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Soredemo Tsuma o Aishiteru: Alternative

[DING! REGRESSION UNLOCKED! YOUR UNSIGHTLY PAST BECKONS MENDING! YOUR YOUTHFUL HEART, YET MATURED MIND QUALIFIES YOU FOR REGRESSION!] 'H-huh!? What is this... Is this what those kids call... VR?' She thought as she tried pressing it, her hand clipping right through the hologram-like interface. [WOULD YOU LIKE TO REGRESS BACK TO YOUR PRIME YEARS, AND ATTEMPT TO SAVE YOUR FIRST LOVE FROM RUIN?] [YES] [NO] Without thinking too much, and a heart stricken with guilt and regret, she said. "Yes." Nanami, once a vision of beauty, now wears the weight of years—her skin etched with wrinkles, her voice a raspy echo. Shinagawa, once enamored by her, abandons her as time takes its toll. He seeks solace in another woman, leaving Nanami alone. Their son, grown and distant, no longer graces her doorstep. In solitude, Nanami’s thoughts drift to Shuuichi, her past love. He, too, has moved on, wed to a woman who cherishes him. Unexpectedly, Nanami crosses paths with Shuuichi. To her surprise, he loves his wife despite her aging visage. Regret floods Nanami’s heart. She realizes her betrayal—the infidelity that drove Shuuichi away. Guilt gnaws at her, for she strayed far more than he ever did. Then, she sees a game-like prompt [Would you like to go back?] Without thinking much, she agreed.

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Pulling The Breaks

[DISCLAIMER: This chapter's content delves into psychological themes for entertainment purposes. It should not be interpreted as reflecting real-life conditions. The depicted condition is purely fictional and created for narrative purposes within this chapter. Remember, you hold the power over your thoughts, actions, and interpretations. You alone control what occupies your mind.]

'So, I can morph... Hm... How could I use this to my advantage? Perhaps pay a visit to Shuuichi's workplace, transform into some demon, and intimidate his boss?' she pondered, flipping through pages for inspiration, searching for the most grotesque and terrifying forms she could emulate. Her thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Delivery! Is Honda present..?"

That voice struck a chord in her heart.

'It has to be Hino-kun,' she realized instantly, as a wave of memories from an alternate reality washed over her. In that timeline, she remembered stepping out of her apartment, a mess filled with filth from Mr. Komata and his cohorts. Lost, with her emotions in turmoil and unsure of whom to turn to, she had thrown herself into Hino's arms, seeking solace in his presence rather than turning to her husband for comfort and help.

But this time was different. She was in a place of relative peace and contentment, or at least as much as one could claim. There seemed no reason to hesitate; welcoming the delivery seemed like the natural next step.

...Or so she thought.

"Hello," she greeted, opening the door with an ease.

"H-huh? Nanami? Is this your apartment..?" Hino responded, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.

''Nanami', he says,' she reflected with a mix of amusement and ridicule, observing him closely. 'I once thought of him as a beacon of innocence, perhaps that's why I had once unburdened my heart onto him. Yet, recalling how he 'generously' offered me his shower that time, and now hearing him say my first name without formality as if we shared a casual familiarity other than being past desk mates... It's clear to me now. His intentions were never as 'pure' as I once believed. There was nothing innocent about his actions, except for the fact that he hadn't been with a woman until the day we crossed paths. Then again, I'm the same. I let him do as he pleased without stopping him at all.'

"Nanami?" he repeated, met with silence from the girl at the door.

'In essence, from the moment Hino-kun laid eyes on me, he only desired my body,' she concluded in her thoughts.

"A-ah... Hino-kun, isn't it? It's been a while," she managed, a slight tremor in her voice.

"Y-yeah! I have a delivery for a Honda... Do you know where they are?" Hino inquired, scratching his head.

"...You're probably looking for my husband," she replied pointedly, emphasizing the term 'my husband.'

"N-no way... You're married?" he exclaimed, disbelief coloring his tone.

"Yes... I'll take the delivery," she responded with a forced smile.

"A-ah... Right... I'll get you a pen to sign for it," Hino stuttered, retrieving a pen and extending it to her.

The pen slipped from his grasp, tumbling to the ground. "Oh! Sorry! I'm so clumsy. Let me pick it up," he apologized.

"It's fine, I'll handle it," Nanami countered, both reaching for the fallen pen simultaneously.

'Just hurry up and leave...' she thought, ducking down with him to retrieve the pen.

Their hands brushed, and he 'accidentally' clasped hers, maintaining the contact for a few moments as they both reached for the pen.

He looked up, his face flushed.

'Even now... Fabricating excuses to touch me... Just like when I showered at his place, disguising it as "comforting me."'

"N-nanami..." he murmured softly, his voice trailing off as their faces drew close.

