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The Blank Soul

Traveling the worlds, one after another. You'd go crazy wouldn't you? However, one youth found a way... Instead of being a dead soul saved to go about completing missions, they were 'created' to partake in these missions. Given a special system different from the rest. The youth chose to lock all personality's from roles away, remaining in a 'childish' state while pondering his future. His orb had asked once why he chose to do this, his answer was simple. "Those personality's are not me...I don't know who I am, so I don't need them..."

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When Qi Ah had woken up the next morning, he was once more alone. Feeling slightly depressed, Qi Ah sat up his gaze lowering as he felt a bit strange. His eyes was slightly watering up for unknown reasons while he struggled to adjust his mood. He really didn't understand what it was he was feeling. Having spent so many lifetimes with bland emotions that did not belong to himself. It was very odd to finally feel something for the first time for 'real'.

Though Qi Ah had to pretend during plot scenes, the rest of this 'life' was his own. He didn't act according to any script, nor did he have any implanted 'emotions' to mimic. Thus, he really didn't know what he was feeling at this moment. Sad? Happy? Lonely? He really couldn't understand it! The only thing he was sure about however, was he wasn't feeling pain anymore. That meant that Weizhi had returned! That he had to of been real the night before!

Qi Ah wasn't given to much time to ponder on how Weizhi would of returned, and where he'd gone to. A soft call from Ah-Ning brought Qi Ah's thoughts back as he quickly adjusted his expression, though he didn't need to pretend around the servants to much, he still didn't want to seem so...weirdly emotional? Thus he dabbed his eyes quickly with the sleeves on his night robe before calling Ah-Ning in.

The servant entered the room with a swift movement before bringing over some food. Having figured his Young lord had been very out of it the night before, he was sure to make a healthy soup that would help promote ones health. He also had a side of some pain medications, since the youth was having a bout of the poison again.

Qi Ah kept himself as calm as possible, "Ah-Ning, Weizhi came back! Where did he go? He was here last night." the youth stated trying not to seem so reliant on the man who had left. Though the expectant expression caused Ah-Ning to frown. "I did not see him Young Master. There was only you last night, no on else." he stated, his tone soft as he tried to reason with the little one.

Maybe he had finally lost his mind to the pain ah? Clearly only Qi Ah was here? there was no Weizhi. Though it would be nice for him to return, Ah-Ning was more worried on how dependent Qi Ah was becoming of that stranger. Maybe he should bring this matter up to His Majesty the Emperor? Clearly Weizhi was becoming an issue.

Qi Ah was left unable to say anything. He knew Weizhi had returned because he no longer suffered from the pain! However, it was clear that Weizhi was not here now...so where did he go? With his mood lowering again, Qi Ah felt himself left in a daze as he tried to figure out what was going on. He hadn't even thought to ask his system, who had grown rather quiet and distant! Often wandering around and enjoying itself without much thought to Qi Ah. Why? Weizhi had rendered the system useless! So it was on strike!