Carson

I had never been to a guys room before and here I was pinned a against a wall and the next thing I know he kisses me. I lean into his bittersweet tasting lips and the warmth of his body. He leaned closer into me and pushed me against the door harder. I didn't want to move. I didn't want to leave his warm embrace but I knew he was drunk. I pushed him away far enough where our noses were still touching and I was still looking up at him. "Are you doing this because your drunk or do you really like me?"

"I like you. I like you a lot."

That all I needed to hear from him. I grabbed his face and kissed him. I deepen the kiss and let my body melt into his. His tongue wanting to come into my mouth as I allowed it. He grabbed both my thighs and pulled them around him with no trouble. I wrapped my legs and arms around him as a tilted my head to deepen the kiss even farther. He bit my lip and slowly moved to kissing and biting my neck.

"Boys what's taking so long the party is about to start."

I checked the time and it was already 8:50. He put me down and ran over to his closet.

"I'm so sorry. I lost track of time. I had picked out an outfit for you yesterday to be honest. I hope you like it."

He pulled out a pair of black jeans, brand new combat boots, a black long sleeve shirt, his jersey, and one of his hoodies.

"Oh my God I fucking love it. Where would you like me to change?"

Without missing a beat at all he stepped towards me and brought my face back up to his and tilted his face. "Right here would be great. I would love to see what is underneath." He kissed me and backed up a step.

Normally I wouldn't have changed in front of someone but why the fuck not so I did. By the time we got downstairs the part hadn't started yet but people where already showing up. I was standing in front of Blake on the steps when I stopped. He bent down an whispered in my ear, "Why don't you go get some food okay I know you didn't eat at lunch."

The fact that he cared made me so happy. I gently leaned back in him and looked up at him. "Fine but only to make you happy." I actually was starting to get hungry and the cafeteria at school doesn't have any good vegetarian options which is why I got a vegetarian pizza tonight.

The party had finally started so I went and got and a bloody mary spicy. I went go find a good corner to hang in when someone caught my eye. It was a girl that I had went to a church camp with. My mom sent me it was to turn gay people straight. Well obviously it didn't work. She only sent my so here parents would shut up and leave here alone about it. When I got back she told her parents to shut up and leave me alone.

I decided to walk up to her and say hey but before I did she said, "Hey your that kid from the camp. I'm sorry to here about you mom. You wanna go smoke and talk with me and my girl. you should grab blake to join us I've seen the way you have been looking at him all night."

"What about me Veronica?" Blake said as he put a hand on my hip.

"I said you boys should come out with me and Harmony to smoke and chat. Me and this gay boy got a lot of shit to catch up on. It's been two years since camp. We should be friends?"

I looked over at blake with his little smirk and looked back at Veronica. "Sure but I got to ask to you know what happened to the other musketeer?"

"Oh you mean Alex? Remember when we got back he came out to his parents as trans, well they didn't accept her so she lives with me know. She got a partner who is non-binary and they are waiting for my with the shit so we going or not."

"Why not I'm in," me and blake said together not even meaning to.

"So exactly did you two meet?"

"My sent me to a church camp to here gays straight. She only sent to shut here parents up and when I came home still gay she told they to shove it up there asses. Me and V talked and hung out with Alex and us two the whole time."

"I miss momma, wish she was here with us today."

"Momma who is that?"

"After camp we still kept in contact actually and she always called my mom momma and she loved it."

"So you two are close."

"Not really anymore. Alex lives with me so we are but we both lost contact with shut head here when he went MIA after a suicide attempt. I'm glad you got out of the hell hole of a town and came here."

"I didn't think you would still live her but I'm glad you do."

"So where do you live gay ass?"

"Right next door."

"Hey Veronica why don't you stop calling him names now."

"Hey shit face tell your boyfriend here to chill out."

"One he isn't my boyfriend and two it's what we always done so chill ight."

"K..."

We went on talking and smoking the rest of the night. Sometimes Blake we go and get more drinks. At one point him a few boys got us all chairs and a table. We ended up smoking four or five bowls. Lucky we all remember to grab food before coming outside. Whenever the night was all done I called my dad.

"Hey dad. I'm going to just stay here tonight okay. I got all my school stuff and I'm good on clothes. Plus if I need anything you are right next door. Love you, don't worry about calling back I know you are asleep. Text me if you need anything."

Me and blake ended up sleeping in the same bed but I'll let him tell that part.