyone?" Nen says and I hum, tilting my head in a so-so kind of way. "I'll be taking care of the Nekoma team." I say, Nen's lips forming an 'o' as his eyes widen. "You're taking care of Kuroo-san and Kozu-kun!" Nen says and I smile, nodding my head. "Yupp!" I chime and he gives me a big cheesy smile.

"Take really good care of them, mommy! Like a family, the mommy takes care of the daddy, and the baby is happy! I'll cheer a whole lot, so be sure to take extra good care of them!" Nen says and I can't help but laugh as I nod my head. "I'll do my best!" I chime, though Nen's eyebrows furrow as he hums. "Wait, if you, Kuroo-san and Kozu-kun are going to be on the court, then who's gonna take care of me?" Nen asks, though I can't laugh at his silly question. "I will." Someone says and I glance back, seeing Suna with Hana standing beside him. "Wahh! Taro-San, who's that?" Nen asks and I set Nen down, smiling at Hana. "Hey girlie! This is Taro-San's sister; introduce yourself, sweetie." I say and Nen walks over with a big smile on his face, offering out his hand. "I'm Nen Suzuki! Kimi-tan is my mommy! Let's be friends!" Nen chimes and Hana hesitantly takes his hand, letting him shake it. "I'm Hanako Suna- it's nice to meet you." Hana says shyly, making me smile- she must be anxious surrounded by so many people. "Come on, let's go find a place to sit before all the good spots get taken." I say, scooping Nen up as Suna does the same with Hana, walking towards the bleachers.

Kanori, Nen, Hana and Suna take front row seats in the stands- I make sure to get Nen settled in before the others arrive. "Is Kioshi late?" My mom asks, making me smile as I see her coming down the stairs with Akira. "Hey mom! I'm glad you could make it!" I say, dashing over and hugging her tight. "How could I miss this game? Akira and Keishin have only been talking about it forever!" My mom says, making me laugh as I guide them to sit with the others. "My dad had to make some last minute arrangements. He'll be joining us shortly." Kanori says as my mom sits down beside him, Akira sitting next to her. "Arthur had some last minute business too, he'll be here after he gets it worked out." I say, shrugging my shoulders- Nen and Hana were already in an in depth conversation about volleyball. "Must be a blue blood thing." My mom chimes and I snort, nodding my head. "When duty calls, I guess." I say, my mom smiling up at me as she looks me over. "No cheer outfit?" She asks and I offer her a sheepish smile as I point down at the court. "I'll actually be acting as a temporary manager for the Nekoma team, I'll be on the court." I say and she nods, giving me a big smile.

"I can just imagine the look on Keishin's face- oh, this is going to be fun." My mom giggles, making me giggle as well. "He has no idea. I can't wait to see the face he makes when he sees me on the enemies side of the court." I say as my mom and Akira both laugh. "It'll be golden!" Akira says, his lips curled into a big grin. "I am here! Jeez, that took forever." Arthur pants as he jogs down the stairs, a bag in his hand. "Hey, you made it." I say, Arthur giving Suna the bag before taking a seat next to Akira. "Yeah, family business. You know." Arthur grumbles and I pat his shoulder, offering him a smile. A buzzer goes off and I glance down- it was about time for them to start. "I better start heading to find the boys." I say, stuffing my hands in my pockets and heading to leave. "Hey! Suna, go with her so you can take her stuff before she goes onto the court. Don't worry, we'll watch the kids." Arthur chimes, a big grin on his face as I look at him suspiciously. "Come on, it's just Suna." Arthur says, rolling his eyes as his lips twitch. "Uh huh…" I say, Suna standing up and turning to Hana. "Be good little Squirt, I'll be back. Stay with Arthur." Suna says, pointing to him as he waves, Hana nodding.

