Ahh!! Wild Laugh

I am not a good guy!! I don't want to be and I never claim to be one!!

What am I?!... What then do I hope to be in this vast world?!!!

I have searched, I have reasoned, I have assessed!! And I have concluded!!

The world... It is huge. Too huge for one man alone to make a permanent impact on it!!

Sure there can be countless men and women each making their significant impact depending on their area of expertise!!

Then what about me?!! What is my area of expertise?!! In this vast nonsensical place of a world, what can I say I am good at?!!!

I have done a lot of male labour for my age, and ventured into jobs that would ensure my continuous survival!!

Yet! I cannot be specific enough to say this is where I excel the most!!

Then! Can I be one of those cases considered a jack of all trades?!!

No! No, No!! That's not it. I am not that talented enough to fit the role of jack of all trades!!