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MURAKAMI MENTION

Murakami Junnasuke (sitting) watching the news on the TV, his phone ringing, ringing, he picks up says hello, the other side says yes this is the police. At the hospital 9 years old Takashi was lying down unconsciously on the bed of the ICU room. Junnasuke and misses Michalina her mother, they cry a lot seeing Takashi in this situation. The doctor comes towards Takashi parent and looks at Takashi then she says, in her body, there were many shivers scars which might not heal, she seems to encounter many cruel things at this age but the hard part is that we are don't know how her mental situation, to be honest, there may be harder times to come. the doctor pats her shoulder and says misses Murakami please be prepared we have yet to see. After two months. Takashi was brought back home she was welcomed by her father Junnasuke, her mother Michalina, her babysitter Setshu and by all the servant of Murakami mention. one morning Michalina open her eyes turn to look for Takashi she wasn't there, they looked everywhere but Takashi was nowhere to be found, in the evening the guards found Takashi sitting at the park all alone. her mother came and sit next to her then asked so why is Takashi sitting here alone? Takashi answers I don't know. Michalina hugs Takashi says next time you go anywhere please tell mama.

she kept hurting herself just so she can know how pain works but she had nothing for the answer she is looking for. sometimes I think death might have been much better for her more than being alive however as a mother I want her to overcome her faith. I don't know what happens in those 4 years that she has become this way. Michalina kept crying hugging her daughter.

no one knows what happened to Takashi in those years not even her parents and the police couldn't let Takashi speak a word about what happen to her however it was seen that she has lost something which wasn't replaceable. though Takashi was with all of us She always looked lonely, my heart breaks whenever I see her this way. she can't even tell she was in pain nor cry.

Takashi recovered physically but she was still scientifically not normal after many years of tests she declared she has no sentiments or emotion, regarding that people despite her and calls her monster, used to get billed. yet Setshu was very fond of Takashi.

HOME

After 16 years. spring season May 19

Haneda airport, Tokyo, Japan. The weather was gloomy, Murakami Takashi walking out. Takashi reaches the vehicle, James greets welcome back miss. James kept the luggage in the car. James says let me drive James answers yes miss, Takashi gets inside the cars driving seat, James sits at the passenger seat. The car keeps going with the gloomy weather, At the moment everything Takashi sees makes her thoughts more complex. Even though she keeps on glimpsing People around her making all kinds of expressions. However, Takashi merely knows how those expressions were made. Takashi reaches their distinction, car stop ' Murakami apartment building' got off the car stand she say James no need to come up Takashi take the luggage and say thank you, James, James smile bow answer have a great day miss, Takashi walks inside the building. Reach her apartment type, type then open her apartment door. walk inside, close the door. Ane. Murakami setshu came running towards Takashi hug Takashi say I am home. Setshu cries out loud she replies welcome home ane. A few moments later.

Takashi and setshu sitting on the couch setshu kept holding on to Takashi's arm, setshu asks Takashi say ane, why didn't ane call me all those years? Do ane not even miss me once? Takashi answers sorry. setshu say ane is so cold. Do you ever imagine how have I endured being without you, however, ane ultimately ignored me for three years Takashi kept listening without explaining anything? yet I can't let go ane now that she finally came but setshu is very angry with Takashi then Setshu almost brushes into tears Takashi suddenly holds setshu in her arms. Setshu says to her Ane starting today please promise to me that ane won't live setshu like this again, promise me? Takashi answer okay. setshu stares at Takashi she started acting cute and says I will only forgive Takashi if she kisses me setshu is excited but pretend to be annoyed Takashi kiss setshu on her forehead. Setshu's cuteness wasn't overloaded but Takashi didn't even know she was happy, Takashi asks can I get fresh? Setshu smile and answer okay, I will make us dinner " Takashi walks inside her room with the staff (inside the room) look around her, the room was the same as she left, nothing changed (That black bed sheets, photo frame with all of her family, dark room as always) take out her clothes keep inside the locker. Take off her clothes walk into the shower. waterfalling, overall the room water dripping sound took the place of silence. Something usual. That room has always been miserable, always dark and empty. In the kitchen setshu cooking, making all kinds of Japanese food.

She will be happy, it has been quite long ane last eaten my cooking(smile) (Done cooking)

Look at the living room didn't see Takashi takes off the apron keep, walk towards Takashi room call her Ane..ane, trying to knock on the door, Takashi opens the door setshu surprises Takashi answer yes. Setshu asks her ahhh.. ane are you done? Takashi and setshu sitting facing each other, setshu pick the chopstick joined hands say let's dig in Takashi looks at setshu she was bright, cheerful, unlike her, Takashi joined hands say Thank you for the food, and start eating eat nom². Setshu while eating peek at Takashi if she gives any reaction. But Takashi was completely just having dinner.

As expected, ane sure is absent-minded when it comes to feeling ( nom²) no matter how many times I do some to make them happy, it always ended up useless to her.

Imagining at the park back when setshu was in elementary school. setshu always gets good grades, at those time, Takashi was like her mother more than a sister, setshu usually like Takashi. Even though Takashi was weird for setshu Takashi was the only person she can complain to, cry and get angry with. At night Takashi sleeping in her room, hear a knock².

AFTER 11 YEARS:

Takashi says the door is unlocked Setshu opens the door and she keeps on standing next to the door wearing her nightdress and hugging her teddy bear tightly look at Takashi she was sitting on her computer chair focus on looking at something Setshu squeeze her teddy hesitate says Ane... I was thinking..i.

What if Ane hates it, well I am already 17 but still, I can't help seems mother died I have all been sleeping with Ane also Ane usually has nightmares, or I should say she doesn't sleep much it happens every night. but because of her military training, I don't know if it has changed however I think I should just go back.

Setshu says it's nothing Ane Takashi off the computer stand up say Setshu come and sleep it's getting late, setshu blush happily smile and say yes. They sleep together on the same bed Setshu turns toward Takashi looks at her asks Ane I want to hug you? Takashi answers okay. Setshu get close to her and hug, squeeze Takashi

How long has it been that I last feel so comfortable, Ane small is so relaxing and warm as always Ane please always stay with me like this!

Setshu falls asleep like a peaceful baby. A few hours later Setshu move her hand looking for Takashi she can't touch her so she opens her eyes Takashi wasn't there, she looks at the time it was past 1 am lay back downs speak to herself so Takashi still hasn't changed wonder why is Ane always like this.