Lavender

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Recently I've been in a headspace of dissatisfaction. I’ve been trying to get out of it. I’m finally doing things the way I want to do them. Right? Like I’m doing the damn thing, but why am I not completely happy though? Some of these feelings I couldn’t even admit to anyone. And what sucks more? Maybe my mother was right, maybe I can’t do this. Normally I could see the vision so clearly but now it’s pretty fuzzy.

Maybe this was stupid. My mom always told me I tended to act out of impulse. I’m starting feel like a lot of things she said about me was right.

It was currently the day that I was going to look at my car. This past week has been filled with going to classafter work, then assisting the highschool class after that. These past few days were pretty shocking. I found out Soul has been teaching here for the past few months because Mrs. Sai is currently doing business abroad so he’s replacing her for the time being.