We walk out to the player area before Suna takes my hand, tugging me into a room. "H-Hey!" I say, Suna closing the door behind us and pinning me to the wall. "Just for a minute, I promise." Suna says, leaning down and capturing my lips in a kiss. I feel my cheeks burn as I kiss him back, closing my eyes. He grabs the back of my thighs, lifting my legs up and hooking them on his hips. I gasp as I wrap my arms around his neck, his tongue diving into my mouth. I let out a soft moan, tilting my head and deepening the kiss as I wrapped my legs around his hips. He was so hot, his cock stiffening between my legs as he pressed me into the wall. "Rin…" I whimper against his lips, eliciting a groan from him as he bit my tongue. A shudder tore through me at the feeling of his teeth on my tongue, sliding my fingers into his hair as I whimper more. My core began to drip heat as he ground himself into me, eliciting small moans from me that he greedily swallowed. He dominated my tongue with his own, his hands sliding down and groping my ass, pulling me into his grinding. "Rin! This isn't going to be just a minute!" I whine, making Suna chuckle throatily as he dropped his lips down to my neck.

"We're not going to do anything." Suna says, confusing me as he began kissing and licking my neck. "We're not?" I ask, one of his hands sliding down to the button of my torn blue jeans and opening them up. "Mhm. We're not going to do anything." Suna says, confusing me even more as he slid his hand into my pants. "But- why?" I ask, moaning as he slides his finger over my wet panties, groaning softly. "You'll see." Suna says, pulling his hands out of my pants and confusing me- even more. "I don't understand-" I say, though he slides his fingers under my pants and panties. I moan as he drags his fingers between my lips, his lips capturing mine again as he strokes me. I shiver, nipping his bottom lip and making him groan as he slid a finger in. I moan sweetly, his finger pumping deep inside of me. "Rin-" I whimper against his lips, though he began pumping his finger faster. "So hot, wet and tight… so tempting to say screw it all and fuck you right here, right now." Suna groans against my lips as I pant desperately, pleasure pulsing between my legs. Suna pulled his finger out and I whined, tugging on his hair and making him groan. He kissed me, circling his wet finger over my aching bud.

Was he teasing me? Was this all a tease to get me hot and bothered? It was working, my core was aching for him. I grind my hips against his hand, whimpering helplessly as he chuckles. He slid his hand back down, though I felt something place against my core. I furrow my eyebrows- what was that? Suna pushes the thing inside of me and I shudder, though he slides his tongue into my mouth. I gasp as he pushes the thing deeper inside of me using his finger- it was like a big plastic bead. He finally pulled his fingers out of me, pulling away from the kiss with a subtle grin on his face. "There, we're done." He says, licking his wet fingers clean and making me shudder. Fuck, that was hot- "What is that?" I ask shyly, glancing down- there was no sign of whatever he had put in me. "You'll see. Just leave it there." Suna says, his eyes twinkling with mischief as I feel my cheeks burning. "Y-You mean- like, leave it during the game?" I ask shyly and he chuckles, nodding his head as I feel my whole face burn. "Yupp, just leave it there." Suna says, grinding himself into me as I make a shy noise. "Um, okay…" I say shyly, fixing my clothes before we leave the room and split up.

"What's up, Kitten?" Kuroo asks as I walk onto the court, though I already know my face is bright red. "I uh- I don't know if I can say." I admit and he raises an eyebrow at me, offering me his jacket. "Will you still be able to keep up?" Kuroo asks and I nod my head, putting on his jacket- it was big and warm, hanging midthigh on me. Once again I'm reminded how big Kuroo is compared to me- yet my mind flashes to him over me with a sultry grin, making me feel hot. "Yeah, I should be fine." I say, dropping my gaze and pulling his jacket tight around me, taking a deep breath of his familiar fruity smell. "Is something wrong, Pudding?" Kozu asks and I shake my head, offering him a smile. "I'm fine- good luck out there! Play a good game, okay?" I chime and the two boys nod, offering me a smile before they start warming up. I took my place on the bench with the water bottles and towels, bowing my head to Nekomata as he was sitting at the end of the court with his signature grin. He bows his head back to me, his grin spreading as I turn back to the boys- I was doing a good job hiding it, I think. My red cheeks could be dismissed as stage fright, right? No one knew I was really fucking horny.

