The dark world of Joseph

All those hopes which went in vain ....but life is a journey so we all should continue our trip....Joseph felt so down ...but was a brave man deep down in his heart ...never thought of doing a suicide ....holidays went by ...Joseph became  silent .....went for his higher secondary studies ...in the same school ...The same school which bear the memories of Theresa .. Joseph started a new life of a silent and lonely life ....he had everything as he knew  that everything around him was virtual....he had friends who used to tease him and no student was not even interested to talk to Joseph ........ The only thing that haunted him was the emptiness in his own heart ....he missed Theresa a lot ...a lot than we could ever think of...he missed her every moment and regreted himself if she was with him as a friend .......... In his prayers he always prayed for Theresa for her good life with her loved ones ... Actually speaking Joseph lost all his hopes and failed in everywhere ...his family broken apart and his heart broken into several pieces ..... He once saw Theresa ....but couldn't talk too much.....Joseph always felt the pain of guilty inside him ..cried a lot ... for forgiveness  ....for the next two years Joseph never talked but was insulted in front of every other class mate ..... But he never gave up ...but at the same time he went into the dark world ...he found darkness and alochol as his best friends and decided to join them ... because it was the things which gave him relief from the sorrow he had ..... and after two years of the dark world Joseph finished his higher secondary studies and got ready for his college studies ....he expected the same as being in the school ..... being insulted, loneliness, guilty, and all but once he put his feet towards the college a lot changed........