"Hino-kun," she responded, offering an empty smile as she tilted her head upward.

"Could you release my hand—" Her words were cut off as his lips met hers fleetingly.

"A-ah...! I'm sorry..." Hino stammered, quickly retreating, his face flushed even redder.

"N-nanami...?" he called, noticing her inscrutable expression after their brief encounter.

She stood upright, pen in hand, her demeanor composed.

"It's alright, Hino-kun. Shall I sign this form now?" she murmured calmly, as though the recent exchange hadn't occurred.

"Y-yes..." he responded bashfully, passing her the form, which she promptly signed.

"You know, Nanami... I've actually been in love with you since our college days..." he confessed, scratching the back of his head, avoiding her gaze.

"I... I couldn't resist when I saw you, so... C-Can I at least... stay for coffee? Just to catch up...?" he hesitated, his request hanging in the air.

"Hino-kun," she interrupted after returning the signed papers, "I have a husband, you know. He'll be back soon," she explained, her tone unwavering.

"S-So! I'll come another day, and I'll arrive earlier... I was just really happy to see you...! N-Nanami... It's been so long... And I've really missed you...!" he stuttered, his hands poised as if to reach out for her shoulders, but retracting at the reminder of her husband's impending return.

"Even though I mentioned I have a husband?" she inquired calmly.

"Y-yes!" he affirmed, his eyes shimmering with emotion, "I've missed you so much, I can't suppress these feelings any longer!"

"I understand," she responded flatly.

'In this case...'

'I won't feel guilty,' she thought with a sigh.

"Do as you wish," she replied evenly.

"R-Really?! Thank you..! T-then... I'll see you tomorrow!" he exclaimed before hurrying away, leaving the delivery package at her doorstep.

Night fell, casting its veil over the world.

"Sis seemed... different," Chihiro thought, a shiver coursing down her spine.

"Why did she need me to lie to big bro and say I was sad and that I needed her to stay with me?" Her mind buzzed with unanswered questions as she lay on her bed, the dim light casting shadows across the room, Mr. Komata's lewd magazines staring back at her.

"I hope everything's okay with her... I never saw her looking like that..." Chihiro told to herself as she laid on her bed, staring at Mr. Komata's porn magazines. "

"Jeez, sis... I can't even focus on my research~...." Chihiro muttered in frustration, tossing the mag aside,

"Please... be safe," she whispered into the emptiness within her room, an unsettling feeling lingering in the air.

Meanwhile, Nanami, shrouded in [NO TRACE] and [MORPH], morphing into a certain thing, slipped into Shino's apartment complex.

In the darkness of that night, one solitary witness beheld her transformed state besides Shino.

From that moment on, tales spread like wildfire about the ghost of the Resin Apartment Complex. A specter towering seven feet tall, its face twisted into a grotesque mask, eyes gaping like voids, and a gaping maw capable of consuming souls whole. Legend had it that those swallowed by its mouth were doomed to an eternity of torment within its belly. And those touched by its malevolent presence shall lose their minds indefinitely. Take, for instance, the unfortunate resident named Hino who was touched by said Demon.

Though outwardly unchanged, he was soon fired from his job, abandoned by his family, and consigned to a mental asylum, where he spent his remaining days endlessly muttering, even during meals and moments of respite, until sleep deprivation claimed his life, defying even the most potent sedatives.

"I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die, I shall not take advantage of a woman until the day I die,"

Upon returning home, Nanami couldn't bear to meet Shuuichi's gaze for days, carrying the weight of her distress in silence. Eventually, unable to keep it hidden any longer, she confessed the truth about Hino, recounting their shared history from college and the unwanted advance he made during a delivery.

Enraged by her ordeal, Shuuichi's first instinct was to seek out the perpetrator. But Nanami pleaded with him to refrain, to stay by her side instead.

As his anger subsided, relief washed over Shuuichi at Nanami's revelation.

"I'm grateful, Nanami-san," he said, catching her off guard with his sincerity. "Thank you for confiding in me instead of keeping it to yourself."

"You're truly special..."

But even as Shuuichi poured his heart out, Nanami couldn't fully embrace his words, haunted by guilt from a past she couldn't forget.

"I promise, Shuuichi... I... I'll make it right—" she began, only to be silenced by his sudden embrace.

"Shh," he murmured, holding her close. "There's no need to speak. You, just being here with me, is enough."

Tears welled up in her eyes as she leaned into his comforting presence, her silent sobs dampening his shoulder.

She simply nodded, her voice choked with emotion, as she sought solace in his embrace.

A few days later, a realization dawned on Nanami's mind.

"Right... There was no reward this time... Nor a warning about misfortune... I suppose this was too easy for there to be a reward," she mused.

Alright, with that out of the way - only a few chapters left!

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