1 Chapter 1

Ryan's POV

I mumble to myself "Damn alarm" as it goes off. I pick up my phone and turn off the alarm and get up. It's 6:30 already, ugh…I hate waking up for school. I get up and walk into my bathroom. When I look in the mirror I see that my hair is a mess as usual and sticking up at odd angles, I swear I must do some acrobatics in my sleep to make my hair look like this. My bathroom looks like something from the 1970's by the color scheme… it's like totally psychedelic man haha. My bedroom is painted sky blue from when I was a little kid, hell I even still have wolf curtains in there because I was obsessed with them back then. Don't get me wrong, I still love them but not to the point of decorating my room with a bunch of wolf stuff. I turn on the shower and wait for the water to heat up which seems to take forever but eventually it does. I strip and jump in the shower as fast as I can. I love my shower, it has a showerhead that can be switched to a massage setting and that feels great, especially in the mornings. I finish my shower now that I'm finally awake and get out while drying off. I brush my teeth and go to my closet to pick out something to wear. I decide on a pair of tight black skinny jeans that really make my ass look great and a tight light gray v-neck along with a black pair of tennis shoes and gray ankle socks. I know, boring colors but I love the way the jeans and this shirt hug my body. I grab my wallet, phone, keys and backpack and head downstairs.

I can already smell my moms delicious cooking before I even made it halfway down the stairs, she usually has to rush in the mornings so I make breakfast but I guess she's ahead of schedule or I'm behind schedule since I usually wake up before my alarm goes off. When I got to the bottom of the stairs I sat my light green backpack down and walked into the kitchen. My mom looked up and smiled brightly saying "Good morning sweetheart, did you sleep well?" I smiled back and hopped onto the counter on the opposite side that she is working on and replied "Yea, but I did NOT want to get up this morning, more than usual." She looked back at me and said "I can tell, you forgot to do your hair." I panicked and ran back upstairs and did my hair by brushing it back. I came back in breathing a sigh of relief and said "Thanks mom that would have been embarrassing." She replied "A bed head look is HOT on a guy, ask anybody that's attracted to them, besides you." I was so glad we were alone because she can get a bit embarrassing when she says things like that. Mom then asked "Want to hear a lame but funny joke?" I rolled my eyes and said "Sure why not." Mom clears her throat and says "A family walks into a hotel and the father says 'I hope the porn is disabled'…the hotel desk clerk says 'It's just regular porn you sick fuck!'" It was such a bad joke I had to laugh because only my mom would tell me a joke like that. Granted I'm 18 and in my senior year of high school but it's still messed up and funny that she tells me jokes like that. She sat a plate of French toast and bacon in front of me and grabbed a plate for herself and we ate while having a comfortable conversation.

Finally it was time to head for school and I popped a piece of minty gum in my mouth and ran out to my car. It is a black 2015 Honda Accord and I'm fine with it although it might be nice to have something a bit sportier or newer but I'm not going to complain, it's nice compared to what other people have. I got to Jodie's house and tapped the horn. She ran out the front door in blue jeans and a blue tank top with her hair flowing behind her. She hopped in the passenger seat and smiled at me and asked "So did your dad actually call since yesterday was the big 18th birthday?" I laughed humorlessly and rolled my eyes in her direction to answer her question. She cussed under her breath which I wasn't surprised about because she hates him more than I do because of the way he favors my older brother blatantly and doesn't have anything to do with me especially after I came out as gay. My mom tells me to turn the other cheek and keep forgiving him because one day he will come around and realize what a mistake he made but I don't believe that, he's a horrible father and human being in general…always has been and always will be, he will NEVER change.

Jodie then returned to her previous smile and turned the radio up with Taylor Swift playing "ME!" while we sang along with the music blasting, her singing Taylors parts and me the EXTREMELY sexy Brendon Urie's parts. We pulled up to the school still singing since Jodie lives so close to the school so we finished the song with other students laughing because we do this kind of thing all the time Today there is a talent show that we have entered together. Of course we're going to sing because we're both just that awesome. When the song finishes we get out of the car and walk into the school still humming the same tune in a loop.