1 CHAPTER ONE: Dreamer

Hey, can I have your attention for a bit it will only take a moment? I want you to close your eyes and imagine with me, don't worry it will be exciting, imagine being in the darkness just floating surrounded by everlasting silence. It was not a bad silence, it was peaceful, so peaceful even in this cold darkness you can feel its warm embrace. Sounds nice right but we are not done yet, because now the stars illuminate through the darkness and fill the area with eternal light.

The stars get together to create a constellation of no animals, not a dipper, no whole new world made entirely out of stars. you can walk in this star-made world, a world full of people living peacefully in its beautiful city, a place with no discrimination, a place where you can love whoever with no judgment, a place with little conflict, a place with nobody trying to put other Down for their enjoyment. It's a breathtaking place where you always live in Bliss and you can walk in the stars and-

Teacher: KAMARI!!

Kamari: huh?!

Teacher: would you mind explaining why you were sleeping in class this time ms.Kamari

So that was a dream huh, it was the same dream yesterday. since when I was interested in space or sci Fi or whatever that was. Hold on sec focus girl you need to make up an excuse on why I was sleeping in class for the 10th time.

Kamari: my dog woke up at night and I didn't get enough sleep

Teacher: oh really but ms. Kamari didn't you say that for the last nine-time

Sh*t

Teacher: well since your awake why don't you answer a problem for us

Wow, Mrs.brown love to make me solve a math problem in Infront of people and it will end the same way. Mrs.Brown write the problem on the board, I can tell everyone in the class are confused because the problem was so hard nobody knew how to solve it. That is because the problem on the board is a college-level question, no freshmen can solve this, well except one person which is me.

Kamari: done

Ms.Brown: what?

In under ten minutes, I was able to finish this college-level math problem. It's a good thing my tutor was teaching me this exact problem last night or else I would've looked stupid in Infront of everyone I don't need everyone to remind me that I got a problem wrong in math.

Mrs.Brown smile and congratulate me for getting it correct. You think I feel warm and cozy from the teacher smiling and congratulating me, but I can tell she was pissed not even she was pissed with her hell-raising glare and the forced smile look so painful it took everything she have to keep that chunky expression on her pale white face. It even looks like the short amount of hair she has on her head was about to fall for a 40-year-old lady she looks older every day to the point it becomes-

Kamari: creepy

Ms.Brown: what!

whoops, I accidentally said it out loud, quick Kamari you need to come up with something fast.

Kamari: pretty, I think you pretty

Ms.Brown: Nice try, detention!

two hours later in detention

WOW imagine spending two hours and thirty minutes in detention because your algebra teacher heard you saying creepy. that will be me. right after that thought, a black teacher with a half-shaved beard like the people from the action movie and a shiny bald head walks into the detention room. It was Mr. woody my history teacher he like me as an African American and he was my mom's best friend and my favorite history teacher. out everyone, he knew me the longest he was like my second dad I wish he was I think mom did too...

Kamari: what are you doing here Mr. woody

Mr. woody: I'm here to tell you you can leave detention because-

Kamari: after a long investigation the school found out there was discrimination involved so Ms. brown is removed for student discrimination

Mr. woody:...

Kamari: what was it race or my dad

Mr. woody: both

Kamari: I kinda figured she hates black people and I already know there's more to it than race it's because she sees my scumbag father in me.

Mr. woody: Kamari you look nothing like your father and you won't have to worry about what Mrs. brown think-

Kamari: because she went, what is that going to do the principal hates me like everyone in this school and heck even the f*cking country, no matter what I do everyone will only see me as my father hell spawn!!

Mr. woody:...

Kamari: and that this world revolves around hate and racism the only way to protect yourself from it is to hate as much as them.

Mr. woody: your mother won't want you to live like this, in every known history fighting the world with hate has done nothing but slow everyone down, it will be no better than trying to win an argument with your reflection.

Kamari: .....

Mr. woody: we will never progress if continue the cycle, the only way to break out of it is by fighting with love.

Kamari: really, do think it easy to love another-

Mr. woody: after what they did and said, no it takes a great deal of willpower and most importantly strength.

Kamari: do you think I have the quality to love?

Mr. woody: your mother did, for women in her condition she strong as hell and you are your mother's hellspawn.

I giggle a bit, Mr. woody always knows how I feel better in a bad situation, anyway it was getting late and it was time for me to go home. I told Mr. woody thank you and goodbye.

Kamari: see you after summer sir.

Mr. woody: same here and another thing don't be afraid to reach out for help from me or anyone else ok.

Kamari: I'll try

And with that, I start walking back home.