31 Chapter 23 ─ Mother and daughter

Ever since I was a child, I was always heard the same thing.

"If a man is interested in you and you manage to become his mistress or better yet, his wife. Take advantage of the knowledge we gave you so that you manage to get him to give you all his inheritance."

"If you manage to give him a son, that's better for you."

My mother always told me that we women born as commoners have three paths in life: to be raped by bandits and sold as sex slaves; to spend our whole lives as servants who can be discarded; or to become the wife of a nobleman.

I had no other choice in life, it was any of those three, so I opted to become a nobleman's wife.

I learned etiquette and how to flatter without looking fake.

I even learned how to seduce older men with an immature body.

At my newly turned 16 it happened.

"You, I choose you."

I was working in a nobleman's house as a maid.

I was always finding cockroaches in my shoes, my food had evidence of being poisoned and I was even blamed for broken dishes, but I had an excellent sharp tongue to get away with it and avoid punishment.

One day, the lord of the territory came home and I went to attend to him, my maid's blouse was buttoned perfectly so he could see my breasts.

Apparently the lord of the territory is an old man who has a taste for young girls with small breasts.

The age of majority at that time was from 17 years old, I was the only one who met that requirement, that was how I was called that night to his room.

It seems he is soon to marry the daughter of an important nobleman, from what I heard, she has a large bust, and that displeases the lord of the territory.

I dressed in such a way as to be recognized from afar that I am a virgin.

I was prepared, I trained myself psychologically for this.

I knocked on the door and with a sweet voice called the lord of the territory.

He told me to come in.

As I entered, all my preparation was destroyed by what I saw.

"You are just in time, the effect of the pill will start soon."

In the room were strange objects I had never seen in my life, even whips of different types of leather.

Near his feet was a strange wooden horse, it looked painful just looking at his back.

Why would anyone design a horse with a triangular back?

He stood up and then...

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I have been going to his room for some time now.

I was ready for my first sexual experience with him, if I played my cards right, I could make him my husband.

How stupid I was. Really stupid.

I don't want to go back in there, my insides if it wasn't for the healing magic of the temple, I feel like I would have taken a form that no man would want to try.

I want to go home.

I don't want to be here.

I don't care about money or profit.

Nobility is really grotesque.

The noblemen are pigs disguised as humans!

They say orcs abuse women, so this guy must be an orc.

But... I must put up with it.

After all, he already got married, his wife had a child.

Which means, he will come to see me and give me an inheritance.

It's hypocritical to say, I want to go home, but I also want money.

I'm a hypocrite, but not an idiot.

What good is it for me to go back if I don't have any money?

All the time spent here will have to pay off.

That's why I'm holding out.

Resist it, Sharon.

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"... Huh?"

"What do you mean?"

Finally, what was supposed to happen happened, he called me into his office and handed me a brown envelope.

But his words were totally unexpected to me.

"Didn't you hear me? I said get the hell out, I enjoyed your company, but you blew it."

A few months ago I found out I ended up pregnant, I was both happy and horrified.

But it was my ticket out, I went to tell the lord and he didn't know how to react.

The nobles have the obligation to take responsibility for their children, for something the duty of the maids is to give birth to the lord's son so he has no excuse that he did it with a prostitute.

It seems to be a countermeasure to avoid inheritance problems or murders.

I thought that's why I would have my advantage, I thought wrong.

"I don't understand my lord."

"Your chest. It started to grow since you were pregnant."

"I thought I could use that child you have as a replacement for mine. Having a girl as a firstborn is the worst thing that could happen to a guy like me."

"But on top of that, my wife found out I was unfaithful to her."

"It wasn't with you, it was with other women."

"She threatened to castrate me if I ever did this again."

"The bitch almost cut it off for real!"

"So, this is goodbye. I'm giving you enough money to go live somewhere, she'll come here and if she sees your womb, even if I create false evidence, she'll know it was me."

"I still want to use it, I won't risk it for you."

"If it's a boy, be sure to let me know, if it's a girl... don't even bother."

Just like that, I was kicked out of the mansion and went home.

This is something I would never ever, not even being tortured, tell Mary.

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"A... girl."

I finally gave birth, the unexpected thing for me was that.

I wanted a boy, but I ended up having a girl.

My mother was horrified.

I said nobles should look after their children, didn't I?

Turns out there's an unwritten law that says this.

"If you have a girl, you better not even show up."

Nobles want boys because they can easily replace their own.

If you have a girl, you can't use her, as sexism abounds among men.

They say it's not all of them, but at least with the lord I know, it's totally sexist.

That's why my future was ruined.

Because of this girl.

She cried loudly.

Shut up please.

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The sky was dark, the rain was falling heavily.

You could barely glimpse the road.

I went to the village, to the church, to do something I don't want to regret.

I will give this child up for adoption.

I am not a good woman to want her to suffer.

But I also don't want to see her after ruining my future.

The sound of the heavy rains didn't allow me to hear if any carriages were approaching.

"Kyah!"

Because I was walking around worrying about it, I didn't realize that I fell into a hole, it was shallow, but I hurt my foot.

The girl was in my arms, she was safe.

