Guilt

I was unable to sleep thinking about how it all happened. It's morning right now,but still feel like dieing with them. My mind was so miserable. 'Good morning' said Mitchell. Seeing me so down , she felt sad,she also had to go through the stress of cracking her brain giving me words of advice and quotations. I felt happy for having her. This moment I felt happy and got up, woke up my brothers and dress up for college. This went on for a year. She was the one feeding me and my brothers, clothing us , paying for the apartment and other things. I couldn't bear it anymore the pain got so much into me that I felt so guilty and greedy. So,I decided something behind her,I planned to get a part-time job.

So I got this job at a restaurant,I have to do dishes and cook. I started working for a month and got my salary(60dollars) and another benefit is I have a crush. I gave my friend 40dollars,she was so surprised and told her that I've got a crush,she was also surprised again. I showed her some pictures I got while he was eating and we laughed.