Chapter six

Good morning my sunshine 😘 

That was the 'great' posted on her Facebook wall—came from no other than Samuel himself. The comments were going up as she is trying to read some. Her eyes went straight from wide to narrow and she is just staring at her screen—flatly.

"Bug sis! What happened to you? It's like you have been bite by big snake!" Mona said while chuckling.

She close her mouth, that she didn't notice that it was parted as she was shock on her screen, and she heard her messages tone, she didn't open it—because she knew it already, she will be killed, ten thousand times!

"fuck. I'm doomed. Big time!"  she said, with a grim in her face, she is pouting like a 'lil girl as she close her phone.

Mona who is just watching her, grin.

" Big sis, you know what, you are like the whole world just fallen in you!" Mona said.

She sighed.

She is just mumbling that Mona is blessed for not having any problems.' I wish I could have peace in mind like hers', she mumbled as she close her eyes.

And she nearly jump her ass off when she heard the baritone voice of Samuel coming inside the kitchen.

"Mona, can I have my coffee please?" he said in amiable voice.

'Ohh. Nice, he's good today!' she said in her inner voice.

He was like a beast 4 months ago—and she was like a tiger, ready to fight with him whatever it is.

She's having a coffee in the kitchen, it's early in the morning and Samuel woke up late, not for havung tiredness in sex, but for having a night full of paperwork.

" Morning !" he said at her, with a sweet smile, she leer on him, and the the hot model who's in front of her just laugh.

Ahh. Music to her ears.

He even wink at her and motion kisses on the air. It's good that Mona is not looking at them, or maybe he has the guts to do it just because Mona's attention is not with them?

She doesn't want to think, though it's little hurting that it's like he doesn't want to openly have a relationship with her.

"Big sis, what's your Facebook account?" Mona ask as she give Samuel's coffee. She was chock by her coffee, and cough numerous times.

She snapped at Mona while wiping her nose and eyes for she was teary eyed as she cough. And Mona just laugh at her.

Samuel in the other side, is just looking at her, amusement dancing in his eyes tho.

"Don't ask, you will just stalk me there like what you did to my Instagram account. Yeah?" she said, while Mona is just giggling.

And she leer at Samuel who was just smirking at her.

"Eh, big sis. You're very beautiful in your IG. You're hot and sexy too. You have a lot of hot guys followers —all yummy and hunks! Can you give me one?" Mona said.

She wanted to wreck Mona's neck for exposing her to Samuel.

She look at him, and she frown when she saw his face.

His face is dark, and his eyes is so sharp looking at her. And his fist is clenched as he put it on top of the table—The Samuel whom she seldom sees. But she didn't give a damn, she's not afraid on how he looked at her.

She was amazed, maybe he is jealous? Yeah? But then, she stopped herself on hoping. Hoping is not good, except the fact that she is not his girlfriend —so she stopped her self.

She pouted kiss on him, his face light up and smiled to her, and sip his coffee.

She smiled.

"Mona, you can have them all, choose whoever you want!" she said, smirking while looking at Samuel while talking. "I have a hot guy already, yummiest and good looking than them!" she added.

Samuel wink at her. It's like he like what she just said.

She bit her lower lip, wet it it by her tongue and said " let's go upstairs" to him with a very low voice, enough for him to hear.

He groaned

"Yeah. They're a lot big sis! What if I choose one I like but he doesn't feel the same with me?, I will be burt, for sure". Mona said, with a sigh.

"Not all good looking man are ashole Mona. There are a few that when they love, too much, no stop, no surrender, no time-out, even if they know that the one they love doesn't have any trust on them— on the reason that, those man have a lot of woman wanting them" Samuel said.

He is earnestly staring at her while he is talking.

She froze.

He already have love one. Then, what are they? Fucking buddies? Taste one another and when they both—no scratch that—he get tired of her, or she will be the excess baggage for him, they will just say 'goodbye' and end of the story?

But then, she calm herself knowing that she doesn't have the right to be hurt, doesn't have the right to feel pain, after all she succumbed her self to him—all her self, and he didn't force her for that. She did it —voluntarily.

So she doesn't have the right to demand, nor ask for label from him. Because as far as she knows, she's the one loving him, not the other way around.

One thing is for sure for her. She will just enjoy it—this, what they have— till it lasts.

So What, if they're just bed buddies? Sex mates? She doesn't care at all. She love him, alright, but that's the end of it. Samuel have someone already and she will understand him for that. She can't force him to her back.

Whatever comes tomorrow, she will willingly accept it. But hell! It hurts, it hurting and it's killing her, Samuel is the first and only man who enters her dainty heart.

'fuck this'

She's murmured. And keeps on thinking.

But then, she knew it, and accepted it that Samuel will be her first and last man for her—pain or love, he will be. Because she can tell, inside her heart and mind, no one will enter her life as Samuel does.

And no one can make her heart beat faster than he do. Amd no one can make her smile the way he does. Simple as that.

'have mercy on me oh Lord!' she asked God from her thoughts.

Samuel is just looking at Mikaela, and he is frowning and piss at the same time just because she's not talking, she is just watching on the television while sitting beside his grandmother in the living room.

And he—of course couldn't talk to her, because he doesn't want to create a mess in front of his Mama—his grandmother.

Though his Mama isn't the typical Madam, who's very nosy in everything, he does not want her to witness mess—and he respects Mikaela in her silence.

Though he is in deep thinking, he chose to silently watching, but looking at his woman in the corner of his eyes.

So he took his phone.

'You okay babe? Wanna talk?' he hit send.

But Mikaela just glared at hee cellphone and didn't even reply to him.

He hissed..

"What's wrong?" Mama ask.

"Nothing Mama, some sort of misunderstandings from someone" he said.

Mikaela cleared her throat and stand up.

"I will just go to the bathroom madam" she said to his Mama, not even glance at him.

'fuck! What did I do?' he asked his self as if he knows the answer.

After they have their coffee a while ago, she became silent in a way that she is giving him a heart attack maybe, for not talking to him nor glance or smile.

He doesn't want her to be mad at him, hell! It will be the death of him, for sure!

He wanted to go to her, but he couldn't because he can't leave Mama alone. So he does not have the choice than to wait for the right time

'Hell yeah! I'm dying!'

Mikaela wipe her tears that keeps on falling from her eyes even though she already ask her self —her eyes— to stop crying, but still tears is keep on falling.

"please, stop self.. Stop over thinking.. Stop hurting yourself —myself!" she said while sobbing.

What hurt her the most is Samuel couldn't even talk to her and ask her waht is wrong, instead he texted her —but who is she to demand.

She stilled when she heard Samuel's voice outside her bathroom.

" Babe? "

She didn't answer.

"Baby! Come on, please open this fuckin door!" he said, half mad and piss.

She pouted,mumbling 'Whatever' and washe her face with warm water from the faucet.

"You open or I will ruin this fuckin door?! I'm not kidding Mika —one.."

She didn't give a damn nor flinch. In her mind, It's his house, he can do whatever he wanted.

So she didn't open. She took her toothbrush and started brushing her teeth when she heard the click of the door, Samuel get inside and just glaring at her—flatly.

She continued brushing when he walks through her and hug her from her back, he lean his chin on her shoulder and kiss her neck.

She can feel butterflies on her stomach, circling and chasing each other in there. The heat coming from his body somehow giving her relaxation inside her.

"I'm sory Babe".