1 Chapter 1

Dad You can't do that, you have to stop controlling me like am some kind of toy to you, . All you ever talk about is how you want my life to be what happens to how I want It to be. It my life not yours and am not going to that school .

Oh Nadia! You don't have a choice, I have paid your tuition fee already and have choose the course you would be studying. Get ready for school next month.

You can't do that how can you even choose what I would be studying did you even care to ask what I want! That not fair papa. I broke into tears as I ran upstairs to my room and cry myself to sleep .

Waking up it was already 7pm, I scroll through my phone with blurry eyes as I click on my audioMack and played one of my favorite song {Demons by Alec Benjamin} putting it on high volume I went to the bathroom took my clothes off and turn on the shower, I took one of my favorite shampoo with lemon scent, I washed my hair clean and wash my body as what happened earlier rushes back to me tears begin to rush down slowly. Maybe I should just leave this house I cried. oh that not happening honey, I scream as I turn off the shower. Mom! What is wrong with you am no more twelve you know you should knock when coming in especially when am in the bathroom. Oh really is there anything I haven't seen she said laughing, I laugh to, oh mom where have you been I miss you . I know I will be waiting for you downstairs hurry and come down you must be hungry then we can talk about what bothering you my potatoes. Ok mummy I said chuckling,see you down. Okay bye. Bye I said smiling. Bye, mama stop using this opportunity to stay longer go away let me get ready. Ok bye for good she said closing the door. I smile as I hear the sound of her feet hitting the wooden stairs. I quickly finish up, jump on my favorite black hoodie and black leggings. Dry my hair and pack it into a ponytail smiling at myself in the mirror I went down stairs going down I can perceive the sweet smell of chicken source. Umm mama Miya what do we have here. Sit honey let me dish your food.

After eating for the third time I finally give up eating, mom my stomach I can't take it any more it hurts. That what happen when you eat to much now come here and tell me what bothering you she said dragging me to the sitting room. After sitting quietly for 5 minutes I finally open my mouth to say something. Mom what happens to what I want I said tears pouring out. Oh honey come here, mom what happen to me going to med-school and helping all the beautiful mothers out there and watching all the little born baby's and how I will steal photos of them and tickle their tiny feet and kiss them all over their face and all the other things we have talk about. Why is everything changing suddenly. Dad said I can't go to med-school, he had gain admission to a university for me and he even choose the course I would be studying mama I won't go there I don't care what his going to do I said crying hard. Shhh honey it ok, you know not everything we want fall into places sometimes fate does what he wants and maybe this is your fate. No mama this is not fate this is dad trying to control my life and do what he thinks is best for me. But what if what he thinks is best for you is actually best for you Nadia. Am not supporting your dad what he did was bad and I know how you feel it not easy to throw away your dreams like that but you have to be strong for me , you prove to him your not weak and that you can actually do this ok! Just give it try who knows maybe you will like it out there and then probably and hopefully you will get friends there or even a boyfriend* mom stop that! am not ready to get one, but honey remember you won't stay young forever and you need to give me grandchildren ok. Whatever! you said what she said grabbing me by my hand and tickling me all over my body. Mom stop am sorry please stop. No until you promise to give me grandchildren early. Okay! okay! I promise to get a boyfriend get married and give you grandchildren early now let me go mom am going to pee on my body. Good girl now go to your roam and don't even think of watching Netflix today has been a rough day for you. You need rest. Ai ai captain I said as I walk upstairs good night mom i yelled as I reach my bedroom door. Going inside my room I flip through my phone scroll to see if I will get something nice on my web-novel I decided to read MR.CEO until I fall asleep.