You're Nothing

In our two years relationship, I gave everything I had without hesistation. I sacrificed my choices in life, every single thing I offered him but all those things are wasn't enough. I do believed, cheating is a chosen word for all fuckers like him. When a man truly loves a woman, he will never look for the things she don't have, instead he will appreciate every single thing what a woman have.

Flashback

It's time to go home, I'll have my day off tomorrow means we can meet at lunch. Suddenly my phone ring.

"Hello, baby?" the voice from the other line

"Yes baby, how's your day? You know, tomorrow is my day off maybe we can meet in lunch when you are available. Since almost a month we didn't have a proper date." I told him with pouty lips

"A..ah. ahh baby, yeah that's why I call you tonight. I want us to meet right now, here at nearby cafe from your working area" he said with a nervous tone

I raised my eyebrow, I know when he feels nervous there is something wrong and I wonder what is all about.

"Ok baby, I'm on my way. Let me drive my car and I'll be there in 5minutes" I stated and hang up the phone

I climbed inside my car, a white FORD GT. Though I'm a woman I loved sports car and some people wondered how can I afford this kind of car.

Well, I came from a wealthy family, and the reason I'm working coz I we have some family issues out there and I want to escape it, although I'm an inportant person to our place. I'm too young to inherit my position and I'm not ready for it. I have a big brother who can manage that,  so what's my role there if my big bro can handle everything.

I want to be independent, I know time will come for me to join them, but it is too early for me. But I loved them, our family are very close to each other my dad and mom are so lovable and my big brothers is overly protective to me. They are not happy on my decision to move away from them. All of them were in England, while me here at NYC.

I snapped back to reality when I saw the cafe, I quickly get inside to find Ferris Jones, my boyfriend.

"Hey" a voice interrupted and I know who it was.

"Hey you too" I said with smiled face

"Please sit down, I know it is sudden but it's really important for both us", he said while I nodded.

"Baby please listen, I'm sorry. I screwed up everything we had. I know, we been two years, but unexpected thing happen to me" he stated looking into my eyes.

Then he continue, "Remembered my trip last two months ago in Australia? I didn't expect her to be there."

Wait what?! Who's her?

"I know you're very confuse right now. Tiffany, I met her in Australia. I don't know what's her business there. Then, we met again in the party. Suddenly, I feel very drunk and I don't know what happened next. I can't control myself because of strong alcohol, I thought you were there. Since we start our relationship, we didn't fuck. I know how many times we talked about that matter, but I can't help myself to control. Next thing I know, I'm in the bed with Tiffany. We fucked, and I'll not deny it. That moment I felt happy and become complete again. Sorry baby, but I found out. I'll need Tiffany, not to mention she's my ex but we both realized we're meant to be for each other." He told me without disgrace.

I feel my blood is boiling and my heart ripped into pieces. Why? I thought he loved me, he respect my decision. But every thing was lied. He don't need love, he just need sex from a bitch. I'll not gonna cry in front of him I need to be strong for myself, I'm an independent woman.

"So that's all? Anything you want to say before we take our break up?" I said firmly

"Nothing, Riley. Again I'm so sorry" he said and I smiled at him, "No need to be sorry Ferris, a cheater will never know the word 'sorry'. It's fine I'm really good. If that makes you happy, I'm happy for you. I know someone out there is waiting for my love. Pls don't be pity for me, because...."

I paused before continue, ".....YOU ARE NOTHING FOR ME. Though, we spent 2 years together. All those memories and everything were NOTHING FOR ME. So I don't need to move on, YOU'RE NOTHING in my life"

After I told that, I'll take stand and makes myself walk away from a bastard like him. I saw his face became pale looks like a sick puppy.

Not everything I said were true. I cherished our relationship, I thought he can really understand my decisions in life but I was a fool and blind for being selfless.