1 Chapter 2

standing here on this cliff ready to end my life , before i could jump i heard a voice behind of me "really your gonna kill yourself here , what are you ? a mental patient "

i turn to look at the person and i was shock by how beautiful this person looks , "hello" he snaps his hand trying to gain my attention ,

"actually yes i was trying to end my fucking life before you came along" he rolled his eyes at me "well don't let me stop you go ahead" ,

"what , your just gonna let me kill myself" i said so shocked at his statement ,"yea of course why would i stop you or are you having second thought? " he rise his eyebrows at me waiting for an answer.

"umm no i'm not i just rather not kill myself in front of someone"

I walked over to the cute guy and sit beside him

"i can't believe you were gonna let me jump off"

"well..you wanted to jump i couldn't stop you" he said

"whatever , by the way what are you doing here and who are you"

"i'm here because i want to and i'm a person" i rolled my eyes at his stupid comment.

"no idiot i mean what's your name" he smirk at me for no reason.

"that's for me to know and you to found out"

"ugh" i sigh feeling annoyed , "why were you gonna jump" , he didn't want to tell me his name now it's my turn to mess with him , "that's for me to know and you to find out" he laugh at my comment ,

"smooth real smooth" i laugh flipping my hair ,

There is something about this guy that i just can't put my hands on , he is some how different from everyone , fuck i nearly jump off a cliff and he told me to do it like what kind of person does that but at the same time he makes me laugh really hard , i haven't laugh like that in a long time.

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I went home after spending time with that cute stranger , i hate the fact that i got to go to school , i hate school so much , i hate the people there that give me pity and i feel sorry for you looks , you know how fuck up it is for people to come up to you and say hey i'm so sorry you got raped , like it fucking hurts every time someone say that to me , i would never wish for anyone to get **** because it's the fucking worst and it stress you out a lot , the worst part of being **** is having flashback over and over again , when your having flashback it feels like your being raped over again.

I can't remember anything about my rapist , every time i try to remember there faces i only got blurry images of them , i for sure know it's more than one person.

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I have been to school all morning and it's final time for launch , walking in the launch room i saw my brother walking towards me , "hey sis what's up" he reach out to hug me but i finch , ever since i got raped i can't be touch by anyone.

He rub his head back "umm sorry sis i forgot you don't like to be touch" i smile at him for being so kind to me , "it's okay "

"alright so come eat with us" i always like eating with my brother and his friends because they are really funny and cool , my brother and his friends are the school bad boys , i know i know , my sister is queen bee and my brother is the bad boy and i'm the little nerd , to be honest i always love being the nerd ,

walking along side my brother to his table i look at everyone and i saw someone i didn't expect to see "YOU" i said while he smirk at me.