Okay, one person knew I was really fucking horny- and he was evil. I mean- I was completely caught off guard when it happened. I was watching the game, caught up in the momentum and admiring everyone's plays. It was hard not to be horny seeing Kuroo and Kozu playing so well too, seeing them sweat and move so fluidly. The whole time I was imagining them in private, licking up all that sweat and having their muscles flex as they pump into me- I could still feel that thing inside me, poised deep inside. It was hard to ignore- it felt awkward, just hanging limp inside me- though after a while I couldn't even feel it anymore. I knew it was still there, I just adjusted to the feeling inside of me. Kuroo had been on and off of the court, glancing at me here and there and offering me a subtle grin. Kozu was fully focused on the game- they won the first set thanks to his plan. They were deep into the second set when it started- it made me jump, my whole body burning as I felt the thing suddenly shake inside of me. I held back a cry of surprise, my eyes widening as I gasped. I glanced up in the bleachers, seeing Suna leaning forward with his eyes trained on me, a subtle grin on his face.

His elbows were on his knees, hands in his jacket- his grin spread even more when he saw I was looking. Oh, he was so evil- I turned back to the game, my legs bouncing in hopes to help with the feeling. I somehow managed to keep a straight face, biting my tongue as I tucked myself into Kuroo's jacket. Kuroo came over and I offered him his water bottle which he gladly took. He took a big swig and I watched as his Adam's apple bob, dropping my gaze. I let out a soft hiss as the thing trembled faster inside me, my cheeks burning as my whole body shook. "Hey, are you alright Kitten?" Kuroo asks, kneeling down in front of me as I squeeze my eyes shut- shit, that felt good. "I-I'm fine." I squeak, my voice cracking as I feel Kuroo staring at me. "Uh, are you sure?" Kuroo asks and I lift my hand to cover my mouth as I nod my head. "What is it?" Kuroo asks and I let out a small whimper, taking a deep shuddering breath. "Wait, are you…" Kuroo asks and I peek at him, unable to hide the potent heat and pleasure in my gaze. "Oh, there's something…" Kuroo says, his voice low and rough as he glances down to my lap. He looks up in the stands and I take deep breaths, trying to regain my composure.

"Arthur planned this." Kuroo chuckles softly as my legs tremble, my face burning hot. "Fuck- should've known it was Arthur. I'm going to kill him." I hiss, my voice weak and trembling as I run my hand through my hair. "Hey, who's that next to Kioshi?" Kuroo says and I glance up in the stands, looking next to Kioshi- "What the absolute ever loving fuck are they doing here?" I squeak, my eyes widening as I'm in complete shock- my grandparents were watching the game, dressed to the 9s. "You know them?" Kuroo says and I drop my gaze down, taking panicked breaths- shit, shit, shit! "God fucking- Arthur, you evil son of a bitch. Yeah, I fucking know them. Get back to your game before they notice." I say, Kuroo slowly nodding his head as I took a deep breath. I sit up straight, somehow getting my shit together and stopping my shaking. Kuroo sets his water bottle down, heading back to the others as I close my eyes. Okay, I was going to murder Arthur- A, for not telling my grands would be here. B- for putting Suna up to whatever this thing inside me was. Arthur was fucking- god, I wanted to strangle him, but it was also so thrilling that I was literally forced to keep a straight face.

I took slow, steady deep breaths as I tried focusing on the game and not the thing that was literally turning my insides into a gooey pleasure mess. I was fucking aroused to all hell, but God forbid that I do anything on live television or in front of the last two people in the world I'd want to see. Fuck if it wasn't thrilling- it was the ultimate challenge, the knowledge of the challenge only made it that much harder. I doubted anyone but Arthur, Kanori and Kioshi recognized them up there. Kuroo must've not been able to get a good look at Akemi, seeing as he didn't recognize her from the party. Fuck- Nen was up there too, had they met? I couldn't do anything while my baby was watching me, I had to keep my head up. I took another deep breath, closing my eyes and slowly, carefully blowing it out. I let the dead calm come over me- I was still aroused, it still felt good, but at least now I could handle this. I sit up straight and pull my shoulders back, raising my head with pride. I open my eyes, more focused now- I notice a few of the boys shiver, glancing over at me. I don't blame them, I knew my serious presence had that effect. However the situation called for desperate measures.

