34| silent (pt.4)

Damon

"You know I be lying if I don't feel nothing at all"

"I'm still a mess, oh since you left. If I you're happy I'm happy for you." -Little Mix, A Mess (happy for you)

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Everything that I said was the opposite of what I wanted to say. Last night I slept late 'cause all I could possibly think about was her getting married to him.

It pained me.

I watched her as she weeped on her mother's grave. It was obviously rude to listen in but she was the one who insisted I be closer to her. I think back to that whole month I had and never took that time to spent with her.

You can't be seriously

When I got inside her room, everything had stopped as all as I saw that years streaming down her face. A part of me thought she was second guessing her decision with this wedding. Was she willing? Would she if wasn't for me stopping her a month ago? I always wondered how things would've been if I never told her all of those.