1 THE BEGINNING

"IF YOU ALWAYS TRY YOUR BEST

THEN YOU'LL NEVER HAVE TO WONDER

ABOUT WHAT YOU COULD HAVE DONE

IF YOU'D SUMMONED ALL YOUR THUNDER"!!

My mother always used to say that this world is so selfish, it's filled with harsh and egoistic people, who are always involved in weird tricks to manipulate the innocent and deprive the weakers.

Since she died, I always used to visit her grave and repeat her words back. I never understood what she really meant as I was only 8 years old when she left me alone with my grandma in a small village of Willingston. She died from a car accident and her last breaths were with me because her death bed wish was to see me.

I clearly remember that day when I ran towards the hospital with my grandma. Tears were falling from my eyes, my eyes were bright red , nausea was flowing from my nose and my whole world was tilted apart. Being just a young child, I had no idea what was happening. A nurse wearing blue scrub had rushed towards me and had taken me into a bright white room. She was slim and tall, had blond curly hairs and freckles on her cheek bones. Seeing her, more tears rushed through my eyes because she was like my mother.

In the room my mother was laying in a ventilator and the heart rate monitor (HRM)attached to her was probably warning me that the archangel of death had arrived and was waiting to take my mother's soul to the heaven while leaving me behind the helly world.

I ran towards her and sat beside her. She had rubbed the tears apart from my eyes, she looked fragile and weak and her brown eyes were dull and sad but yet she was smiling.

She had looked at me with hope and desire and had said her last words to me

"Tris always believe in your self, you are the most special person in this world, you have to keep moving forward and never look back. You possess something special, now you are left behind to fulfill my ideal that I failed to achieve. Never ever lose hope"!!

And then in her very last breath she had said, "Tris, this world is so mean and you will get crushed, but always remember that I am with you.....and no matter what happens , never lose hope ....Tris always try to fight alone..."!!

And then she had died, her eyes met with mine and she breathed out a word which was quite a whisper as she was going to her final place. I never forget the word that she had whispered :

"Stand Alone"!