I drape my leg over the other, putting my hands delicately in my lap and watching every move the boys made, hyper aware of their game now. Soon we were in the third set- it was going quick. I was struggling, I wouldn't lie- the thing was vibrating like crazy inside of me. My core felt like a throbbing molten hot mess- my head was in the clouds and my body was pulsing with bliss. With the help of the dead calm I managed to move through the motions and do my jobs as a temporary manager, but I was going crazy. It was so hard not to crumble to the ground and turn into a writhing, screaming mess of bliss; for fucks sake, I had been going for a solid minute now. My lips were pressed into a thin line, my gaze hooded and my fingers numb. The ball slipped off of Kozu's fingers, falling to the ground- Karasuno had won. Euphoria washed over me- I was sad that Nekoma had lost, of course. Karasuno won though- the battle was hard fought, barely won. If the ball hadn't been coated in sweat I was sure that they would have kept going. I felt numb- I couldn't fucking move, just staring into space and trying desperately not to give a clue about my current predicament.

Kuroo came over to me, scooping me up into a tight hug- I wrap my arms around him, clinging desperately to him. I let out the tiniest heated moans, trembling in his arms as I squeezed my eyes shut. "K-Kuroo, I-I c-can't take it…" I choke out, though he scoops me up into his arms and starts walking. I bury my head deep into his sweaty chest, digging my nails into his back as I choke back my moans. I press my legs tight together, panting desperately for air as he carries me out of the stadium. My head is spinning, my body hot and weak- I was trembling so much. Kuroo stepped into a room, shutting the door behind us- the thing finally stopped trembling and I took a deep breath. The air felt cold and crisp in my lungs, a breath of fresh air after that torture. I let out a long heated moan into Kuroo's chest as I turned to goo- I actually fucking did it, I made it through that without losing control. Kuroo chuckles, sitting me down on the ground- I fall onto my back, covering my face and trying to catch my breath. "Hang on Kitten, let me get that thing out of you." Kuroo says, his fingers making quick work of opening up my jeans. His fingers hook on the belt loops of my jeans, tugging them down.

I shudder as the cool air chills the wet heat between my legs, Kuroo letting out a low groan. "What a beautiful sight to see… you're an absolute mess, Kitten." Kuroo chuckles as I hear him shifting around- I'm too weak to respond. His hot hands cup the back of my thighs, lifting them up and pressing them into my chest. A layer of goosebumps break out over my skin, my heart pounding in my chest at the feeling of his touch. I choke when I feel his tongue drag over my blistering heat, forcing my eyes open and looking down at him. He pulls back, a string caught in his teeth- I feel the thing inside me being tugged out. I clap a hand over my mouth, muffling my desperate moans as I feel my core throbbing erratically. The little plastic bead pops out, dangling from a string Kuroo's teeth are holding as he grins. "Who knew that our little Kitten likes toys?" Kuroo chimes, taking the string from his mouth and lifting the bead to his mouth. He sticks his tongue out, licking the glistening bead and letting out a low groan. "As sweet as ever." Kuroo says, his molten gaze devouring me alive as I stare right back- fuck, that was hot. He dropped the bead to the side, settling between my legs.

