19 Chapter 16

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~ Yoongi's POV ~

We just got off the phone with Jungkook and he said to go to the hospital because Taehyung is finally up. I'm so excited I hope he's okay.

We drive to the hospital and I'm pretty sure Jin hyung will get a ticket because of how fast he is driving.

We finally arrive after Jin hyung almost killing us a dozen times and what we see so cute we almost coo out loud. Taehyung and Jungkook are in the hospital bed sleeping.

The thing that pisses me off the most is there are scars and marks all over Taehyung we didn't notice because he always wears a long sleeve shirt or a hoodie. I already knew about his past but I didn't see this part I never saw those marks.

'Oooh how much I would like to beat the sh-'

"H-Hey Y-Yoonie Hyung when did you get here?" I was taken out of my angry thoughts by Taehyung pouting while cutely rubbing his eyes.

"Oh hey Tae I'm sorry I woke you up. How are you feeling?"

"It's fine I think I've slept enough tho. I'm ok I guess?" Taehyung answers me but I don't believe that.

"Come on it's me you can talk to me" I worriedly say.

"I-Its just um I-I feel like everything s-started over I mean I was basically all b-better from the a-abuse and being r-raped over and o-over but now I'm b-back at square one w-wanting to d-die again" Taehyung quietly says as he cries.

"Hey hey hey calm down deep breaths. It's gonna be ok you went through it once you can do it again. I know you don't want to but you have all of us here for you" I say as I put my hand on his shoulder but I quickly take it back seeing him flinch.

"S-Sorry I forgot. I didn't mean to" I quickly apologize.

"I-It's ok. I'm sorry I'm just t-to s-sensitive right now"

"Hey no you're fine. You shouldn't apologize you were just attacked you have a right to act like that. No one expects you to act like the normal ball of happiness you usually take your time and heal. We'll be right next to you helping you all the way." Yoongi sincerely says.

"Okay thank you. But I um have a question hyung can you help me with it please hyung!" Taehyung says as he gives Yoongi his puppy dog eyes.

"Fine! I could never resist your puppy dog eyes anyways what is it?" (Not like he would say no to Taehyung anyways)

"I was thinking... should I break up with Jungkook?"

"What?! Why would you break up with Jungkook?!" Yoongi asks confused.

"I don't know it's just that I'm not the same Taehyung he loves. I've changed. I know I have. Getting r- you know... attacked... it changed me. I don't think I can be a good boyfriend like he deserves" Taehyung sadly says.

"Taebear listen to me. Jungkook loves you he will wait for you for a thousand years if he had to. It's up to you but I think it would be easier to stay with him so he can be there for you and because I know you love him." Yoongi says with a soft smile on his face.

"Your right thank you hyung. You're the best hyung ever" Taehyung says smiling.

"I take offense to that!" Jungkook said as he sits up and brings Taehyung into a hug making Taehyung shake and flinch.

~ Jungkook's POV ~

"Oh I'm sorry baby I won't do that again. I'm just used to waking up next to you and hugging you"

"It's okay. But um can I talk to you... alone", Taehyung nervously says.

"Um yeah, I'll be outside if you need me," Yoongi says as he walks out of the room.

"Listen... Um, can you try not to be affectionate I'm just not comfortable with that kinda thing yet?" Taehyung says as he pouts sadly.

"Oh it's okay I understand and I have to confess something...

I kinda heard your conversation with Yoongi Hyung"

"O-Oh um s-sorry I didn't want you to hear that," Taehyung says sadly looking down.

Jungkook put his fingers under Taehyung's chin lifting Taehyung face towards his so they are looking into the eyes of each other.

"Listen... Taehyung, Yoongi was right I would wait for a thousand years if I had to for you only you though. I love you and I want you to be happy you can get through this. Please! I'll help you. Just, please don't leave me!

Being without you these past two weeks felt like hell I couldn't handle it I was constantly here and believe it or not I cried a lot. If you broke up with me I couldn't handle it" Jungkook seriously says.

"O-Okay just promise me one thing?" Taehyung said.

"Okay what is it?" Jungkook asked.

"No matter how bad I get or act don't leave me, please," Taehyung said.

"Of course, I promise!" Jungkook said.

"C-Can I k-kiss you once?" Taehyung asks.

"Duh I would love that you don't even have to ask." Jungkook says as he gently grabs Taehyungs face and brings him into a kiss.

At first Taehyung tenses and shakes but soon he realized it's me and melts into the kiss as he brings his hands around my neck.

Soon Taehyung leans out of the kiss at first I'm confused but then I realize he wasn't ready. He probably forced himself to try to seem better.

I sigh and slowly go towards him to not scare him. "Hey it's okay I told you don't rush yourself into something when you aren't ready it'll make it worse okay?" I softly say.

"O-okay It's not fair! I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL!!" Taehyung screams as he starts to cry.

"Hey hey you are normal it's just you've been through a lot and it's normal to be like this it'll take time but you'll be better in no time. With the help of me and the hyungs of course." Jungkook says trying to calm Taehyung down.

"Okay thanks again I appreciate it." Taehyung says calmed down a bit more.

"You're welcome that's what awesome boyfriends do," Jungkook says as he smoothly winks.

Taehyung chuckles and blushes, "Thanks, you always know how to make me laugh. Plus I feel a little bit better"

"I'm just repaying the favor when I was going through a tough time with my family you helped me a lot and I'm better now.

You didn't even leave me when I continuously snapped at you so thank you for that and I won't leave you just like you didn't leave me." Jungkook says smiling fondly remembering Taehyung being there for him even when he wasn't acting the nicest.

"Well um your welcome It just reminded me of my dad and it's not easy to have family problems and go through it alone and I didn't want you to go through what I did so uh... yeah" Taehyung awkwardly says as he rubs the back of his neck.

"Oh I'm sorry" Jungkook says sadly looking at Tae.

"It's fine just stop it now. I don't want you to pity me!" Taehyung snaps at the look Jungkook gave him.

"W-What? But I-"

"Just go. I want to be alone." Taehyung said cutting him off.

"But what about the hyungs they wanted to-"

"I SAID I WANTED TO BE ALONE!" Taehyung yelled.

"O-Okay I'm s-sorry," Jungkook said as he puts his head down in shame but mostly confusion and walks out.

'Why did I snap at him? What's wrong with me?!' Taehyung thinks as he puts his head in his hands and starts to cry... again.

'This is gonna be harder than I thought'

Jungkook thinks as he walks out of the room.

"Hey Jungkook can we go in now," Jin Hyung asks me.

"Um yeah about that Jin Hyung we need to talk"

(I hope you enjoyed the update sorry It took so long. Question of the day: Do you have siblings if you do how many? I have three younger brothers and one (adopted) older sister. Thank you guys for over 2k reads I really appreciate it that's crazy 🥺💜)