140 I Never Existed In Your World

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Crystal green eyes sucked me in and I forgot to breathe, I forgot about everything else, even the world existed and I had eyes for the man before me, his mask shattered and all I could see was all parts of him, parts of him that didn't lay strong, parts of him that laid cracked, crushing into pieces as his emotions blurred all over like the world was ceasing to exist in every minute.

Like everything was crashing down in his eyes and yet he cannot hold the pieces of it no matter how much he tried to hold them, but they were still meant to crumble and fall.

And I just stood there, watching the man I love to break into a showering mess with a single tear that slide down his cheeks, I knew for a fact I have been unconscious for days and barely had a heartbeat, but this wasn't a tear of joy that struck him, but a tear of realization. A tear… knowing what would unfold and what he cannot accept. The inevitability.

He knows I'm going away