Reliving the First Time

It wasn't her first time in his bedroom, but this time was different. Rena tried to hide the growing smile on her face but it was too late. 

AJ's arms encircled her waist pulling her against him, his eyes lingering on hers. His own mouth curled in the corners, matching her excitement. His lips pressed against her forehead taking a moment to breathe in the warm vanilla of her shampoo. 

Their noses touched as his lips hovered over hers, each of them savoring the heat of their breath, every second stretching for its own eternity. Their eyes flickered shut as their lips parted. It was soft and gentle like they had all the time in the world. 

Rena tried to calm her racing heart. The warmth of his embrace trickled through her body with each passing moment. Every part of her was enchanted by him, which only made the fire growing in her burn brighter. 

Her hands slipped over his tie, letting it fall beside them. Her nimble fingers made their way down his chest, button by button until all that remained was him. She slid the shirt off his shoulders, her fingers tracing the outline of his taut chest and stomach. She hadn't expected him to be so defined.

AJ took his time with her. It was torture but he wanted to enjoy the simple pleasure of every moment of what they were doing. It wasn't just about the ending, despite what his body was telling him. It was about her. His fingers flirted with the hem of her dress before moving up, methodically noting every part of her that he revealed. 

Her hands were on his belt before she knew what she was doing. Within seconds, only his underwear remained. 

She stepped back to admire her work; her dress fell down covering the skin AJ had painstakingly exposed. He was even more exquisite than she imagined, his chest, his abs, the lines on his hips leading down to his growing desire. 

Until then, Rena had forgotten that he was a former marine and is taking up a job soon to be a marine corps drill sergeant. There was no avoiding it now. He might not be as well-formed as the ads she had Googled from years ago, but he still had it. Her body tensed as she realized for the first time how much more he was. He was a bodybuilding legend from his division at the marine corps, so much more than just her boyfriend. He was way out of her league. He was used to more than her. She couldn't compete. 

A new fire burned through her core but this time instead of leaving passion in its wake it left her self-conscious afraid that her own body wasn't enough. Suddenly everything they were doing got so much more real and the weight of the possible consequences overwhelmed her. 

"I'm sorry!" Rena turned away from him sitting on the edge of the bed face buried in her hands. 

"It's okay," AJ sat next to her, placing his hand on her shoulder. "There's no rush. We can wait."

Rena blinked back tears as her pulse quickened. "It's not that. I still want that. Look at you! It's just… you're AJ DeLeon. You've been with these amazingly beautiful, smart, incredible, talented, fierce women. I'm…" Her voice trailed off as she tried to find the words that were haunting her. "I'm just me… I'm nobody. What if I'm not good enough?"

AJ's fingers grazed her jaw turning her face to his. "Rena, you're more than enough. You're you! You're exceptional in every way that matters. This is special but it doesn't define you, or us."

"I'm scared of messing this up, of losing you," Rena admitted. She hated herself for putting this on him. She shouldn't have said anything. It wasn't often that she even noted their age difference, being with him had always felt natural, but at this moment she felt small. "And, what about the consequences of what we're about to do? If my family found out and told the authorities… I don't want to hurt you."

"There are no consequences that will keep me from you. Do you really think I would risk my career on you if I wasn't absolutely certain that you are who I wanted? If I had any doubts about us, we wouldn't be here now." AJ brushed a strand of her hair behind her ear. "You're right, there are consequences that we might face one day, but we'll face them together."

Rena leaned into him letting his steady breathing calm her nerves as she focused on his reassuring words. "Everything's so perfect right now, I don't want to lose that, to have your feelings change, if this isn't all you hoped it would be." 

  "This is a new step for us," AJ acknowledged. "But I hope we will have a lot of time to practice in the future until we get it right, as you say." 

Rena blushed. "I think I had a professor once say that good acting doesn't happen overnight, it requires daily practice and dedication to one's craft. That does seem like sound advice now."

"Daily practice? He sounds like a brilliant man," AJ teased. "Whatever happens tonight, it won't change how I feel about you."

A sparkle returned to Rena's eyes as his tender touch eased her nerves. "And how do you feel about me?"

"I could spend the rest of the evening telling you that," AJ began his fingers grazing the inside of her thigh. "Or, if you trust me, I can show you."

Rena pressed her lips to his cheek, the warmth inside her building again. "I would like that." 

"If at any point you want to stop, that's all you have to say," AJ told her.

"Thank you," Rena stood before him, her fingers lifting the hem of her dress around her mid-stomach. "Now I believe we were right about here." 

