Rebirth

"Mo fan, did you really think I'd date a loser like you." A soft feminine voice suddenly rang out in the empty roof of HanZu academy.

"What do you mean Aya, you told me you loved me, what are you saying?" Mo fan a boy with long black hair and extremely dark eyes said.

He had a weak scrawny build, there was nothing special about him except the excessive outbreak of pimples on his skin.

"Are you Mad Mo fan, what would make you think, I'd actually love you." Aya, a 17 year old girl with black hair and snow white skin as clear as glass.

"I...I loved you Aya, what I had for you was real." Mo fan said with tears in his eyes, he was one of them, the schools losers, the bullied, the weak, what name had he not been given?

Mo fan was the average nerd, who just wanted to watch anime and live out a peaceful life, he had no interest in climbing the social ladder.

Coupled with his poor economical status and subpar looks, he had been quickly turned into a joke at his school, becoming the targets of insecure bullies.

Laughter suddenly erupted from all around Mo Fan, blinding flashes of light assaulted his vision, the smell of alcohol and drugs wafted into his nose.

"Loser, Did you really think she would be with a failure like you?" Comments like this erupted all around Mo Fan and he was instantly plunged into shame.

His head faced the ground as everything replayed in his mind.

'I am so stupid, I should have known, I should have known better, I should have known it was all a joke.' Mo Fan thought.

Aya, the most beautiful girl in his school had all of a sudden began talking to a loser and showing interest in him.

"Just kill yourself and do us all a favor, you loser." Aya said with laughter erupting from her mouth.

Each night he spent texting her, each test he failed just to be there for her, each date they went on, every conversation, even watching anime together, it was all a joke and nothing more.

Mo Fan could feel the sadness welling up in his heart and a single phrase repeating itself in his head.

'Kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself.' Mo Fan took one step forward, amplifying the intensity if the voices screaming in his head.

He took another step and he could feel his heart growing lighter, the rest of the students on the building been filtered out, it was just him and his mind.

The eyes of the crowd widened as they noticed what Mo was about to do, sure they wanted to humiliate him, but not to this level.

"Mo NOO!!!" screams erupted on the roof but Mo had already made up his mind.

Mo Fan couldn't hear the words of the crowd, it was just him and his mind.

Mo took one last look at the crowd behind him with sadness in his heart.

'Just kill yourself, you'd be doing them a favor.' Mo thought and he finally leaped off the roof

Mo's body crashed right into the ground, dying instantly.

Mo's eyes swung open violently, the first thing that came to his mind was the abbysal darkness that filled his eyes.

"Am I in hell?" Mo Fan suddenly asked in panic, he had heard that suicide was a sin, but he never thought all of those stuff existed.

"Nah, I summoned you here first, you're to interesting for me to outrightly send you to hell." A deep voice broke the silence of the abyss.

A ball of light suddenly appeared, illuminating the entire area, with a golden crown on it's head.

If Mo Fan didn't know any better then he would say he was in space staring directly at the sun because that was exactly what it looked like.

"What are you?" Mo Fan asked instinctively, his curiosity gaining the advantage.

"Author, god, Orisa, chukwu, Lord, Odin, what have they not called me." The ball suddenly said with a sigh.

Mo Fan took a large gulp, staring at the ball, he never believed in the existence of anything beyond the natural.

'It is probably just a figment of my imagination, I'm already dead.' Mo Fan said dispelling any thoughts of celestials.

"The reverse actually, I wonder why your mind is so rigid to reality, I'd need to fix that in your next life." The ball suddenly said causing Mo's eyes to widen.

"You mean? I get a second life?" Mo Fan said with a smile on his face.

"Yes, and stop smiling about it, the only reason I didn't let you die was because of pity, you wasted the first life I gave to you and I would punish you for that." The ball said once more.

Mo Fan heaved a sigh, he thought he would finally just cease to exist and be free of all the bullying if he killed himself but it did not seem to be so.

"I only have one request." Mo Fan said with a pleading look in his eyes.

"Which is?" The ball said confused, since he had been doing this , this was the first time he was hearing such a request.

"Please can I retain the memories of my last life in the next." Mo Fan said with a little smile on his face.

In every Isekai anime he had watched, retaining your old memories in a new life was a cheat code.

"Very well, but you shall not escape your punishment." The ball said once more

"I won't waste this new life." Mo Fan said with determination in his eyes, he failed once but never again.

"I hope so." The ball said and with a single thought Mo Fan disappeared, leaving the ball alone in the vast expanses of it's celestial realm.

In a land where the sun didn't shine, in a certain brothel screams of pain could be heard.

"Is it here?" A woman's voice screamed and a look of agony filled her voice.

"No, push harder." Another feminine voice rang out.

A loud scream could be heard, agony etched into the face of a red eyed woman and she could feel the baby finally leaving her completely.

Cries of a newborn rang out and the next time Mo Fan opened his eyes he could see a giant human lifting him.

"It is a baby boy ." The woman said holding Mo Fan with stars in her eyes, as she stared at the tiny Mo Fan covered in goo

"WHAT THE FUCK?"