20 Chapter 17

~ Jungkook's POV ~

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN I CAN'T SEE HIM?!" Jin yells.

"Jin Hyung calm down he just kinda snapped and said he wanted to be alone so I think we should just let him b-"

"NO! Don't you realize he doesn't want to be alone? He just said that because he wants to deal with this on his own... like the first time..." Yoongi cut me off. (Idk does that even make sense? 😅)

"B-But why would he want to do this alone? When we all our here for him?" I said still confused.

"Because he is upset about what happened but mostly ashamed he couldn't stop it... again.

He thinks he should've been able to stop it since he's an adult now but... even if he wanted to Taehyung couldn't hurt anyone he just can't" Yoongi answered me as my heart breaks even more for Taehyung.

I'm so caught up in my own thoughts that I didn't notice when Yoongi begins to walk towards Taehyungs room I only notice when Jin moves to catch up to him and stops him.

~ Jin's POV ~

"How do you know how he feels?" I ask curiously.

Yoongi sadly smiles at me, "We talked and he told me... hesitantly but he did tell me."

"O-Oh right. Um, Yoongi do you perhaps like Taehyung?"

"Ew no he's like my little brother," Yoongi said with a small disgusted face.

(Guess I worried you guys for nothing 😂)

"Good cause Jungkook would probably kill you," Jin said with a small chuckle.

"Yeah and I don't want that," Yoongi says chuckling while walking towards Taehyung's room.

~ Yoongi's POV ~

As I get in front of Taehyung's rooms door I realize I don't even know what I'm gonna do.

Usually, when Taehyung comes to me for comfort and stuff he wants hugs but he doesn't want anyone to touch him right now.

Now, what am I gonna do?

I sigh frustrated with myself.

But just then I get an idea. Ok, I hope this works.

I slowly knock on the door and softly say, "Tae? Taebear it's me Yoonie Hyung can I come in?"

I continue to knock a few times and start to lose hope but just then Taehyung opens the door slowly and I hear him say a small "okay" with his head down.

I walk in and try to start a small conversation just to lighten the mood "Hey I got great news!" I say trying to sound excited to get him relaxed as I close the door.

"Oh, what is it?" Taehyung says with a blank face still not looking at me walking towards his bed.

I'm shocked Taehyung usually gives me a big boxy smile and says "OOOOOH! REALLY?! WHAT IS IT?" and starts jumping around excitedly but I guess it'll take time to get him back to his normal self.

"Oh um well you get to go home later tonight in like a few hours at around five pm. The doctor said you just have one more test and some more muscle therapy and then you can go home with Jungkook" I say with a small smile.

"Oh cool," Taehyung says looking uninterested.

"Um yeah I was thinking do you maybe want to talk to an uh therapist... I think it'll help" I hesitantly say.

"Why? You think something is wrong with me?!" Taehyung asks as he looks up at me with a scary glare that I've never seen before.

"N-No I just uh t-think it'll be a good thing?" Yoongi says unsure now with Taehyung looking at him like he's crazy.

"Why? How do you know? Huh? Just because you are older than me you think I'm going to listen to you?!" Taehyung says in what sounds like a threatening voice.

"Um no I just t-thought I should tell you because I went to therapy for my uh p-past but mostly you k-know because of my brother s-so I thought since it helped me it might help you"

"Um I- I don't know," Taehyung says unsure but at least he's not glaring or looking/sounding threatening anymore.

"Um you know it's ok just think it over and if you need someone I'll go with you for support or not it's up to you" Yoongi softly says.

"Ok um thanks I'll uh think it over I guess?" Taehyung says still unsure.

'At least he's gonna think about it' I think to myself.

"What time is it?" Taehyung asks me.

"Oh um it's... three-fourty six," I say as I check my phone clock.

"Oh okay," Taehyung says looking away from me but he looks like he is thinking of something. His face out of nowhere got all serious.

"Well um, unfortunately, I got to go because the doctor wants to run the tests and do the muscle therapy so you can leave as soon as possible if you need me just tell the doctor okay?" Yoongi says.

"Okay," Taehyung says.

"Um okay I'll see you later then," Yoongi says.

(He was gonna talk to Taehyung about it but after seeing his behavior he decided to leave it for now)

~ Taehyung's POV ~

I see Yoongi walk out of the room and closing the door and I start thinking why am I acting like this? The first time I don't remember being this way.

You know what I don't care if they don't stay with me if they don't stay because the way I'm acting then they aren't worth it!

'Woah calm down Taehyung' I think to myself.

Out of nowhere, I get the feeling of needing to cut myself like I used to do when I was younger.

'No, you stopped that for a reason!' I silently scold myself.

'Just one cut won't do anything' oh no.

'Come on you deserve it! YOU KILLED YOUR BABY!' no no stop I did not. I would never.

"Mr. Kim are you ready?" I look up and I see the doctor looking at me as if I was crazy.

"Oh uh yeah. Sorry I was just uh... lost in thought?" I say not very convincing though.

"Oh it's ok we've all been there," The doctor says with a small smile.

'No you haven't'  I think but instead, I say "Um, yeah. Let's just get this over with"

"Okay you ready?" The doctor asks me.

"Okay..." I say nervous I hate this dumb therapy.

(I just want to say thank you all so much for over almost 3k reads that's so crazy 🥺💕 I honestly don't know what to say other than thank you and I hope you continue reading ~ saranghae 💜)

(Oops almost forgot the question of the day ok here it is: What rating would you give this book 1-10)