AJ leaned forward kissing her hips as he continued lifting her dress inch by inch leaving a trail of feathery light kisses in his wake, reminding her she was perfect just by being Rena.

His eyes wandered the length of her body mapping every part in his mind and analyzing the best place to start. He reached for her hand, taking it in his own and guiding her to the bed. 

Rena sat on the edge, her eyes never leaving AJ's. Her heart and breathing quickened as she waited for him to make the first move. 

AJ brought her hand up, his lips brushing faintly against her wrist. He savored how her breathing shifted as a result. He kept his eyes focused on hers as he kissed her again, his lower lip dragging across her delicate skin.

A soft sound escaped her, rewarding his efforts and encouraging him onward. Her arm relaxed beneath his tender touch as he eased the last of her nerves.

Rena's eyes fell shut delighting in the warmth of his lips and tongue traveling up her arm. 

"Lean back," AJ suggested as his lips reached her shoulder. 

Rena crawled farther into his bed, resting her head on his pillow. AJ followed, climbing on top of her, his lips hovering over hers. She lifted her head pulling at his lips, her fingers in his hair guiding him further into her. Her legs drifted open as the burning in her core strengthened. She could feel her warmth pooling. There were no nerves, no anxiety, and no fear now. Just him and her. She reached down for him, but he pulled away from her lips, moving back. 

"Soon." His thumb caressed her cheek. "I'm not done with you yet. When I'm done with you, my name will be the only word on your tongue."

Rena's eyes widened at his declaration. Before she could speak his lips were back on hers as his confident hands caressed her sensitive skin leaving goosebumps in their wake. 

Without breaking away from her skin, his lips moved down her neck, tantalizing her with a mix of light and deep kisses as he danced across her skin.

"AJ," Rena gasped, his tongue tracing circles around her breast, her nipples hardening as the heat of his breath cascaded over her. 

He took her into his mouth pinching her between his lips. The moans escaping her mouth were more than he had hoped for. The pads of his strong fingers brushed along her slick folds. 

Rena rocked her hips forward urging his fingers into her. She could feel him smile against her as his tongue flicked across her nipple. 

AJ pressed his lips between her breasts, kissing his way down. His tongue dipped in between her lower lips. He breathed in her warmth, memorizing her smell and letting his tongue lap up his first taste. It wasn't enough, he needed more. His tongue slipped deeper, finding her sensitive spot. He began swirling around it avoiding direct contact.

Anticipation flooded her body. She squirmed, shifting him until he was where she needed him. Her head rolled back as his tongue ran across her sending sparks bursting through her.

She continued moaning and squirming as he slid one finger inside her pumping and curling, easing her open. She gasped as his finger rubbed across her sensitive spot, her body arching to meet him. "AJ, please." She begged, sweat glistening her skin.

AJ slipped another finger in bringing out a deep groan as she came undone beneath him. 

Her fingers grasped the sheets so tightly she thought her nails might rip them. Her back arched off the bed again, she screamed his name. Stars exploded in her vision as he continued swirling, flicking, and pumping, prolonging her pleasure. Her body tensed and writhed until she could no longer take it. "Please," she gasped. 

AJ released her, sucking his fingers and licking around his mouth to take in every drop of her. 

He watched as her body slowly relaxed and her breathing began to even out. His lips met hers, welcoming her back to him as she came down. "I trust that was satisfactory?"

"AJ," Rena breathed. Her fingers knotted in his hair holding him close to her. His breath was warm on her skin. 

He kissed her again. "I told you my name would be the only word on your tongue."

He was definitely not wrong. Rena pushed him playfully, her energy restoring. She wrapped her legs around his waist and pressed him back until she was on top, kneeling over him. "Is this okay?

His cock brushed eagerly against her. "I'll take that as a yes."

Rena shifted back onto his thighs, her fingers wrapping around him, pumping lightly. This was the first time she was really taking him in fully. She enjoyed how his breathing shifted and his eyes closed as she moved along him. She bit her lip as she leaned over letting her tongue run up the underside of him. 

"Rena," AJ moaned loudly, being caught off guard. 

She enjoyed the way her name sounded on his lips. She wanted to hear it again. Her fingers kept a steady pace, just enough to fill him with pleasure, but not overwhelm him. Her lips pressed down on him, swirling around the tip taking a bit of him in. "Mmmm."

AJ let out a low groan from deep in his throat. "Rena!"

Her fingers slid over him a few more times before pulling away. Her own core ached for him. AJ popped her head up, "Do you have a condom?"

"Top drawer," AJ motioned to his end table, his body quivering still from her touch. 

