The Beginning Beyond The End

" I was once known as many things a curator, a mutant, a Father a Destroyer and Later on I became a God. But at what cost?" Thanos looked at the vast Universes he had created and destroyed after he saught out on his way to create a perfect world only to realise that his perfection didn't exist.

As his thaughts drifted into the past and he thaught of his long forgotten enemies and his precious daughters and armies and soon the mirage faded to reveal a Galaxy Full of Dead Planets which crumbled away in the vaste space which reeked of death and nothing except a few bacteria existing at this point and there sat a Titan who once was mighty now wishing for nothing but the destruction of the world and now that he'd done the exact same thing he was still in discontent.

Unknown amount of time had passed and his body too was becoming more of a goodly Being and his arms had fused with the gautlet and the infinity stones as one bit still were removable if he desired. He currently was having second thoughts about his deeds and endeavours and was going more mad with loneliness but at the same time he was not ready to make similar mistakes and drifted in the Murad of thaughts as he sat down upon a dusty throne and kept having dreams and nightmares and soon thaught about what started his neverending start of torment.

After he got the infinity stones from Ironman in the nick of time and snapped everything out of existence including his daughter as he knew she too was kindhearted enough to go against him and enact revenge as such he destroyed everyone even his Armies who looked at him with complicated expressions.

"Sire" said Corvus Glaive is Thanos' right-hand man and leader of the Black Order. He's was master strategist and tactician who looked at thanos with complicated expressions, and vanished from existence and after doing so Thanos got on his spaceship and proceeded to destroy the entire Omniverse without looking back and kept going forward with his intentions stronger than ever.

"Your services for throughout the years shall not be in vain I'll make a new Universe and better one at that. If it doesn't stand up to my expectations I'll destroy it again and again and Again ! Till I reach Perfection !" and decided against to destroy the stones as he'd seen the consequences before and wanted to see how things played out right in front of his eyes.

As if he played the rewind button the entire universe started to tremble and get back in its centre while Thanos watched everything from beginning to the end and looked at the ' New Big Bang' which started an entirely different Worlds as he encased his ship in a cacoon and seperated it from the timescale of the outside world and watched everything play out without a care and was quite pleased to see the big bang for himself and the colours and light it emitted as this beauty itself was stunning 'i should have let a poet or artist live to capture this look as that alone would have been the greatest reward he'd ever receive' and watched as things progress and Galaxies forming themselves and soon Planets and stars and solar nurseries which were then destroyed to revel more stars and planets which had basic living organisms like bacteria and after a Millennium there was basic life they were reptiles in a form but understood the concept of speech and similarly some planets had bipedal humanoids while an planet similar to earth had formed and it had a Human population similar to the Caveman age and as Thanos spread his drones and watched the civilization prosper again and again he flicked his fingers and soon time sped around him and just like that 3 million years passed what was a mere 3 seconds and he saw every single civilization prosper in different directions some he didn't liked and killed while some were pleasing to him only to see them change throughout decades and saw another rise of vigilantism and soon forces turned against him and as soon as they did he rewinded time again.

"Only a minor setback on a great journey" and created another Omniverse only to see similar things happening again and again this time he had even educated everyone with his idealism but to his surprise people had mixed them with their own and made weapons of mass destruction and chaos throughout the world and killed everyone that defied their logic and while it was less pleasing to Thanos he was somewhat content only to be looked upon as a crazy individual in a few thousand years of absence and even his peers who he had thaught from childhood had abandoned him as he destroyed them he thaught about his daughters from the beginning and the vaste amount of world's and children he had erased from existence.

"I won't be stopped by this minor setback " and convinced himself about his acts and got more determined as time went on. Soon he created another Omniverse and as such cycles upon cycles of time went on even his body was beginning to get younger and he noticed that he didn't seem to age and his gautlet started fusing with his arm and so did the Infinity Stones and as time went on they were attached to him and he could fully control them them to their maximum potential having spent millions if not billions of years with them on his arms with little to no time for himself and his body as he didn't ate or sleep during this time and went on about trying different ways to improve the world's to meet his thinking and hopefully someone could understand him in the end he only got mad dictatorship who filled the world with corruption and no free speech.

