The Answers .
_ YOU and AUDRA was never real . you had no bound with him . He was the last of his kind , but he was also stronger then most of the other creatures , so he wanted to keep his kind alive . he could actually be with any other girl he wanted or even find his mate from the other creatures or human and I was willing go help him find her . But when he heard about you and your abilities at that time , HE WANTED YOU , even though he knew you were my mate and I was your flame mate , a bond that can't be broken , he still wanted to take you from me and have you and give him a baby full of powers and even stronger than both of you .....so he started to get out with us or come to our house in every time or chance he could just to meet you and convince you that you are meant to be His and with him Not mine , and if course he used some of his abilities with you . at that time you didn't have trust on feelings or faith in love so it was easy to convince you with anything related to that , and that's what he used on you , your weak faith in feelings and love made you believe his words that your feelings for me wasn't real and that it was built only on what I told you about being my mate and that it was only a one_sided love from me of course . and here where you wanted a break from US so you could figure it out and I gave you that break thinking it would help you for real , not knowing Audra's real intentions I found out that he was taking out everyday when you were meant to have a break and he was convincing you with his thoughts until you fell totally under his words and believed everything he told you then you broke up with me and I suffered a lot from that ....Then I heard about you too getting married and I felt so disappointed on both on you and couldn't stand what you were both about to do and all of the other creatures and species didn't want that marriage especially you kind of souls , that was a crime you were about to do . because no body should have left their real mate and marry one of the forbidden creatures . and that's when they all turned against you relationship with him and even your marriage . your Brother Adam and your Grandmother tried to protect and help you from what was going to happen and I trued to warn you several times before but of course you didn't listen when you was under Audra's control . ...But to Admit Audra was so smart and quick . He took you to the NONE WORLD that no one can visit but his kind and you have become a part of his world , and then you got married without any interruptions .
after that with 4 years you came with him and you was pregnant . The Souls were mad at you and my kind and other creatures were too . then the fairies warned us about Audra's plans with his child and told us about you dying for sure if the child comes alive . and there of course we all had to stand together and help you go back to you senses , but of course you were so stubborn and believed only what your beloved husband wanted you to . so we tried to warn Audra at least he might care about your existence but ....
He then laughed and then continued :
_ do you know what he said ?? he told us that all what matters to him is His child existence even if that means you'll have to turn to thin air and disappear . There I couldn't stand him anymore , after everything we had together he dared to do this to us ....
then i cut him off confused :
_ wait ! So YOU and AUDRA were friends before ??!!
He then nodded disappointment on his face :
_ He was all I had and I was all he had before he got blind by his strong need and hunger for power .
I shook my head and asked again curious :
_ But you said the fairies told you I was gonna die if I have the baby .....but ....what I don't understand is , how can I die and I was already a soul .
he then shook his head in denial and said :
_ what they meant by dying is disappearing from this world forever , you won't exist or comeback at all .