Chapter 37: It’s Complicated: Part 2.
*Sophie’s POV*
It's three o clock in the morning, and I've yet to get any sleep.
'We were engaged.'
Nigel's words continue to run through my mind. I don't know what to think. I'm not mad. Rather, I'm confused. What makes a person walk away from someone they proposed to? How long were they engaged? I didn't want to press Nigel too much, but I still had so many questions, and yet, I didn’t feel entitled to those questions. It's not like we were dating.
If I stuck to my oath of not getting involved with my guests, I would be in a different state of mind. I would have met and interviewed Nigel, and the rest would be history. But, instead, now I'm stuck on an emotional roller coaster of highs and lows regarding my feelings for Nigel.
I'm lost in a world of "what could have been" had I been in a relationship with a billionaire and tormented by the tease of a lifestyle that girls like me don't get to have.