230 [Bonus chapter] DEVASTATED

"I'll go find, Xueyan."

"No!" Rongbo shook his head. "Not like this, you don't want her to see you in your worst state, do you?"

Zhaolin shook his head to the north and south. He stifled in. "Dad..." Zhaolin's voice broke.

"Yes, tell me."

"Dad..." It broke again. He wiped a tear off his face. "I'm scared..."

Rongbo immediately understood what he was saying.

"I'm scared to face Xueyan... I'm so scared... What if... What if she decides not to forgive me? What if she let's her family decide for her? What if she pushes me far away from her... From our child... My little baby girl had lived without a father... She was suffering while I was having the best part of my life. Being happy with Zhihao, not caring about any other thing... I'm wondering what was she doing then? How was she eating? Dad?" Zhaolin raised his eyes to meet the man's. "Have you seen her?" Zhaolin's lips quivered.

"Who?" Rongbo inquired.