But the pain in my foot was unbearable.

To make matters worse, I lost the money I had brought with me to get her accepted into the church.

I could go back, but it was riskier as the road was muddy.

I was a few meters away from arriving when another misfortune happened to me.

A drunk approached me and with his bottle threatening me said.

"Hand me that! Is that food right? Give it to me!"

He believed the baby was some kind of protected food.

My goal is to give it to the church, I'm not horrible for handing it to this drunk.

I quickly removed my bracelet, it was a gift from the lord.

I threw it to him, even in this rain, it was very shiny.

He went after it and with my injured foot, I fled the place.

I escaped into the forest and found a hole in a tree.

I hid there.

"This is the worst."

"This wasn't supposed to happen."

"Is it karma?"

"It must be, after all, I was about to give my daughter away to strangers."

"Hahaha."

I started laughing at my predicament.

"Hahahahahahaha!"

My laughter was undoubtedly a tragedy, a very funny tragedy.

*Crying*

"Aah, aah, aah, aah, aah."

I was still laughing, but now with tears that could be equal to raindrops.

Suddenly, a small hand touched my face.

I turned my teary eyes to the owner of that hand.

I was shocked to see her.

She was crying.

Why?

Why are you crying?

Wait.

Are you crying... for me?

For the woman who was about to give you away to strangers to live her own life?

For this hideous woman you let out your little tears?

"They are warm."

This little girl's tiny hands are so warm.

It is a warmth that easily rivals the rays of the sun.

This little girl was crying for me.

I took her tiny hand.

That hand was so small that with a little force I could crush it.

My hand was icy cold unlike hers.

Again I began to cry.

But, because of her.

"You have no idea what I went through, you have no idea how much I hated my life. Still, are you happy like this?"

Her smile grew bigger.

Her toothless, drool-filled mouth made me wonder if she could understand me.

I couldn't take it anymore and hugged her.

"I'm sorry."

"You'll be better off without me, with people who will like you, love you, and give you a better life than the one you're looking at."

"Don't you want that?"

A lock of my hair was grabbed by her mouth.

Is that a yes?

I stared at her and asked.

"Are you sure you want to be with me?"

"Ah! Aah!"

She made that sound, that sound similar to a dog barking, she made it responding to me.

I cried once more.

"Really? Do you want to be with me, even if a life of misery awaits you? Even if you tell me that I would have given you to another family? Even with that... do you want to be with me?"

As if it was a sign from heaven, the rain suddenly stopped.

The sun's rays illuminated the forest.

I climbed out of the hole I was in, looked around and walked along what seemed to be a path formed by dry plants leading me to the exit.

I turned to look in the direction I came from, it was covered with mud.

Quite the opposite, to this path.

I lifted the baby to the top and asked her one last time.

"Do you really want to be with this horrid mother of yours?"

The wind blew and, as if it were a premonition, the image of a beautiful girl stood atop a hill.

Her white dress was so beautiful that she could easily be mistaken for a princess.

She turned around and I saw her smile.

It was the purest, sincerest smile in the world.

"I see."

I smiled and took the baby to my chest.

I walked down the path of dried plants and after a while of wandering, we came out of the woods into a beautiful garden.

It wasn't a literal garden, but a field of flowers similar to one.

Butterflies were approaching us.

I understood at last.

My life suffered so much to have her.

She is the happiness I wished to obtain and only after that suffering, I got it.

"I haven't given you a name yet, what name would suit a princess like you?"

I smiled as I called her like that.

It's true, I remembered something interesting thanks to naming her that way.

I read a book in my childhood, it was the classic princess in danger book.

But this one was different, there was no hero and the princess had to save the kingdom by herself.

She succeeded, she suffered a lot and in the end she became queen.

A beautiful and heroic name for a majestic girl, and that's...

"Mary."

"Your name is Mary."

"Nice to meet you Mary, I'm your mommy."

Little Mary smiled again with her toothless mouth full of saliva.

I was smiling too after finally accepting my fate.

"I will be the happiest mother in the world, since my goal in this life was to have you."

"Mary, my sweet little Mary."

"I wonder what the future holds for you?"

"Will you be a heroine? Or will you be a saint who will save the world? Fufufu."

For this girl, I will give up my past, my family, my name, I will be just... Shannon.

I kept walking until I reached the place where Mary and I spent our lives together.

I would work hard to give her all the happiness she deserves.

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After entering Regulus-kun's room, I came with the purpose of giving myself to him.

Seeing him hurt, something inside me activated.

It was a preservation instinct.

I remember an adventurer telling me that when people experience a death situation or know they are going to die.

Their desire to preserve their blood is activated, that is, seeing him in that state made me think that he could have died.

Or he would be able to die.

That's why, after deep thought, I agreed to make that decision.

I came to become totally his woman.

When I found out that he and Mary were having sex, I became jealous.

I became jealous of my own daughter who spent every day having sex.

It wasn't because of the sex, it was because he made her happy.

Again I behaved like a horrible mother.

I envied my daughter having her first time with someone she loves.

Unlike me, it bothered me that they did it often.

Thanks to my past, I thought no man would ever see me attractive again until he said he wanted me.

