1 Prolouge
"You ignorant and useless omega. How could I have a son like you! You disgrace!. Not only are you an omega but you also got pregnant!?"
"But mother someone set me up, for them to **** me!"
On the floor was a handsome male.
His eyes were ocean blue with a tint of green. Of fresh dew glinting in the sunlight off a leaf of green emerald. His lips were pale and thin and his nose slender and rounded.
A prominent jaw curved gracefully around and the strength of his neck showed in the twining cords of muscle that shaped his entire body; strong arms, bold thighs and calves, a firm chest and abdomen. All of these feature that looked like an alpha, but wasn't.
Oh how he wished he was one
All the heart ache
Pain
Sadness
Grief this gender brought him.
His family shunned him, never revealing to the world that they had an omega son.
He sobbed into his chest unceasingly, hands clutching at his jacket. silently, the pearl-shaped tears rolling down his cheeks from wide luminous eyes
He refused to look away, even as his lips trembled and his shoulders heaved with emotion, unwilling to back down.
His dark lashes brimmed heavy with tears; his hands clenched into shaking fists, in a desperate battle against the grief.
A lone tear traced down his cheek.
He wept, tears streaming from his deep blue eyes, loud, heaving sobs tearing from his throat, and still he did not look away.
Not until the sobs drove him to his knees did his determined gaze fall
"Get out! You're no longer my son. I shall cease your last name off the register. Leave, I never want to see you're face here again. Abort that child for all I care."
The vial women spat out, spit flying out of her lips smudged with copious amounts of lipstick. She threw a measly $500 for her son who in due time was going to have a newborn child.
His dark blue eyes looked as if an ocean had been encased inside of small glass marbles. "Please don't do this.." he said.
Then the smooth spheres appeared to be cracked; the ocean had started to leak, little water droplets streamed down his rosy cheeks.
"Guards throw this filthy animal out!"
The now broken male allowed them to drag him away, now only filled with hopelessness.
The guards threw him out and gave him a suitcase of his belongings which weren't much.
The male just sat on the floor, his eyes dull. He stared down at his stomach where a small bump could be seen.
He stroked his stomach lovingly.
"I won't let anyone hurt you my sweet child."
He got up from the ground dusting his jeans and grabbed his suitcase. What he needed to do first was to find a well paying job since when he was in the later stages if pregnancy he wouldn't be able to work.
He majored in buisness at the university he was attending and aced nearly all the tests.
He was going to create a buisness so he would still be able to care for his unborn child.
It wasn't going to be easy but it was all for his child, so they wouldn't have to suffer like he did.
The sound of wheels against the rough cobblestone driveway could he heard until the male got further away.
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"Come on! One more big push! I can already see the child's head."
"Nn-ugh!"
With each contraction came a pain that dominated Li's entire being. In those moments, for those seconds that stretched into infinity, there was nothing else. He could hear screaming from other rooms, yet he made no sound at all. W
hen the pain passed it was only for a minute or so and she breathed with closed eyes, unwilling to re-engage with life outside of his own body. The room might as well have been empty for all the awareness he had, and when they did talk, touch, gain his attention he found it so hard.
To reply he had to find himself from the deepest recess of his own mind and drag himself forward, to use his voice, open his eyes. With a guttural grunt he did so and was told to stop, one more was enough. He felt the baby crowning, the hot stretching of flesh and held his breath. Without any further effort the baby slid into the hands of the midwife. There was elation, a boy at last, and in seconds he was there, nascent eyes opening, mouth rooting for milk.
After, when her child was born, it was as if only sunshine existed the world, as if all the earth was ushered into harmony. He looked into those new eyes, a new consciousness, perfect and reaching out for his love. In that instant he knew he would do anything to protect his child, that his love was as vast as the universe yet solid as rock. He was a mother and would always be.
Through his exhaustion he smiles, he takes in the baby that is being brought to like on his bare skin. In that moment he begins to cry the sweetest tears he's ever known, all the pain of moments before melting away.
Tiny fingers curl around his pinky. Li watch the newborn peer through brand new eyes at what must be such a strange world after life in the womb. His legs kick in a tiny jagged motion, looking for that resistance they are used to he guessed, but finding nothing but air. He turns to face his mother.
"Your name sweetheart shall be Jie. Meaning a prominent and successful"For person."
The child giggled happily in response.
A smile on the child's face.
His newborn baby smile was as sweet as a summer strawberry and filled him with a sunshine he never knew existed in the world.
"For you I would do anything."
Li gently placed his forehead against his son a gentle smile on his face.
"My sweet little Jie Jian."
The newborn baby fell asleep oblivious to what his mother said and the world around him.
Li pulled the blanket up kissing the baby smooth forehead. He fell asleep cuddling the child due to his exhaustion.
