publish

i look at the publish button after i write- well, rant

and i find some sort of satisfaction or, i guess, comfort,

just knowing that i am no longer ranting to myself,

but to people, and for people to see.

and i can't help it,

because i just people to read what i think, what i do, how i feel,

just so that i am understood

because i have never been understood my whole entire life.