I felt a tingle in my belly.

This tingling was repeated several times when we kissed.

So, I was terrified to think, what if he knew that down there was totally different from his girlfriend?

Mary was a virgin until recently, he is her only real sexual experience.

I had a horrible man inside me so many times he ended up getting me pregnant.

But she didn't, they do it with love every time I hear them.

I got up the courage and came here to give myself totally.

But I chickened out again.

After undressing and showing her my naked body, with excess fat on my waist and my inverted nipples.

I covered myself with the robe I was wearing.

"I'm so sorry!"

Embarrassment caught me, but he picked me up and carried me to the bed.

He kissed me.

That gentle, passionate kiss made me weak.

So, to stop being a horrible mother, I decided to tell him about my past.

"That's all I have to say about myself."

He hugged me tight the whole time.

I expected some complaint, or criticism about me.

Even that I would walk away from him.

"That must have been hard."

"Huh?"

Suddenly he told me that without letting go of hugging me.

"Everything you said is terrible, I'm really sorry. It was hard."

"But you don't have to worry about it. I'm sure, if you tell Mary, she'll understand."

"After all."

He grabbed my cheek and smiled gently before giving me a kiss.

"She always says that making her mother happy is all she needs, after me."

I cried again.

I always act like a bad mother and Mary ends up showing me how much she loves me.

So, I made the decision.

I told Regulus-kun.

"Let's go to the capital, let's look for a house to live there."

Yes, the capital will be where I tell Mary what a horrible mother I am.

Also what I do with her boyfriend behind her back.

If she accepts this relationship, it would make me happy.

But if she rejects this... I will do my duty as a mother and disappear from their lives.

My selfish desires must not come in the way of my daughter's happiness.

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Regulus and Shannon were unaware that someone was watching them.

"Hawawawawa."

It was Julie who was watching them with her mouth open forming a W while babbling.

(Hey!)

(What is this?)

(Is this what I think it is?)

(I remember that only existed in very erotic novels whose price was a year's salary.)

(One of the most popular fetishes that, due to its immorality, is difficult to obtain.)

(The famous. Mother-daughter sandwich!)

(He savors every night the bounty of two beautiful women, one of them being one that came out of the inside of another!)

(Enjoying every night the pleasure of freely coming in and out of a sacred mother and a pure maiden!)

(This is better than fiction! The reality is amazing!)

Julie awakened a new fetish that day.

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The next morning, Count Hamilton summoned all his guests to breakfast.

Gram was among them, the count wanted to repay his kindness with free food and a roof over their heads.

The count seeing that all were present, spoke.

*Cough*

"I have gathered you all together for a purpose. You see, the vacation is over."

"I must return home, I informed the palace of what happened and they want my report, of course, the report of you witnesses are written, so you must not accompany me."

"Except for you Gram-kun, Commander Tyler said to return at once."

"The commander said that? All right."

His gaze focused on Regulus and the others.

"I managed to find out a bit about you guys, sorry for the secret, but I really wanted to know if you weren't linked to the theocracy. Sorry again."

Mary reassured the count.

"Please don't do that count, we are strangers to you. It's normal to be wary of us."

"Still, I doubted having evidence that you were not guilty, that made me feel bad."

"Besides, I apologize for another reason."

"What is it?"

Everyone heard an unexpected revelation.

"Your house, the home where you live. I know who will buy the territory."

"You know!"

Shannon exclaimed in surprise.

The count replied bitterly.

"Yes, he's a court noble like me. His name is Fredman. Marquis Fredman, and he's a man who likes to squander money."

"All that money he earns cleanly, and if he buys anything with it, I can't tell him anything even if it seems improper."

"He probably bought that territory because it was owned by the viscount who was his enemy."

After sounding very melancholy, he pounded the table with his hands.

His mustache quivered with emotion at the next thing he said.

"For that reason, I decided to help you!"

"You must go to the capital for Regulus-kun's ceremony right?"

"Right. I'll introduce you to someone who can help you buy a new house."

"I won't let my guests live on the street!"

Mary smiled tearfully after thanking the count.

"Thank you so much, Count. Really thank you."

"I want to thank you too."

Everyone thanked the count, but no one knew that there was someone with different reasons for Regulus to go to the capital.

That was Gram.

Gram had been sent to investigate whether Regulus was suitable for the award he would receive.

Anyone would think it was ridiculous to go to such lengths for a nobody.

But Gram was always serious about cutting paper.

Thanks to the theocracy and the "magic god", more than ever he must be sure if Regulus would be someone the kingdom needed...or would be a possible future threat.

"Once the ship repair is finished, we will leave for your town to see your stuff and then go to the capital."

"December will be here soon and this month will be crazier than the previous ones."

Shannon took her daughter's hand, Mary looked at her and commented.

"I'm excited about our new home, Mary."

Her daughter's smile, made Shannon more than ever affirm her decision.

"Yes! I'll love being with Mom even if it's in a box."

With those words, it was only a matter of time before a new life began.

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The final fanservice is for milf Shannon.

There was going to be a sex scene with her, but it was a very sad chapter so I owe it to her.

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