1 1.New Session!!
Finally, New session of high-school is going to start from tomorrow and I (Jessica) am getting myself prepared for the first day . Mom is helping me out with some things .Keeping everything aside, I am nervous, yes , it would appear something odd to you, isn't it? But i dont know why I am getting some unusual feelings. I know everything is going to be same , same faces, same friends,even same school but the thing that would be changed is my feelings for him. YES, I am talking about him, Jackson, our school's most popular boy,every girl's crush and the one I fell in love with but i guess my destiny has some other plans for me Or i guess it's sleeping somewhere in the corner. Haha, U know what I mean , right? Of course he rejected me because I am not his type, he thinks that I am an innocent one, a nerd . But on the same day when Lina, school's popular/ bad girl asked him out, he kinda became her little puppy .They are dating now but more like in a lustful relationship, just fucking around . Ofcourse, it hurts like hell. One sided love is no joke. After that incident, I became a little depressed.I really loved him and even after trying a lot I wasn't able to find my lost self. Suddenly,I felt a tear slipping down my cheeks as I was thinking about the time when I started building huge walls around my heart but now I am all ready for the new adventure. Yeah! It took some time to get over him but I moved on, that's called life, right? Sometimes,We have to leave some things for good ,so, I left my feelings for him.But still there was a void in my heart which wasn't recovered and I felt incomplete.I was surrounded by many people who cared for me and loved me but still I was alone.I was lost in my own world, thinking about all this stuff when suddenly my phone started ringing, I looked at my phone's screen to know who was calling at this time. A smile crept on my face when her name popped up on the screen . Her name is Lisa, my bff ,who is more like my sister, my reflection. I picked up her call.
J - Hey! (I said )
L - Hii sweetie, everything fine? What happened? Are you sad? Are you again thinking about the same stupid stuff.
*( yes! When I said she was like my own reflection, that's what I meant, she can easily tell the difference that when I am sad and when I am in a normal state)
J - (I tried to act normal) what are you talking about? It's not like that Lisa , it's just I am tired from doing all the work since morning.
L- yeah! Yeah! Good try .I know you are good at hiding your feelings from others, Jessica, but it won't work on me. So you better know, it's gonna be fine okk. So don't be tensed.
J - Fine! My mother. Well, I guess u are all ready for tomorrow. (I tried to change the topic)
L- Hmm, I am ready to hit upon new boys.
J - Are you for real ?
L- Ofcourse and I guess you should try too! (She said jokingly)
J - Wait ,You little bitch!!
We both started laughing at this
Then soon I disconnected the call as it was getting late and I didn't want us to be late on our first day. Then Soon, I drifted to a sound sleep, keeping my guards up and hoping for the best.....
(**Next chapter will be out soon♥️)
