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Mathilda

Staring back at my reflection in the mirror, I raise the scissors to cut my long red hair but then I pause for a moment to take a deep breath because I've never been with short hair before.

I'm wondering if this is the right thing to do as of now but I think it is because a change of looks would serve my purpose well as a strong person.

I let my mind drift over to the words of James a few hours ago, he was told to return to The Nolans Mansion not as Cahill's wife but as Luna over the Blackwood pack. To be stronger than ever and handle my position and make Cahill know what he's missing out on.

Christ, I still love my husband so fucking much that it hurts to think about him.