"Why ? Why?" WHY !? " Thanos screamed while his heart was in anguish as he lost count of the times he had destroyed the worlds again and again Millions of times and one couldn't count the number of living beings he had ever destroyed from existence again and again and again ! But he didn't stop there he went about destroying plants and crushing galaxies to date his anger and kept asking

"Why ? Why does the World refuses me !? Why can't things be perfect as I want them to be !?" And got mad as time went on and created another Omniverse once again and did things with more gentle approach but to see a similar ending and destroyed the worlds once again and again.

In his neverending conquest to create a perfect world he was doomed to find not even a planet matching his idealism and so he made Omniverses again and again without stopping and even though the time he experienced was shorter he wasn't again but instead getting younger and to his perfecture days when he settled forth on the conquest of starting his journey with three deep yet light gashes on his face which were highly visible yet could be overlooked and his left hand merges with the stones due to putting them on and not seperating from them for millions of years and as such they were one in an sense and he didn't need to snap his fingers to do things as just a mere thaught was enough to trigger things as they transpired and as time passed during his endeavours he got an absolute mastery of the stones and understood their personalities and nature and was 'Disgusted' by the Mind Stone and the Soul stone as they were the most repulsive he found them but kept them anyways.

After creating and destroying hundreds of millions of Omniverses he stood on his dusty throne in the room of his ship looking at a bright new world and civilization prosper with a few difficulties but still held on and looked and saw the results. The world he had trained and left to the people he himself had 'grown' from a young age handled things well but some still defected and disobeyed but he overlooked it and watched as things played out and later on their future generations mess even that up and partake in destructive reforms and communism where one stood above all and he decided the fate of everything while money and assets determined the fate of the people who he governed.

"Another Failure" Thanos sighed and destroyed the worlds again. Staring at the empty world he was sad and lonely and depressed as he created another Omniverse as his last trials as he had tried everything he possibly could even staying with the civilizations throughout the time to guide them but they feel oppressed by that and if he decides to guide them they go against him and with nothing to do he created new worlds again only to see things play out similarly with no end in sight as at this point he very well may have created and destroyed Billions of Omniverses and "UNIMAGINABLE" lifeforms from existence as he pleased.

He sat there on a recently destroyed planet which was destroyed from the wars that had transpired on the planet.and looked towards the skeleton seemingly of a woman protecting a baby as it seemed to be a destroyed shelter from the post apocalyptic world. Thanos kept staring down and saw piles upon piles of bones and corpses covering the world and he was staring to get burryed by them as the sunlight faded from his vision. Only to snap back to reality and shake it off and finally decided to end it all.

As he thaught about destroying himself and the stones he was surprised to see nothing happen.

"I was sure I was efficienct enough with controlling the stones... Was I? Or do I have to do it like previously?" He started to get confused and snapped his fingers only to see nothing happen and checked for the stones only to see them on his gautlet and perfect as they should be and just for testing he destroyed and created a new world as quickly as he could and as he did he was assured he wasn't losing it and tried to destroy the stones and himself and tried different ways to kill himself AGAIN AND AGAIN he even took off the stones right before the 'Big Bang' and only got bounced back with barely a bruise and looked fine even without the infinity Stones and then began his journey to kill himself as he tried things again and again in hopes to destroying the Stones and himself he even threw himself in Giant stars and stood at the core and removed his invulnerablity only to get nothing out of it and stood on a Neutron Star which gravity should've alone killed him yet nothing happened to him and throughout the time he even created civilization just for the sake of destroying him with no end in sight and tried to rewind time and change past but for reasons unknown he couldn't. He just couldn't as such he was slowly but surely standing True to his 'Mad Titan's' Fame bad went on a killing spree and destroyed whichever planet which failed to destroying him and the stones and lost himself in endless torment and threw himself in between Gravitars and let them erode his skin but even that failed to do anything as such he did everything possible to get himself killed even handing the gautlet to another power being like him and ordered him to destroy him only to fail at doing anything and lost himself as the Omniverses died out of spark and there stood the once proud Titan, the once Destroyer of worlds laying down on a dusty floor with nothing in sight but nightmares and Painful dreams whenever he closed his eyes. He once saugt out to create a perfect world but now he was Begging for anyone to kill him as it seems he was Close to becoming a God and Immortal in every sense of the word.

"..."

Thanos kept staring at the star before him which was closer to begin destroyed and the planet being sucked into it as it expands and contracts at the end of its life and kept his eyes open and hoped for it to kill him only to be sucked in an endless hot mass of liquid energies condensed and compact tight ready to burst any second and as they did so flew Thanos out among the debree the star left behind while he floated into space at the speed of light he crashed through a few asteroids and dig into a moon of a big planet the size of Saturn and just stared blankly in front of him.