Rena reached for the drawer, her warmth brushing over him as she moved causing another groan to escape his mouth. She knew she was teasing him relentlessly, but he had helped her get her confidence back. He made her feel safe and secure. She retrieved the item and slipped it carefully over him caressing him as she went. 

Rena straddled his lap, her hands firmly planted on his taut chest. "I like this look on you. Such wanting. So needy."

His cock throbbed as her warmth dripped down on him. 

Rena leaned forward brushing a soft kiss against his lips. She giggled as her hair fell over his face. When she leaned back, she guided him into her. Rena took a moment to enjoy the sensation of having him inside of her and moreover, having AJ DeLeon at her mercy. The hunger in his eyes was delicious. She began moving up and down on him letting his cock run against her most sensitive spots. Rena moaned as he filled her deeper each time that she rocked her body, her fingertips pressing further into his chest. 

The sight of her riding his cock was enough to make him cum on the spot. Nothing had prepared him for this moment, for this view of her. AJ groaned as her tightness enveloped him. It took everything in him to remain calm. He wasn't about to ruin this for her. He would wait until she came again, she was his priority. His hands on her hips moved with her.

A sheen of sweat spread across her chest as she moved with more urgency against him. She could feel him throbbing within her, so close, but she wanted more. She pulled his hands off her hips and moved them to her breasts. AJ didn't need directions, he happily massaged and teased as if he could read her mind. 

"AJ," Rena moaned, a rush of air escaping her lungs, as he applied pressure to her chest while urging his hips forward pushing deeper, filling her more than she had ever felt before. Her breathing became more ragged and her body tensed and contracted around him. A euphoria she had never known before rushed over her, tears seeped out of her closed eyes as she rode the waves of pleasure coursing through her. 

AJ pulsated inside of her as her warmth exploded over him. He couldn't hold out any longer. His face contorted in ecstasy as he unloaded. 

Rena slid off of him, collapsing beside him, her body still tingling. 

AJ removed the full condom and tossed it in the trash beside the bed. He brought Ira into his arms, pulling the blankets up around them. His heart began to slow as he held her close. Still too breathless to speak, the only word he could breathe was "Rena"; her name on his lips.

She buried her head in the crook of his neck, curling into the space he created for her, the space that fit her perfectly. Her eyes fluttered shut savoring the last bits of pleasure pulsating at her core.

  Rena groaned as AJ shifted beneath her getting out of bed. "Don't go!" Her eyes were still shut as she pulled his pillow into her, snuggling it.

"I'll be back," AJ paused for a moment, noting how breathtaking and innocent she looked. He leaned over brushing a light kiss on her forehead. 

A yawn escaped Rena's mouth as her lips curled into a smile. 

He had returned shortly. He brushed Rena's hair behind her ear. "I'm back, beautiful," he whispered in her ear. "I've got a little treat for you." His thumb caressed her cheek.

Rena grumbled, "Come back to bed."

"We will, soon," He promised. He bent over his lips, meeting hers softly.

"That's not fair," Rena whined as she leaned further into his lips.

Inch-by-inch, Rena followed AJ's kisses. "That was a dirty trick," Rena complained, realizing she was now sitting up. 

"Not quite," AJ chuckled. "Maybe next time."

He offered his hand which Rena took as she followed him.

The scent of the cedarwood candles washed over her, as they entered the bathroom. 

"This is for you." He led her to the bubble bath he prepared for her. Helping her into the warm water.

"This is amazing!" Rena's eyes shimmered. "No one has ever done anything like this for me before."

He slid his hand behind her head, running his fingers along the back of her neck as he sat on the edge of the tub. "Then, they didn't deserve you."

Rena took a moment, holding back the tears forming in her eyes, she had never felt so adored in her life. "It's missing one thing though."

"My apologies," AJ looked around wondering what it could be. "I hadn't exactly prepared for this. I didn't know our night would turn out more memorable than usual. I'll get it next time. What do you want?"

"Not want, need," Rena clarified.

"Whatever you need," He agreed, holding her gaze.

"Good answer," She grinned. "All I need… is you, of course! I'm lonely here."

"We can't have that," He smirked as he climbed in. "Better?"

Rena curled into him. "Much!"

"I couldn't agree more," He whispered in her ear. His hands drifted around her slipping between her, his fingers drifting over her thighs. "You make me so happy, Rena."

She rested her head on his shoulder as he caressed her body. "Me too. This feels right, we feel right."

"You take my breath away," His lips melted on her neck. "You bring out the best in me."

Rena's every muscle relaxed as she dissolved into the safety of his embrace. 

AJ continued whispering sweet nothings in her ear. His warm breath lingered on her neck, a reminder of the secrets planted.