1 SINFUL 1
ALEC'S POV.
The rays of the sun are barging inside my window, emitting a very heated arrows. The busy city shouts can be heard inside my small room. The roaring of different transportation dance in the air.
Behind my old curtains, silhoute of shadows valleyed on top of my broken floor to my cracking wall.
I glance one last time outside the window before continuing what I'am doing.
I was packing my luggage now. I don't know why, but my mom said it will be a surprise.
"Alec!!!" Mom shouted downstairs.
"Just a sec Mom!" I shouted back.
It was already summertime and my mom said we will both have a vacation. I don't know why was mom rushing me to pack things when there was really no need to. And apparantly I'm not a type of guy who was fond of vacations. I was more of an Introvert child. Socializing is not my thing.
Once I was done packing my things, I immediately sigh and went down through the stairs. Dragging my body out of the house with heavy boulders on my shoulders.
"Took you so long to prepare honey" Mom said while giving me her beautiful smile. You know, I think I'am the most fortunate child in the world. In my sixteenth life my mom always supported me from everything that I want. She was everything to me and I wouldn't wish more.She was the light when I feel like I was drowning from the darkness. She is my cure when time I cannot heal myself. She is my wall when I almost fall. She was my mom, and she will always be. She gave me a role of a mother and a role of a father. One time, I have questioned my mom about the whereabout of my father, but when I suddenly see the sadness that was drawing on her face, I immediately divert it away and give her other questions. That was the last time I have questioned my mom about my father, and I will do everything to protect the smile that she always carry, eventhough if it means not knowing even a single thread about my so called father.
"Seriously Mom, where are we actually going?" I asked irritatedly. And this is why I always questioned myself. Am I really her son? All her life she was always smiling, while me? My lips are shaking hands with the ground. I don't like to smile it's very bothering.
"Hush, Alec, Don't be too impatient, and what's with that face? Did'nt I tell you to always smile? How many times do I have to tell you that you should always smile, learn to loosen up baby. You're too serious." She joked around. I don't know why but I just rolled my eyes to her. "See, stop rolling your eyes, you will not have a girlfriend with that attitudes of yours." I almost wanted to roll my eyes again, when my mom suddenly spoke again. " And don't you dare roll your eyes again to me young man,I will definitely dig that charcoal eyes of yours from your eye socket. Now smile." She said with full determination. "Tsss" I turn my back at her.
Only if she knows how many hoes I have banged in different places. May it be innocent hoes or wild hoes. Virgin hoes or loose hoes. Wife hoes or Fiance hoes. Older than 6 with me or Younger than 2 with me. As long as there is a hoe willing to be banged, who am I to reject right? Free meals are beeing served to me. Although this was a secret, no one had seen my face while banging them.
"What was that?" She said angrily, but knowing my mom, she was just teasing me. So I suddenly halt on my foot and turn to her with a force smile. Then suddenly I almost wanted to strangle my mom. This is why I hate smiling.
"Hahahahaha" she bursted laughing. "You looked like a grinning cat there my dear, hahaha".
"Mom, if your just gonna laugh at me, I'm going to my room to unpacked my things and never going anymore." I said to her, earning a smack on my head. Tsss this woman, I said to my head while scratching my abuse head. "No, no, no, honey we are going" she said.
"Actually Mom there is no need to, we will just stay here so we wouldn't have to spend money" I said, grinning to her. And then she also grinned to me. Thank God. "Good Idea Alec---"." I know right Mom-" but she suddenly cut me out. "You should go, and I should stay" she said grinning to me. Oh no no no you don't.
Since I can't really fight my mom with anything I just have to yield to her.
"Fine were going" I said dryly.
"Yes!" She beamed with happiness, like she had just won a million dollar cash. "And Alec smile, your face loosing emotions." She said, but I did'nt aknowledge her words. This is me, and nothing can change me. Hmmm, I just hope this vacation is gonna be fun.
Moments later we were driving now away from our small house, and it took me awhile to not disturb my mother again about the vacation thingy. I know it was a surprise, but damn it I'm really impatient. So since I don't have really anything to do inside this god damn car of her with a squeeking sound and farting with black smoke engine, earning some stares from the people around the street I just took out my phone in my pants pocket. Connecting it with my black earphone. Opening my music file, then play anything my eyes first landed to. I'll just sleep my whole embarassing feeling of Mom's car squeeking and farting humilation. Until the music suddenly envelope my mind, making me fall in deep slumber.
I don't know how long did I sleep, but damn it my sleep was suddenly interrupted when my head bump into the rooftop of the car.
"Aishhh" I hiss, scratching my abuse head. "What the hell mom?!" I said to her. " Words Alec" she scolded me, but I just mimicked her words with my lips uttering no sounds.
When I tore away my gazes from my mom, and turn it to the window. My eyes suddenly widened in disbelief. Lush green leaves. Different kind of species. Dark road with tiny spec of sunlight showing. No houses. No Humans. What the hell, where was my mom taking me?
"Mom, why are we in a forest?!" I shouted. "Alec, your voice," she hissed me. "God damn it I don't care with my voice, mom where are we?" I was literally being rude to her now. "Alec I said words, and don't be impatient were almost there."
I was about to protest to her again when suddenly the striking arrows of the sun welcomed us. It was too bright. And when my eyes had slowly adjusted from the light. My eyes almost bulge out of my eye socket. Literally It almost fall out. Our squeeking and farting car was driving it's way to a very big house, much like to say, A very large mansion house.
"Mom where are we?" I asked her, maybe we are lost. But she did'nt answer me.
"Mom where are we?" I asked her again, but she still did'nt answer.
"Mom---" but I was cut out immediately when she turned her face to me, tears falling from her eyes. No! Mom why are you crying?
"Mom---" but I was cut immediately
"Welcome home Alec?" My brows suddenly twitch with eachother. I don't understand what was she saying.
"Mom---" but I was suddenly cut out again.
"W-welcome home, your b-brothers are waiting" she said, her voice hoarse and tears seems can't stop to fall out. But what caught me off guard was the words she just release. I thought I was the only child. Why the hell do I have a fucking brothers? Did I just hear it wrong. I looked again from the mansion. Is my brother leaving there? And then I looked to my mother with still tears pouring from her eyes. Did mom hide them away from me. I was utterly confused. I don't know where had my tongue had gone through. Questions are swirling inside my head. So many questions. God damn it, Is mom lying to me all this time. Much more is she really my mom?. I'am so utterly confused right now, and I demand answers right now!.
Why the hell my mother and I live in a god damn small house, while my brothers lived in a fucking luxury?!
" Alec they were our fragile secrets, promise me, guard them."