"Is this Hell ? Is this the Cost of Doing things differently !? Why !? Why did I do it !? Why !? I.. I. I"

Seemingly as if in an nightmare Thanos finally couldn't handle it anymore and snapped at the everlasting hell before him.

With no end in sight he wishes for Death and a Perfect World would never come to fruition and he was lonely with no one to talk to and spare time for as he even forgot to create another world for this as at this point his brain functions failed to go by the logical course and he was lonely beyond comparison. The once mighty Ruler of a Tyrant cried due to loneliness and regretted his decisions dearly and wanted to change things if possible and even accepted his end and suffering he may have to face as his thaughts drifted off and he thaught about the countless Kids he Grew up by himself and the immesurable lives he had destroyed.

"Why am I alive ? What shall I do ? Someone please help me !" He requested and cried as he was Begging for anyone to free him from this Hell.

Only to look up and see a faint outline of a portal unlike he'd ever seen before as he even threw himself into Black Holes only to get churned by the gravity and thrown out on the sides and on the off chance he got in he'd end up on an different side of the Omniverses spewd out by White Holes but this one was different as he saw his mother who was dead due to him being born and Thanos seeing her snapped back to reality and wondered if he killed him while he wasn't born would be a good thing but couldn't bear to as he'd hurt his mother while doing so and he could tell she loved him quite dearly. Thanos then went into the portal and hid himself and turned himself invisible and watched as things transpired.

"He's been kicking a lot lately. I'm happy as long as he's happy" said Sui-San who was Thanos's mother and currently was pregnant with him and he was about to be born in the world.

"Do you feel alright honey ? If you need something just ask right away" A'Lars Thanos's father held his wife's hand and comforted her while throughout the time excited for the child he was about to have.

"Do you have any names in plan for him?" A'Lars asked while gently gripping his wife's hands

"I do, he'll be named " Dione" unlike anyone else ever born before. I can feel it he's unique and special from everyone else" Sui-San said while fondly rubbing her belly and genuinely loved Thanos and wished for his bright future.

Meanwhile The Real Thanos watching and listening to their conversation looked at them and was quite happy to see them as a family and happy unlike before when he was heated by his father due to him killing his mother due to complications during and after his birth and his wrong path forcing his father to completely separate from him and his father always wishing to go back in time to kill him right away after he was born and seeing his father act in such affection for his inborn self and his mother who loved him dearly was a happy feeling he never understood why but strangely good and he smiled at his father who acted like a fool to please his mother and took time off his research and spent it with his wife.

Thanos who was watching it all couldn't be more happy and forget everything that was troubling his mind while a few things remained he watched and watched as things got out of hand and things got out of hand as his mother hot gravely ill after giving birth to him and lost her health but loved him throughout the while as did his father and caretakers who Thanos watching knew nothing about and watched things play out and his father getting angrier by looking at him and him Changing to the current him with the same idealogy he had before embarking on his slaughter on Titan which he justified as controlled Genocide while looking at it all he felt quite ridiculous himself but watched and watched as things played on and as time Passed with a heavy heart. He on one occasion went towards himself and as he knew his past life quite well he found the perfect opportunity and took a blade and scratched the top of his shin enough to leave an outline and diseappeared on the spot while the original Thanos of this world jolted awake by this and looked at his bleeding ankle and took measures to tighten security and decided to pursue the one who harmed him but to no clue available he was left with nothing.

Meanwhile the Old Thanos watching looked at his ankle to see no scar on it and understood that even if he killed him it wouldn't change anything significant but could make things disastrous instead.

He watched as time escelated and one thing let to another and him beginning a new army and Commuting Genocide throughout the world and destroying countless world's while leaving lady the population to survive and mourn for their dead. He watched it all and felt pain which was unexpected for him as he finally understood a few things about living which made it worthwhile to exist.

And soon came the time when he saw the New Thanos Planning Attack on world's to search for Infiniti Stones and catching Loki and giving him position and an army it govern earth for his own and look for the Tesseract and sighed disappointingly at his old self who made every mistake he did but didn't interfere with it and went about on Earth and met Howard stark by making himself appear normal to everyone and quickly become a friend to him and was pleased with his ingenuity and promised to help him later on and soon went to Asgard.