"K-Kuroo, what-" I squeak, though he grabs his shorts and pushes them down, revealing his big hard cock. "I can't let such a treat go to waste." Kuroo purrs, crawling over me as I feel my heart going wild. "I-I- can't!" I squeak, though Kuroo captures my lips in a kiss- he was still sweaty from the game earlier. He cages me under him, my legs pinned between us as he perches one of his elbows beside my head, his other hand sliding down and stroking my ass. His cock is placed at my entrance and I shudder, whimpering helplessly as he drags it between my slick lips. He was hot and hard- I mean, he was really hot and really hard. It felt like a molten iron rod was rubbing against my core- but then again, I was really fucking hot and wet too. I mean, I had been ravaged by bliss for a solid minute- all that vibrating between my legs had made me a molten hot gooey mess. Kuroo's tongue slid into my mouth, tilting his head and deepening the kiss as he positioned his cock at my entrance. I can't breath as he presses into me, entering my throbbing core teasingly slow- I feel every inch of his big hot cock stretching me, filling me up. He lets out a low groan, gripping my ass as he shudders.

"Fuuuck…" he breathes, my body feeling like it was on fire as my head falls back. My mouth opens in a silent scream, my vision blurring as I feel the overwhelming bliss ravage me again. Kuroo groans louder, lower as he presses all the way into me- fuck, he reached so deep, stretched me so much. He pants heavily as he moves his hips in slow, steady circles- I wrap my arms around his torso, digging my nails into his back and desperately clawing at him. I wail in bliss, his head falling into the nook of my neck as he let out low groans that made my core tremble. "Fuck, fuck- fucking- holy- fuck-" Kuroo breaths into me neck, digging his nails into my ass as I whimper desperately. "Oh fuck, Kitten…" Kuroo groans as he shudders, kissing my neck softly as I let my head loll to the side. It was too much for me- I go limp, my head in a daze as my body floated on cloud nine. "Fuck, Daddy~ fill your pussy with cum~" I moan sweetly in his ear, a full body shudder tearing through him as he sucks in a sharp breath. "Holy fucking shit…" Kuroo breaths into my neck- I swear the room caught on fire, it got so hot so fast. Kuroo sat up, pulling my legs closed and wrapping his arm around them.

His hand grabbed onto my neck as his molten gold gaze pierced through me, looking like a starved beast ready to devour me alive. He started pounding into me- I do mean pounding, my body jolted with every harsh thrust he made into me. "Kitten… oh Kitten… those words, Kitten, I can't deny you." Kuroo groans- I try to scream, but my voice is completely strangled by his hand. I try anyway, because the bliss and slapping of our skin together is sending me absolutely flying. "Kitten, Kitten…" Kuroo pants, his head falling back as he starts letting out soft moans that make me tingle all over. "Oh, fuck yes, fuck yes- cum on this cock, milk this fucking cock, Kitten- earn this cum from daddy. Take this beating and I'll let you have it all." Kuroo breaths, leaning forward and slamming into me with all the force in his hips. I gurgle, whimpering desperately as my whole body feels like it's tilted off its axis, torn apart by potent bliss. "Cum on my cock, cum on my cock- fuck yes, fuck yes-" Kuroo groans, closing his eyes and tightening his grip around my legs. "Cumming, I'm cumming- take my cum in your pretty little pussy- my pussy-" Kuroo breaths, his body shuddering as he slams into me once more.

He groans as he presses fully into me, spraying his seed deep inside of me, making me shiver and tingle all over. I let my eyes fall closed as I cling to him, biting my bottom lip. He lets out a shuddering breath, panting for air as he lets go of my throat. I suck in air, gasping desperately as I let out small weak moans. "You okay, Kitten?" Kuroo asks and I just pant, unable to say or even move anything in my body. "Too much, huh? Couldn't handle all of me?" Kuroo chuckles, leaning down and kissing my cheek and neck. "It's okay, you just wait here and I'll be back." Kuroo says, pulling out of me and fixing our clothes before he steps out of the room. I couldn't move, my whole body feeling like mush- no, it was jello. I finally catch my breath, prying my eyes open and staring at the ceiling. I was exhausted- completely and utterly exhausted. The door opened and Kuroo slid back in- he was now wearing a black shirt and his school sweats, having wiped off all of his sweat. He kneels down in front of me, smiling as he pulls me to sit up. He prys my jacket off, pulling it on before scooping me into his lap. "Come on, little spider monkey." Kuroo chimes, pulling me to lay against his torso and picking me up.