1 INTRODUCTION

Before I begin writing this story, if you know you have a mindset of committing suicide or the negative thoughts of it flashes through your mind when faced with hard times; then you should definitely continue reading my story.

I write this novel specially for those who are deeply unhappy & depressed and likely have thoughts of commiting suicide.

Who feel as though death is the only thing that can make them happy.

Suicide is not a genuine way to gain happiness,you only end up hurting the ones you love, your family, friends and everyone who surrounds you.

You make them feel helpless and weak, what if you're the only hope your family's got left,well they loose all of that the moment you take your life due to some worthless reasons, & making them believe they failed as parents, they failed in their parental upbringing; what an irony of life.

They blame themselves for your death. That makes no sense at all.

No one said life was easy, life isn't ever easy nor fair. but the best thing you can do for yourself is to find someone you can always confide in , someone you can trust enough to share your problems with.

Surround yourself with good friends and of course the love that comes from your family. There isn't going to be any other love & affection any one else would show to you than theirs.

That's the best thing you can do,self harm is not an option.

You've got places to go, experiences anticipated but yet unfulfilled, people to meet and alot more to achieve if only you just don't give up and believe in yourself.

And moreso try to figure out why you aren't the one down there 6ft below the ground; There's got to be a reason and a purpose why you're still alive, you just have to figure it out and work it out.