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I always wanted to travel, to run free with the winds. now I've got it. I wake up on my roll out bed with extra fluffy white blankets, look out at the skyline view. it's so beautiful out here. the newly turned turquoise, pink sky touching the deep dark bule canvas above. The fresh crisps smell in the air. My family always thought I was nuts living in a van. it's so worth it. The space may be small but I have all I need, no overcrowding of clothes that i knew I'd never wear. I use what I need, now i dont have stupid knickknacks that I'll never remember from where they came. the forest never stops suprising me. I've come along way. I still have problems though , still have the urge to buy junk I dont need and no organization skills, bad exercises habits, and that one little furry problem. yep one trip I made a mistake , didn't check the area, damn rogue bit me. at first I was all worried about rabies from the wolf but then everything changed, I could smell better and hear a hell of a lot better. it made sense then, I was still freaking out but I knew what was happening. that God for teenage werewolf stories. the shitty thing about this all is I still need glasses, only when I haven't shifted though. thinking about it if my wolf need glasses how stupid I'd look running around. oh well. I know I accepted it all pretty well but I figured why fight it and throw a temper tantrum when this is what its come too. I have no problem with the wolf, I'm still me , the wolf is me , she is me. it's sort of like two spirits that funnily United. the native American tribe that helped me explained it. the wolf and you are two half souls reuniting after a long journey, some dont, some do. now I'm whole and free.