CHAPTER 41: FEELINGS WAS THE SAME
Ocean reached home not for long. He cannot forget that woman in his mind. He cannot help it that when she was in front of him, he felt something down below.
Her eyes were so the same as Rhianna but her body was not as the same as hers. His mind was confused now why he was been affected with that woman he met closely. After meeting Bianca closer. He tried to control it when she was just few inches away from him.
He went to his bathroom and took a shower. He looked at his donkey below; Just thinking about her, it came back again even longer.
Her presence was big effect in his body. Who is she? Why is it she had the same feelings like Rhianna? Ocean thought.
He opened the bathroom door as soon as he finished shower. He dried his hair and put on his clothes. He grabbed the photo frame from the side table. It was their last photo taken when they were at the beach. Luckily, he took more of him and her during that date. It was a waste if not single one he does not have it.
Looking back at the photo of them, they were sitting at the white sand beach hugging her from behind. Both of them were smiling in super-hot afternoon.
He put down the frame on his side then looked straight in front of him. There was a painting of Rhianna where she was sitting under the tree alone in their favorite hangout with the group. She was alone at that time writing something on her notebook. He captured that moment then he painted it when he reached home that day.
He was planning to give it to her on their graduation but she left him without saying goodbye. Recalling those, moment made his heart pain.
At first, he was hurt, angry and betrays for the love they shared, it was unfair for him that he did not even know the cause of leaving him.
During the time of Olivia, he was in pain too but not in pain, that Rhianna gave him. Olivia wrote a letter for the reason why she had to leave. However, Rhianna did not.
Rhianna and he did more wonderful and special memories with each other. That is why, it is so painful because he loves Rhianna more.
Ocean did not notice, as his eyes close there is a slight tear fall down from the side. He falls asleep thinking about the past. He always did that once he thought of her.
Meanwhile, Rhianna went straight to her triplets as soon as she arrived from the party. Since they are still young both of them shared the same room. The boys' bed was place at the left side while Raven's right side of the room. She was more space than the boys because of her were too many toys.
Raven has her own room. But she cried when Rhianna told her that she needs to separate from her brothers.
Remembering at that time when her brothers tried to calm her. They even agreed to share their room for her. But Rayden also told her when time comes, they have to own each other's room individually.
Rhianna smiled as she watched Raven nodded at him many times.
They were already asleep when she enters. She went closer and gave them a kiss on the forehead. Looking at them makes her cries because all of this was the love she gave with their father, Ocean.
Seeing him again face to face for 6 years was not the time she expected to see. His appearance tonight was caught her off guard.
She went out and closed the door behind. She goes inside her room slowly undresses her gown and straight to her bathroom. A quick shower then put on her pajamas.
She lay down on her bed, she was thinking about him. He was more handsome that before. He must be happy, right!
Maybe he and Olivia were engaged or married. She was not yet in touch with any of her friends from high school. Even her best friend, Sophie, she knows that she needed to see her now that she is in city. She did not tell him about her triplets.
One of these days, she will contact her. She knows that her best friends will not tell their other friends about her. She kept in touch with Sophie when she was still in the NY. She missed to inform her about her pregnancy.
She does not want her to confront Ocean that might lead to misunderstanding. Good thing about Sophie, she knows her very well. She did not even mention about their friends and Ocean when they started to communicate.
Maybe they both were busy with college stuffs and now with their busy life. She took out her phone then write on something to her planner about meeting her in person again.