72

Marie

The light from the windows hit my eyes causing me to wake up. I almost forgot I was back home and in my own bed. I pull the covers off my body and head to the bathroom.

As I was brushing my teeth, realization hit me. Karter and I are no longer together. Tears automatically started welling up in my eyes. Last

night felt so strange I didn't even think about anything too much. Karter did say we're on a "break". I spent two months without him and then when

I'm back I lose him again. I guess he just needs so space, I need to give him that at least. I blink away the tears as I wash my face and walk out of the

bathroom. I decided to get started on my breakfast. It's already 10 am. I should eat something before I take my morning medication. I'm really feeling like I want to eat pancakes today. All I got at rehab was eggs and bacon, I never thought I'd actually say this but I'm tried for Bacon. Can't even look at it anymore.