You Are Still Alive

The students in the classroom and Wang Aihua were all shocked when they saw Chen Luo laughing wildly.

Because Chen Luo looked like he was really crazy, which made people feel inexplicably frightened.

Chen Luo laughed for a long time, smiling, and suddenly he seemed to think of something, and his whole body was excited, "If it is my birthday, then, then she is still alive!?"

Chen Luo's body suddenly stiffened, his head was like a robot, and he looked at his deskmate bit by bit.

A girl appeared there, she was a girl with a perfect oval face, delicate and beautiful appearance, extremely beautiful.

Her whole person exudes a natural atmosphere. This temperament alone is not something ordinary girls can have, and it is an eighteen-year-old girl.

"Gu Qinghuan!"

Chen Luo's heart trembled, and he felt a surge of ecstasy that was even greater than breaking the time loop!

The next moment, under everyone's astonished gaze, Chen Luo leaned over and hugged this beautiful girl.

"You're alive, you're alive!"

Chen Luo was so excited that he shed tears. He was extremely afraid that this was a dream.

In countless time reincarnations, Chen Luo has done everything he wanted to do and could do, but the girl Gu Qinghuan is the only regret in his heart.

When Chen Luo was in his senior year of high school, a girl was transferred to the class, and she was the girl Chen Luo was holding now.

Gu Qinghuan was so beautiful and had a strong aura that could make any girl in the school feel inferior.

Even most boys will be inexplicably nervous when they see her, and she is not shy about almost anyone, which discourages many suitors.

Chen Luo knew that he liked this girl from the first moment he saw her, and she even became his deskmate.

But he also fell into a deep inferiority complex. They had been sitting at the same table for more than half a month, and they had not even exchanged a few words.

At that time, Chen Luo was not as wanton and arrogant as he is now, playing with the world and not taking anything seriously.

Chen Luo's inferiority complex is not because Gu Qinghuan is too good, but because of himself.

Chen Luo is not a native of Pengcheng. He was born in a rural family in Hubei Province.

When he was in the fifth grade of elementary school, his parents came to Pengcheng to work and left him at his grandfather's house.

My parents both graduated from junior high school, and there were not many jobs they could do. They could only open a vegetable stall in the market in Hualong District, Pengcheng. They would get up early and work hard every day, earning hard-earned money.

In the eyes of his grandparents, his grandson always carries the word foreign, that is, an outsider, so he treats Chen Luo just like a resident.

Chen Luo stayed in the fifth grade of elementary school until the third grade of junior high school. For five years, he never received a penny of pocket money.

It's not that his parents didn't give it, but that they never gave it to him after giving it to his grandparents.

If my grandpa bought any fruits or the like, he would wait until Chen Luo was away and take them out only for his own grandson to eat.

His parents left him when he was only ten years old. In addition, his grandma did not care for him and his uncle did not love him. Chen Luo, who was originally cheerful, suddenly fell into an extremely low self-esteem. He even thought that his parents did not want him.

This emotion lasted for several years. When he was in high school, his parents had some savings and sent Chen Luo to Pengcheng to attend high school.

When Chen Luo arrived in Pengcheng, he became increasingly inferior and even became autistic for a time.

He couldn't speak Cantonese and spoke with a strong accent from his hometown. He immediately became the object of ridicule by the whole class, who made fun of his accent from time to time.

Even though Chen Luo worked hard to practice Mandarin and lost his accent, it did not change his status as an outcast in the class.

Chen Luo also became the target of bullying. It was common for him to be beaten when running errands. He would be robbed of all his pocket money at every turn, and would be humiliated from time to time.

For example, when doing a chemical experiment in the laboratory, someone deliberately picked up a fire extinguisher and sprayed it at him when it was clearly just a small flame in the beaker. When the teacher asked what happened, he said that Chen Luo's experiment had spread the fire to the table. .

When this kind of thing became normal and lasted for two full years, Chen Luo had already suffered from depression, until this girl named Gu Qinghuan appeared.

Chen Luo still remembers that day when he was standing on the edge of the rooftop.

"If you jump from the seventh floor, you may not die. If you die, you will be clean. If you don't die, the biggest possibility is that you will be paralyzed and lie motionless in bed, and your parents will have to take care of you for the rest of your life."

Chen Luo was shocked at the time. He was stunned when he saw that beautiful girl saying such words to him.

He originally didn't want to jump, but when Lu Qinghuan said this, he felt like he couldn't laugh or cry.

That was also the first time that Lu Qinghuan took the initiative to talk to Chen Luo a month after transferring here.

After that, Chen Luo's favorite thing to do every day in class was to secretly glance at Gu Qinghuan next to him. After evening self-study, he would secretly follow Gu Qinghuan home.

Evening self-study in the senior year of high school usually lasted until nine o'clock in the evening. Chen Luo's home and Gu Qinghuan's home were far apart, but he never tired of it. He spent an extra hour on the road every day, and he was satisfied as long as he could watch Lu Qinghuan.

In the eyes of others, this was simply a perverted stalker, which naturally aroused the dissatisfaction of those who pursued Gu Qinghuan, especially those who were timid and marginalized like Chen Luo.

One of them, Nie Wei, usually bullied Chen Luo the most. When Chen Luo was following Gu Qinghuan again, he stopped him, teased and slapped him, and forced Chen Luo to Kneel down and kowtow and call grandpa.

When Chen Luo was frightened and helpless, he was shocked to see Gu Qinghuan rushing over with a pot of hot water from a roadside restaurant and pouring it on Nie Wei and others.

While they were fleeing in panic, Lu Qinghuan grabbed Chen Luo's hand and fled the scene quickly.

Chen Luo still remembers that the moon was very round and bright that night, and everything was shrouded in a hazy moonlight, full of romance.

Chen Luo stared blankly at Lu Qinghuan pulling him forward, wishing that time would stay at that moment forever.

After getting rid of Nie Wei and the others, Gu Qinghuan just said coldly, "Don't follow me anymore" and left without looking back.

Chen Luo knew that he had completely fallen in love with this girl from that time, but not long after this incident happened, he learned the shocking news that Gu Qinghuan had committed suicide!

Chen Luo felt that his whole world had collapsed at that time. Since his parents left his side, his life has been spent in depression.

Until he met Gu Qinghuan, it lit up his world like the sun. Just when he was about to work hard and strive to be worthy of Gu Qinghuan, he suddenly received this bad news.

This was a devastating blow to him.