122 Volume 3.121 Fleeting Records of Days (2)

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October 5th, 210

Entry for Day 336

It was my 7th birthday. I should be happy but I really couldn't. Since a lot of bad things happened multiple times on my birthday already. Added to the fact, that brother was not able to celebrate his birthday since he was still unconscious. 

However, 81 and the rest of my classmates got wind of it and we still celebrated it. I was grateful for them but maybe there was something that I still wanted to have today. If birthday wishes were real, I kept wishing that my brother would finally wake up. However, the night came and nothing happened. I was starting to lose hope, that it would be the same day without him waking up.